LOGINAlexei
For a moment, I just stand there, breathing in the lingering trace of Kieran. It’s not a feral scent, like most Alpha’s have, or something sweet and enticing like an Omega does. It’s clean and sharp, like expensive soap and the crisp bite of an autumn night.
He finally knows I wasn't lying. He knows the threat is real. And more importantly, he knows I might be the only one who can help him navigate it. The balance of power just shifted, however slightly, and we both know it.
He still doesn't trust me, but we’ll work on that. I’m very persistent when I have my sights locked on something I want. And I want the pretty prince with somewhat of a single-minded ferocity.
I saunter over to his desk, running my fingers over the polished wood, still warm from where his hands rested moments ago. I can picture bending him over the surface and slowly fucking him from behind. His balls slapping against my thighs as I ruffle his perfect hair and make him fall apart around me.
All of his meticulously arranged maps and ledgers would be painted with the beautiful force of his release. My own would be contained by him.
Goosebumps rise on my arms and my cock is so hard, I’m almost sure the too-tight pants are going to rip.
He mentioned sending a tailor. And a razor. A practical necessity, but also a concession. An admission that my stay here won’t be brief. That I’m becoming part of the landscape, a fixture in his keep, whether his prissy council likes it or not.
I wonder what kind of clothes he’ll have made for me. Something practical for training, I assume. But he’s so obsessed with appearances, he’ll probably insist on something finer, too. For those closer consultations he mentioned. The thought makes me chuckle. Oh, the games we’ll play.
I wander the study, taking it all in. Bookshelves lined with leather-bound volumes. History, strategy… poetry? Interesting. A decanter of amber liquid sits on a side table, beside a single, empty glass. He drinks alone, then. Doesn’t share his burdens. Or his pleasures. I’ll change that.
My gaze lands on a small, framed charcoal sketch tucked away on a lower shelf, almost hidden.
It's a landscape. Stark trees, heavy branches, a single, lone wolf track leading into a vast, empty distance. It’s surprisingly good, capturing a poignant wildness and a sense of profound isolation. There’s no signature, but something about the precise lines and the controlled emotion simmering beneath the surface… it feels like him.
An artist hidden beneath the Alpha’s polish? Another layer to unravel. I won’t stop until he’s naked and vulnerable in my arms.
I saw the flicker of pain, quickly masked, when I mentioned Brannagh’s focus on Vale’s mate. Neither my wolf or I liked that very much. Could Kieran’s heart have been shattered by the pretty Omega who chose Ronan Vale’s raw power over Silvercrest’s gilded comforts?
If so, it could be what’s making him cautious. He’s wary of being burned again. I shrug it off, deciding it will make the eventual surrender, when I finally fuck him, all the sweeter. He'll appreciate my straightforward desire after dealing with a brat who likely played games with his heart.
I’m not soft like an Omega. I’m certainly not small and in need of protection either. Kieran may believe that’s what he wants, but I’ll prove to him that he needs someone who can manhandle him.
I’m an Alpha. I don’t offer submission. I demand interaction, friction, an equal clash of wills. And Kieran, despite his picturesque exterior, responded to that. He didn't back down. He met my challenge, even as his mind fought his body’s attraction. That’s far more interesting.
Thinking about fighting him for dominance is like pouring gasoline on a bonfire. The idea of teaching that disciplined body how to unravel, how to lose control, how to beg… it’s a fantasy potent enough to make my blood run thick.
The door opens abruptly, interrupting my pleasant thoughts. Marcus stands there, impassive as ever. Behind him, a small, nervous-looking man clutches a measuring tape like a lifeline. Ah, the tailor. Prompt service. Kieran must be eager to have me properly clothed. Hopefully so he can play dress-up with me later.
“Follow me to your new quarters,” Marcus states flatly, his eyes sweeping over me with their habitual suspicion. “The tailor is here to get your measurements. Play nice, or he leaves and you stay in your ill-fitting rags.”
“I don’t think your Alpha would like that, Marcus. He’s made it clear he wants me to look my best. But I promise to play nice, lead the way.”
The room is very comfortably appointed, with an adjoining private bathroom. If this is where they put the riff-raff who are under scrutiny, I can’t help but wonder what their guest rooms look like.
The tailor hovers nervously and I spread my arms wide, offering myself up for inspection with a wolfish grin. “By all means, measure away.”
The tailor approaches hesitantly, eyes darting between me and Marcus, like a mouse caught between two predators.
He smells faintly of chalk dust and overwhelming fear. Poor little creature. I hold still while he takes measurements, his hands trembling slightly when they inevitably brush against my skin. I deliberately flex my bicep when he measures my arm, just to watch him swallow hard and fumble the tape. Marcus’s jaw tightens almost imperceptibly. Excellent. Even the guard dog feels the tension.
“Any… preferences, sir?” the tailor stammers, studiously avoiding my eyes.
“Something practical for training,” I say easily, projecting relaxed confidence. “I have a particular fondness for black leather, but I’m happy to wear whatever makes your Alpha’s heart race.”
I allow a suggestive warmth into my tone. “Green, perhaps? Or maybe that deep violet he favors, the color of his eyes when he’s fighting arousal. Something that commands respect.”
I let a smirk play on my lips as I meet Marcus’s stony gaze over the tailor's bowed head. “And it needs to fit properly across the shoulders. I wouldn’t want to look sloppy when advising the Alpha on matters of war… and pleasure.”
The tailor nods frantically, scribbling notes as if his life depends on it. Marcus just watches, his expression unchanging, but I sense his disapproval thickening the air. Let him watch. Let him report back to Kieran that the Redmaw wolf isn't just settling in, he's making himself comfortable.
When the tailor scurries away, looking profoundly relieved, Marcus narrows his eyes at me. “Stay away from Alpha Kieran unless he calls for you. Guards will be posted outside.”
Hmm. That has to mean I’m close to the Alpha’s private chambers. Interesting. Kieran must want me within easier reach. I’ll make it worth his while when he pays a visit.
Marcus turns on his heel and stalks out behind the tailor, leaving me alone to get fully settled in.
Kieran must think keeping me close by is a strategic necessity. He doesn’t realize he’s just moved the wolf deeper into the flock, and shortened the leash just enough for me to start testing the collar.
I stretch out on the new bed, hands laced behind my head again, the mattress considerably softer than anything I’ve slept on before. I bounce a few times and decide it will do for my first tryst with Kieran. I’d quite happily fuck him on the forest floor, truth be told.
The game is escalating beautifully.
Kieran is undeniably drawn to me, as he should be. Unraveling him won't be quick or easy. He’ll fight me every step of the way, with his sharp, silver tongue, icy glares, and the infuriatingly beautiful control he clings to like a shield.
Gods, I can’t wait to break his defenses down one by one, until he allows me to ravish him completely.
AlexeiLater, in the hall, my hands keep betraying me.It’s not conscious. I’ve simply gotten used to touching him without thinking. A hand at the small of his back in crowded corridors. My fingers brushing his wrist when he starts tapping his quill. A palm on his knee under the table when Vorlag starts threading poison into questions.He allows it in private audiences, when it’s just Lyra and Marcus and maybe one terrified petitioner.Elsewhere he’s less indulgent.Today, it’s a visiting trader from the western ridge, nervously hat-twisting his way through a complaint about bandits.Kieran listens with that terrifying stillness that means every word is being weighed. The set of his jaw says he already has three plans and is trying to pick which one won’t cause a riot from the elders on the council.His fingers drum once against the armrest.I reach out and lay two fingers lightly over his wrist. The drumming stops and his shoulders ease, almost imperceptibly.Then he notices the ang
AlexeiBy the third time Tarek fumbles the grip change, I know I should stop the drill. By the tenth, I know I should stop me.“Again,” I bark instead.His knuckles are white around the staff. Sweat slicks his temple, darkening the short hair there. He sucks in a breath and moves through the pattern. Step, pivot, thrust, backhand, his feet almost right, his shoulders almost loose.Almost isn’t enough.I knock the practice staff out of his hands with a sharp twist of my wrist. The wood clatters across the packed dirt, skidding to a stop at Marcus’s boots.Tarek flinches.“Dead,” I say. “Again.”He bends to retrieve the staff, shoulders tight, jaw clenched.“Alexei,” Marcus says mildly behind me. “You planning to leave anything that isn’t bruised for patrol tonight?”“Better bruises now than burial later,” I say without looking at him. “Tarek, what did I tell you about your back foot?”He swallows. “Anchor, sir. Don’t...”“Don’t what?” I push.“Don’t let it trail,” he says, louder. “Don
KieranI wake up to a very heavy, very smug wolf pinning me to the mattress.For a second I don’t move.Heat. Weight. The scent of sweat and sex in the air. A breath against my throat, slow and even. An arm banded around my waist, a thigh thrown over mine, his hair tickling my chest where it’s come loose from the braid.My wolf stretches like a cat in a patch of sun and makes a pleased noise.I don’t have a word for how my heart feels.Not panicked. Not numb.Quiet.It’s so unfamiliar it might as well be a new kind of pain.I lie there, trying to understand it. There’s the usual morning stiffness, the pleasant ache in my spine and hips, the soreness at the base of my throat where he mouthed at me like he could drink me down.Under that… nothing is gnawing.No dread chewing at the edges of my thoughts. No cold little voice whispering that everything is a lie, that I’m one decision away from losing it all.It’s like my ribs have finally stopped being a cage for my heart and started bein
Alexei “Tell me something you want,” Kieran says. “Not in bed. Out in the real world.”“You take away all my best goals,” I complain, then think.The word that comes up surprises even me.“Roots,” I say.He goes very still.“Having somewhere that’s mine. A room that doesn’t feel temporary. A pack that welcomes me instead of seeing me as expendable. People who don’t introduce me as ‘the Redmaw mercenary’ but as…” I wave a hand. “As someone else.”“Who?” “Alexei,” I say. “Partner. Protector. Menace. The one who makes the Alpha look less murdery in public.”He snorts. “You’re the murdery one.”Then his fingers curl in my hair. “You want to stay.” He sounds almost amazed, which just blows my mind completely. I’m so in love with him I can barely see straight. Where else could I possibly want to be?“Yes,” I say, and the simple truth of it makes me smile. “I want to stay. With you.”“Then you do,” he says. “This is your room as much as mine now.”“Dangerous promise,” I say. “I leave dirty
AlexeiThe next day feels endless. My head is full of Kieran on his knees, face flushed, eyes wide, taking what he wants because I told him to.Highly distracting, would not recommend for productivity. Ten out of ten, will do it again.The guard outside his door keeps his eyes politely forward as I approach. He knows better than to comment when I don't even try to look like I'm here on official business.I slip inside and shut the door. He’s not at the desk this time.He’s sitting sideways on the bed, back propped against the headboard, bare feet tucked under him, still half-dressed. He’s holding one of his ledgers, but it’s closed, lying spine-up on his knees like a prop he forgot to put down.There’s a little crease between his brows. A thinking line that appears whenever something’s bothering him.He looks up when I come in and the crease immediately disappears. My heart soars.“Hey,” he says, quietly.“Hey,” I echo.Look at us. Terrible, terrifying wolves. Masters of language and
AlexeiBy the time the bells mark the last change of the watch, the keep feels like it’s holding its breath. And I’m standing outside Kieran’s door, trying not to overthink knocking.“Come in,” he calls.His voice does that thing to my spine it always does now. Possessive, even through wood.I push the door open and find him not in bed, but at his desk.For a change though, the desk is clear. No ledgers. No maps. Just a single candle, a neatly coiled length of soft rope, and a folded piece of dark cloth.He’s ditched his usual fancy clothes for something looser. A simple dark shirt, sleeves rolled to the elbows, black trousers, bare feet. His hair is damp from the shower.He looks like sin and sleeplessness and something perilously close to happily ever after.He leans back in his chair, studying me.“You’re late,” he says.“I’m right on time,” I counter. “The bells just rang.”“Late,” he repeats with a shake of his head.I shut the door without taking my eyes off him.“Then punish me







