LOGINAlexei
Four walls made of stone. Cold, and offensively clean. This little box Silvercrest calls a cell is a joke compared to the pits Redmaw uses for discipline. No bloodstains, no lingering scent of fear, just the faint, sterile smell of lye soap. It’s unnerving. Civilized in a way that feels dishonest. They even fed me, and the food was far finer than anything I’ve been served in Redmaw as a celebrated warrior.
Former celebrated warrior. I’m a traitor now.
I push off the cot, which is covered in a clean mattress! And stretch until my shoulders protest the lack of space.
Ten guards are crowded into the hallway outside my so-called cell. I assume ten fresh ones will take over in the morning.
Kieran Arnulf thinks numbers will be enough to control me. It’s cute. He’s cute. More than, actually. I was told he was handsome, but I wasn’t quite prepared for the suave, clean-shaven, gorgeous creature that spared my life.
He’s got the whole keep wound tight around his little finger, doesn’t he? Or maybe it’s the ghost of his father pulling the strings. Either way, the tension radiating from this place is thick enough to choke on.
I pace the length of the cell. Three strides end to end. Pitiful. If it was any bigger though, there would be nothing to separate it from guest quarters.
My wolf paces with me, restless under my skin. Not panicked, just bored and itching for a fight, or a fuck, or preferably both.
Confinement chafes, especially after days on the run. But I’m patient. I learned patience the hard way in Redmaw, watching and hoping as one Alpha after another took over. But each of them seemed determined to repeat every mistake the one before made. None of them tried to be better.
In the end, I waited out Brannagh’s rages, looking for the right moment to slip the leash. Waiting is a weapon too, if you know how to wield it.
Through the barred window high on the wall, I catch a sliver of pale sky. No mountains are visible from here, just the tops of manicured trees that probably line some pristine courtyard.
Silvercrest. All polish and presentation. It’s a world away from the raw, brutal landscape I left behind.
And its Alpha… Kieran Arnulf. Pretty prince indeed. All sharp features and startling violet eyes, wrapped up in fine clothes and an air of untouchable authority that practically begs to be mussed. I’m sure he has a fine body under his fancy clothes.
He tries so hard to project that icy control, that cool detachment his father likely beat into him. But I saw the flicker of heat when I crowded him. The way his pulse jumped under that pale, perfect skin. The satisfying clench of his jaw when my words landed just right.
Playing with him is going to be so much fun.
He’s wound far too tight. A beautifully crafted clockwork toy just waiting for someone to find the right key and wind him until he breaks apart. The thought makes my cock stir against the rough fabric of these borrowed trousers. They’re too tight in the thigh, too short in the leg. Everything in this keep feels like it was made for smaller, softer wolves.
A scrape outside the door draws my attention. The changing of the guard. Ten new faces replacing the previous ten statues. They move with practiced precision, all matching blue and silver uniforms, swords at their hips worn like decoration.
Not a single scar among them. I’d bet one night with Kieran that none of them have ever seen real combat. They smell of soap and starch, not sweat and blood. Pathetic.
Ronan Vale’s Blackthorn warriors might be brutes who decimated my pack time and again, but at least they know how to bleed. These ones look like they’d cry if they chipped a nail. Even Vale’s pretty Omega is more deadly than this lot.
I lean against the wall by the door, deliberately taking up space, watching them closely as they settle into position in the narrow corridor.
One of them, younger than the rest, maybe as young as seventeen, flinches when my gaze meets his. His eyes widen with alarm, before he snaps back to attention.
“Relax, pup,” I drawl, pitching my voice low. “I don’t bite. Unless asked nicely.”
He goes rigid, color flooding his cheeks. The older guard beside him shoots me a warning glare but says nothing. Discipline here is all about posture and silence, it seems. No teeth.
I grin, enjoying the kid’s discomfort. I may only be twenty, but in Redmaw you become a man at fifteen, or you won’t see sixteen.
I let my gaze drift over them, slow and assessing. Measuring their builds, noting the way they hold their weapons, the slight tremor in the younger one’s hands.
They’re alert, but not truly wary. Not like wolves who’ve faced real danger. They trust their numbers, their walls, their Alpha’s commands. They don’t understand that the real threat is already inside.
My thoughts drift back to Kieran. Why did I really come here? It wasn’t just about escaping Brannagh. I could have gone anywhere, disappeared into the wilds, joined a mercenary band, begged Blackthorn for sanctuary.
But the whispers about Silvercrest’s new Alpha, the one who defied his tyrant father, the one who allied himself with Blackthorn… they intrigued me. A pretty boy playing at being The Alpha, trying to turn a den of vipers into something resembling a real pack. A crazy ambition for a twenty-two year old, raised with a silver spoon in his mouth. I had to see it for myself.
And then I saw him. Felt the spark of challenge between us, the undeniable pull. It wasn’t just Alpha recognizing Alpha. It was something else. Something that made my wolf lift its head and ask, Mine? The sheer absurdity of it, the impossibility, only makes it more appealing.
He thinks he’s got me caged. Thinks his twenty guards and stone walls are enough. He doesn’t understand the game yet. Doesn’t realize I let myself be caught. Doesn’t know I could probably chew through half his guards before the alarm even sounded if I felt like it.
But I don’t. Not yet. Let him verify my intel about the tunnels. Let him start to believe I might be useful. Let him feel the whispers of dissent from his own council grow louder. Let the pressure build.
And let him keep thinking about me. Because he is. I can sense it, that faint thrum of awareness, even through stone and distance. He’s dissecting our conversation, replaying my words, trying to reconcile the strategic necessity of keeping me alive with the inconvenient fact that my presence makes his blood heat.
Just wait until I sweep in and save him from his enemies. I want to see that control he clings to so viciously snap right in half.
The thought of him, alone in his room, surrounded by luxury but wrestling with that primal unease… it’s intensely satisfying. He’s so controlled, so desperate to maintain that perfect facade. Watching it crack will be exquisite. And I’m eager to help him pick up the pieces afterward.
I wonder if he’s ever been touched. Truly touched. Not the polite bows and scrapes of court, but the rough, claiming heat of a lover’s hands.
He carries himself with the untouchable air of someone who’s never been properly claimed, never been pushed past that breaking point where control shatters into pure sensation.
The suspicion that he’s a virgin burns hot and low in my gut. An Alpha, ruling a pack, untouched? The idea is almost archaic. And incredibly fucking hot. Breaking him in, teaching him what his body craves… the fantasy is potent.
I push off the wall and stretch again, deliberately letting the too-tight tunic strain across my chest. The guards shift their weight, pretending not to watch. One of them swallows hard. Good. Let them be uncomfortable. Let them report back to their pretty prince that the Redmaw wolf isn’t intimidated. That he’s waiting. That he’s hungry.
He’s a fascinating puzzle. All polished surfaces hiding something potentially explosive underneath. He stood up to his council, defied the old guard, risked instability, all to hear me out. That takes a backbone I hadn’t expected beneath the fine tailoring. He’s got fire in him, buried under layers of duty and doubt.
I settle back on the cot, lacing my hands behind my head, and stare up at the ceiling. The stone is seamless, perfectly fitted. Like everything else in this keep. Too perfect. Too clean. It needs disrupting. It needs a wolf like me to remind them that strength isn’t about polished surfaces. It needs teeth.
And I can’t wait to sink mine into their sexy, complicated Alpha.
He thinks he’s playing a calculated game, weighing risks and rewards. He doesn’t realize I’m playing a different game entirely. One where the only prize worth having is him, undone and begging at my feet.
AlexeiLater, in the hall, my hands keep betraying me.It’s not conscious. I’ve simply gotten used to touching him without thinking. A hand at the small of his back in crowded corridors. My fingers brushing his wrist when he starts tapping his quill. A palm on his knee under the table when Vorlag starts threading poison into questions.He allows it in private audiences, when it’s just Lyra and Marcus and maybe one terrified petitioner.Elsewhere he’s less indulgent.Today, it’s a visiting trader from the western ridge, nervously hat-twisting his way through a complaint about bandits.Kieran listens with that terrifying stillness that means every word is being weighed. The set of his jaw says he already has three plans and is trying to pick which one won’t cause a riot from the elders on the council.His fingers drum once against the armrest.I reach out and lay two fingers lightly over his wrist. The drumming stops and his shoulders ease, almost imperceptibly.Then he notices the ang
AlexeiBy the third time Tarek fumbles the grip change, I know I should stop the drill. By the tenth, I know I should stop me.“Again,” I bark instead.His knuckles are white around the staff. Sweat slicks his temple, darkening the short hair there. He sucks in a breath and moves through the pattern. Step, pivot, thrust, backhand, his feet almost right, his shoulders almost loose.Almost isn’t enough.I knock the practice staff out of his hands with a sharp twist of my wrist. The wood clatters across the packed dirt, skidding to a stop at Marcus’s boots.Tarek flinches.“Dead,” I say. “Again.”He bends to retrieve the staff, shoulders tight, jaw clenched.“Alexei,” Marcus says mildly behind me. “You planning to leave anything that isn’t bruised for patrol tonight?”“Better bruises now than burial later,” I say without looking at him. “Tarek, what did I tell you about your back foot?”He swallows. “Anchor, sir. Don’t...”“Don’t what?” I push.“Don’t let it trail,” he says, louder. “Don
KieranI wake up to a very heavy, very smug wolf pinning me to the mattress.For a second I don’t move.Heat. Weight. The scent of sweat and sex in the air. A breath against my throat, slow and even. An arm banded around my waist, a thigh thrown over mine, his hair tickling my chest where it’s come loose from the braid.My wolf stretches like a cat in a patch of sun and makes a pleased noise.I don’t have a word for how my heart feels.Not panicked. Not numb.Quiet.It’s so unfamiliar it might as well be a new kind of pain.I lie there, trying to understand it. There’s the usual morning stiffness, the pleasant ache in my spine and hips, the soreness at the base of my throat where he mouthed at me like he could drink me down.Under that… nothing is gnawing.No dread chewing at the edges of my thoughts. No cold little voice whispering that everything is a lie, that I’m one decision away from losing it all.It’s like my ribs have finally stopped being a cage for my heart and started bein
Alexei “Tell me something you want,” Kieran says. “Not in bed. Out in the real world.”“You take away all my best goals,” I complain, then think.The word that comes up surprises even me.“Roots,” I say.He goes very still.“Having somewhere that’s mine. A room that doesn’t feel temporary. A pack that welcomes me instead of seeing me as expendable. People who don’t introduce me as ‘the Redmaw mercenary’ but as…” I wave a hand. “As someone else.”“Who?” “Alexei,” I say. “Partner. Protector. Menace. The one who makes the Alpha look less murdery in public.”He snorts. “You’re the murdery one.”Then his fingers curl in my hair. “You want to stay.” He sounds almost amazed, which just blows my mind completely. I’m so in love with him I can barely see straight. Where else could I possibly want to be?“Yes,” I say, and the simple truth of it makes me smile. “I want to stay. With you.”“Then you do,” he says. “This is your room as much as mine now.”“Dangerous promise,” I say. “I leave dirty
AlexeiThe next day feels endless. My head is full of Kieran on his knees, face flushed, eyes wide, taking what he wants because I told him to.Highly distracting, would not recommend for productivity. Ten out of ten, will do it again.The guard outside his door keeps his eyes politely forward as I approach. He knows better than to comment when I don't even try to look like I'm here on official business.I slip inside and shut the door. He’s not at the desk this time.He’s sitting sideways on the bed, back propped against the headboard, bare feet tucked under him, still half-dressed. He’s holding one of his ledgers, but it’s closed, lying spine-up on his knees like a prop he forgot to put down.There’s a little crease between his brows. A thinking line that appears whenever something’s bothering him.He looks up when I come in and the crease immediately disappears. My heart soars.“Hey,” he says, quietly.“Hey,” I echo.Look at us. Terrible, terrifying wolves. Masters of language and
AlexeiBy the time the bells mark the last change of the watch, the keep feels like it’s holding its breath. And I’m standing outside Kieran’s door, trying not to overthink knocking.“Come in,” he calls.His voice does that thing to my spine it always does now. Possessive, even through wood.I push the door open and find him not in bed, but at his desk.For a change though, the desk is clear. No ledgers. No maps. Just a single candle, a neatly coiled length of soft rope, and a folded piece of dark cloth.He’s ditched his usual fancy clothes for something looser. A simple dark shirt, sleeves rolled to the elbows, black trousers, bare feet. His hair is damp from the shower.He looks like sin and sleeplessness and something perilously close to happily ever after.He leans back in his chair, studying me.“You’re late,” he says.“I’m right on time,” I counter. “The bells just rang.”“Late,” he repeats with a shake of his head.I shut the door without taking my eyes off him.“Then punish me







