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Night bleeds into a murky pre-dawn, and my study is still lit by a single, guttering candle.
Sleep hasn't been an option. Every time I close my eyes, I see either the insolent amusement in Alexei Basov’s eyes, or the barely veiled contempt in Vorlag’s. One threatens my control, the other my crown. It's a delightful tightrope walk.
I stand at the window, watching the first pale light creep over the eastern peaks, painting the underside of the clouds in bruised shades of violet and rose.
It’s been three weeks since I took charge. Three weeks of patching holes in a sinking ship while half the crew mutters about mutiny below decks. My father left behind a legacy of fear and rot, and cleaning it out feels like trying to scrub shadows off stone.
Alexei’s information about the mining tunnels is the first real, actionable piece of intel I’ve had regarding Redmaw's potential strategy. It feels vital. It also feels like a perfectly crafted lie designed to send me chasing phantoms while Brannagh sharpens his real blade.
My wolf paces restlessly under my skin. It doesn't trust Alexei either, bristling at the memory of another Alpha standing too close, challenging without moving a muscle. But it also recognizes the scent of opportunity, the chance to strike first instead of merely reacting. It’s torn, just like I am. It’s also intrigued, which I’m most definitely not.
A soft knock at the door forces my thoughts back to the present.
“Enter.”
A young Beta slips in, one of our night runners, face smudged with dirt, eyes bright with exhaustion and the importance of his message. He carries a tightly rolled parchment sealed with Marcus’s plain wax stamp. No pack sigil. He really is trying to be very discreet.
“From the Captain, Alpha,” he says, offering it with a slight bow.
“Thank you, Lyall. Get some rest.”
He looks surprised I know his name, then nods gratefully and disappears back into the pre-dawn quiet. I break the seal, my fingers perhaps a little too eager.
The report is concise, Marcus’s script neat and devoid of flourish. Three scout teams were dispatched. Two entrances located, matching Alexei’s rough description. Both show signs of passage. Old signs.
Scuff marks on stone, smoothed by weather. Faint tracks near the openings, partially obscured by recent debris fall. Nothing definitively Redmaw. Nothing definitively recent. One team found remnants of a small, cold campfire near the westernmost entrance, ash scattered, likely weeks old. Could be trappers. Could be Redmaw scouts testing the waters long before Alexei arrived. Could be nothing.
Ambiguity. Gods, I hate fucking ambiguity. It’s the preferred weapon of cowards and politicians. Can nothing just be cut and dried for once?
If Alexei is right, if those tunnels are Brannagh’s intended route, then Silvercrest is vulnerable in a way I hadn’t anticipated.
But if he’s wrong, or lying, and this is just old traffic from smugglers or forgotten hunting trails… then I’ve risked the pack’s stability, further alienated my council, and housed an enemy agent based on a well-spun story.
I’ll look like a fool. A weak, easily manipulated fool.
The thought makes my jaw clench. I won’t give Vorlag that satisfaction.
I cross to my desk, dip a quill, and scrawl a quick summons for Marcus to meet me. Not here. At the training grounds. It’s less formal and there are fewer potential ears attached to the walls.
Fifteen minutes later, I find Marcus waiting for me on the deserted training ground. The air is sharp, carrying the clean scent of damp earth as the ground begins to thaw slightly under the rising sun. He stands patiently, hands clasped behind his back, his breath pluming white.
“The reports are inconclusive,” I state without preamble.
“Yes, Alpha. There are suspicious signs, but nothing fresh enough to confirm the prisoner’s claims.”
“Or deny them.”
I pace a short line on the packed dirt. “The risk is too high to ignore based on preliminary findings. We need to keep a close eye on the area for a few weeks. Stealthily.”
Marcus nods. “My thoughts exactly. Smaller teams. Different approach vectors.”
“Yes. Two wolves maximum per entrance. Experienced trackers only, wolves who know how to move without leaving a trace and how to read scents that are already days old. I want them watching from the ridges above the tunnel mouths, not the direct paths. Ensure they have any climbing gear they may need. No fires. No unnecessary movement or noise. They report only to you, or directly to me, bypassing the usual chain. Use the coded signals we established for the Vorlag surveillance.”
Marcus absorbs the orders without blinking. “And if they encounter resistance? Redmaw patrols?”
“Observe and withdraw. Silently. I need information, not bodies right now. If Basov is telling the truth, engaging prematurely will alert Brannagh that we’re onto him. If he’s lying…” I let the implication hang. If he’s lying, engaging could provoke a conflict we’re not prepared for, based on false intel. “…then we’ve risked nothing but a few hours of climbing.”
“Understood, Alpha. I’ll select the teams myself.”
“Good.” I pause, then add, “And Marcus… ensure none of the wolves selected have close ties to Vorlag or his known associates.”
His gaze sharpens slightly. “Understood.”
He turns to leave, efficient as always. The sun is higher now, casting long shadows across the empty training rings. I stand there for a moment after he’s gone, the quiet amplifying the unease churning inside me. Alexei Basov’s face won’t get the hell out of my head.
This feels different from dealing with Eli’s chaotic energy back in Blackthorn.
Eli was… manageable, in his own infuriating way. A known quantity, even with his hidden depths and surprising power. His challenges were overt, his flirtations barbed but ultimately aimed at testing his bond with Ronan. He never pretended otherwise. He told me repeatedly that he would never choose to leave his Alpha. The heartache I suffered was due to my own stupid hope that he’d come around.
My heart gives a painful twinge at the memory of his grey eyes, the easy way he’d thrown my world off-balance. I miss him. The admission is unwelcome but undeniable. Losing him felt like losing a limb I hadn't realized was vital until it was gone.
Eli’s confidence was a defense mechanism. A cloak he shrugged on to hide the vulnerability beneath. Hiding the fear of not being wanted for himself. I felt a kinship with Eli because we were both experts at presenting our false faces to the world. Never allowing the world to see our weaknesses.
Alexei is something else. An Alpha. Confident. Physically imposing. His flirtations are embarrassingly direct and clearly about claiming my body. He seems utterly comfortable in his own skin and amused by the chaos he creates.
He looks at me like he sees the cracks in my armor and finds them intriguing. It’s unnerving. And yes, gods damn it, it’s attractive in a way that feels dangerous, like admiring a beautifully crafted weapon pointed directly at your chest.
He makes me feel things I haven’t felt since Eli. Things I swore I wouldn’t feel again. I have to protect my heart and ignore the heat I feel when I think about Alexei.
A heat that has nothing to do with emotional attraction and everything to do with the way his green eyes linger on my mouth intentionally.
My body remembers his proximity in that cell, the heat rolling off him, the way my own wolf stirred in response. It’s a purely physical reaction. An Alpha acknowledging another Alpha’s power. Nothing more. It doesn’t mean anything. It can't mean anything.
Besides, Eli broke my heart cleanly. I won't hand the pieces to a potential enemy just because he has arresting eyes and fills out borrowed clothes in a way that makes focusing difficult.
My ego is still bruised from Eli choosing Ronan so definitively. I won't risk that kind of rejection again, especially not with someone who might be playing me. And Alexei isn’t even my type! With his flawless, golden skin and muscles on muscles. He’s too overwhelmingly handsome and probably as thick as a tree branch.
No more brooding about my prisoner. I need proof about those tunnels. Solid, undeniable proof. Either Alexei is a traitor, or he’s the most valuable asset I have right now. There’s no middle ground. And until I know which, keeping my distance and maintaining control, is of paramount importance.
I head back towards the keep, forcing my thoughts away from hypnotic green eyes and back to strategy.

AlexeiThe training yard is my new favorite place in this gods-forsaken, polished-to-hell keep.Mostly because it’s the one place Kieran can’t reasonably tell me to put a shirt on. I know he gets short of breath and dizzy when I’m not wearing one, so I’ve taken to whipping off as much clothing as reasonable possible whenever he’s around.He’s up on the ramparts, same as yesterday, pretending to listen to some old wolf in a robe, but his eyes are on me. I see the way his gaze lingers on the ink, the way his jaw tightens just a fraction. He’s trying to look annoyed. It’s delightful.I’m playing the long game, sure, but that doesn’t mean I can’t let him enjoy the view while I wait. And I know he’s obsessed with my body and tattoos.“Again, Tarek!” I bark, turning back to Vorlag’s nephew. The kid is still clumsy, all brute force and no finesse, but he’s trying, and I can respect that. We had a rocky start, but he doesn’t give up and is actually listening to what I’m trying to teach him.“
KieranI’m staring at the map of the territories as if it holds a personal grudge against me. Every line, every border, every notation of a Redmaw patrol just feels like another bar in the cage I’ve built for myself. Two days have passed, but the spar in the yard is a fresh bruise on my ego, and the subsequent conversation with Alexei in the library... that’s a different kind of wound entirely.He didn’t just knock me down, he saw why I was so afraid of falling.And then he offered an olive branch instead of pushing his advantage. A brutal, Redmaw-style olive branch that involves burying Brannagh's army alive, but an olive branch nonetheless.I’m still trying to process that whiplash when the library door swings open without a knock.Of course. There’s only one person with such pitiful manners.Alexei saunters in, radiating enough heat to melt the frost on the windows. He’s bare-chested, wearing only the form-fitting training pants that hang dangerously low on his hips. Displaying t
AlexeiI walk away from the training yard, the stunned silence of the Silvercrest pack a ringing in my ears. I should feel victorious. I won. I dominated. I put the pretty, untouchable Alpha on his back in the dirt and proved my point in front of everyone.But the victory tastes wrong.It’s not the fight I’m replaying in my head. It’s the after. The way he fled. He didn't stride away like an angry leader, he retreated like a wounded animal. He did it with his head high and his expression blank, but I'm not a fool. I may be a brawler, but I know the difference between breaking a warrior's pride and breaking a man's spirit. I just did the second one.I walk through the keep, ignoring the wide berths the pack members give me. They look at me with a new kind of fear, but it doesn't give me the satisfaction it usually does. I’m thinking about Kieran's face. The way his polished mask of charm and wit didn't just crack, it shattered.After seeing him in the ring, I realize it’s more than a
KieranI don't stalk back to my study. I retreat with my tail between my legs.My movements are stiff, precise, a desperate imitation of the control I no longer feel. I can sense the eyes of the entire pack on my back. I don’t look at Tarek. I don’t look at Vorlag. I especially don’t look at Marcus, whose concerned, questioning gaze I can feel boring into the side of my head. I just walk. Each step is an agony of feigned composure, a performance of an Alpha who is not, in fact, trembling.The heavy study door slams shut behind me, the thud echoing the final, definitive sound of my authority shattering. The lock clicks, and I finally let my body betray me.I lean back against the solid oak, my chest heaving, legs trembling so violently I’m surprised they carried me this far. My ribs scream where his shoulder connected. My wrists ache from his grip. My throat feels raw from the pressure of his forearm.My reflection stares back at me from the polished, dark wood of a tall cabinet. My
AlexeiThe impact of the tackle is glorious.It’s the sound of polished form breaking against raw power. Kieran is all air and speed until he meets something solid, and I am very, very solid. We hit the packed earth in a cloud of dust and a tangle of limbs, my shoulder driving into his ribs, his breath exploding from his lungs in a sharp, surprised oof.His head smacks the ground. Not hard enough to do real damage, but hard enough to daze him for the half-second I need. Before he can even process the fall, I’m on him, using my superior weight and strength to full advantage.He’s a cornered animal, struggling desperately to escape the cage of my body. He tries to use his speed, to twist his hips and hook a leg, to use my momentum against me. It’s a good, technical attempt. He really does fight like a dancer, all precision and leverage.But I’m not a dancer. I’m a brawler.I let him twist, then just... settle. I drop my center of gravity, planting my knees on either side of his narrow
KieranI don’t just stalk out of the armory. I flee.My boots slam against the stone floor, the sound echoing in the corridor, but it’s not loud enough to drown out the ringing in my ears. ‘Did that little Blackthorn Omega break your heart that badly?’His voice. That low, amused, knowing rumble, laced with a pity that feels like acid. He saw it. He saw the crack in the polished armor, the raw, humiliating wound I’ve kept hidden from everyone else. He didn’t just guess, he put his finger right on the bruise and pressed.My father’s court, for all its cruelty, was a place of masks. You learned to fight with words, with smiles that carried poison, with a perfectly placed insinuation. No one ever just... asked. No one ever just saw.Eli... Eli was a game of wits, a light flirtation I’d been foolish enough to mistake for something deeper.A silly, one-sided crush that left my ego battered when he inevitably chose to stay with the raw, undeniable power of an Alpha like Ronan Vale. It was a








