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Chapter 42: Ignorance Is Bliss
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A Human Mate For The Lycan King Chapter 43: Will this ever end?
Freda’s POVI refused to believe it. "So you're telling me that I am now one of you.""Well, not technically but yeah. You are one of us." I felt the loss of air in between my lungs. I held my chest, as I continued heaving. Nothing was going to help me out here, not that I chose this kind of life, I was forced into this life and now there was nothing I could do to ensure I get out. "What do you mean by not technically?" I forced my words. "You went into V-Fib. Your heartbeat was not strong to ensure that you were warm. The doctors tried everything, while still in that state. There was nothing that we could do, it was two things, it was either they called your time of death or try to get you warm enough to put you in a coma. I had no option than to bite you and when I did that…" he paused, rubbing his face with his arms. If it was like this for me, I do not know what it would be like for him to see me in that state. "When I did that, when I bit you, you died. You were completely f
A Human Mate For The Lycan King Chapter 44: An Animalistic Life
Alfred’s POV"Maybe she needs some time…" Kale whispered as I emptied the last glass of scotch. I stared at the bottle of scotch, still having a long way to go. I couldn't remember the last time I drank this hard, the time I held the bottle of scotch or vodka and was not willing to let go. It's been two days and Freda still has refused to see anyone, aside from Lilain. We made sure her needs were met but she needed nothing much other than the painful solitude she had subjected herself to. I caused her misery and gave it to her like it was a trophy. Doesn't make me a good person, because I still haven't found a good reason why I did that to her. "I have given time. Freda coming here was a mistake. A huge one. I should have let go of the hate at first before doing anything drastic. I should have tried to treat her with some ounce of respect. Maybe I shouldn't have bit her, done that to her, or I shouldn't have let myself subject her to such a life. It was probably the life she never w
A Human Mate For The Lycan King Chapter 45: Failed Transformations
Alfred’s POVStill trying to think about it, there were several ways that transformation may occur. It was like poison, whichever one chooses to be with you, you just stick by it. As far as I was aware, I didn't know how to approach Freda with all of this. It was bad enough that she wasn't talking to me or anyone in the mansion, I just wanted to keep my distance.The same thing has been recurring for a few nights now. Each time I stayed close to her door, she was either crying or coughing. There was no greater way to put it, she was having trouble sleeping, and yet I still did not know how to help out when all she wanted was to stay away from me. It was difficult for me because I have not had this experience with humans. I always knew what to say to people, people who already knew what kind of life we were living. We tried to not get into a lot of hard trouble because speaking to the police could be a lot of work. The conversation between Kale and I was still very clear in my head.
A Human Mate For The Lycan King Chapter 46: My Identity
Freda’s POVI needed a fresh start...That was my conclusion after my nightmares got a lot worse and the feeling of death just kept hovering. There was nothing that stopped the feeling, it was like I was suffocating. My words became less and less and the only reply I could give to any reaction was a nod. I needed an outlet to let things out of the bags. Sleep wandered far from me, as the whispering that used to visit my dreams started creeping into my reality. I needed to sort things out with my kind but I didn't know how to. I had no experience with that sort of thing, never have. Things changed for me when I arrived here, making me question myself If I was really cursed or deformed. Maybe I was suffering from post-traumatic stress. It was the only thing I could tie my experience to. Too many things out of the ordinary were already taking place and it was only a matter of time before things explained in my face. The view from my window was the nicest gift I felt running to. I found
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A Human Mate For The Lycan King Chapter 48: Dirty Little Secrets
Alfred’s POVMy heart couldn't take it that she was leaving. There was nothing much to say after Lilian told me what she had just heard from her. There was no way I could salvage the situation because Freda had made up her mind to leave the mansion. It was a good thing she was not running away, instead, she was making a rational decision out of what she felt. I respected her decision just immediately after the news got to me, no matter how disheartening. There was no telling that I was the one who had caused her the most pain, even when Kale was trying to talk me out of my decision but I just couldn't snap out of the pain from my bruised self. It happened long ago and yet I was punishing someone, with the most clear innocence. Now, I was scared that going back to the world she came from was only going to make things worse for me. It was bad enough that she was still going through her transformation and at this point, with her things were only getting confused. The highest someone ha
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