Chapter 50: A Painful Process

Freda’s POV

3 months later

My dreams take me back to the moment of severe abandonment. The moment where I left the mansion, it felt like I was leaving something huge behind. Something that was so important to my soul, it was at the state of leaving that I realized that we really haven't spoken about anything. We were dancing around a lot of pain and heartache. It was too dire for our souls to carry a nut yet I put him through all that. Although Lilian was with me, it's not difficult to know that Alfred was always going to be lurking with either text, phone calls or even meet or greet.

I found it difficult to believe that he was willing to let go like that until he started texting every minute. I knew I tried to make it clear, to tell them that I didn't want anything in my business. The first month was tiring and it was difficult to get by because I needed to get a job. Going a little job hunting, almost every day of the week, attending interviews that I wasn't sure of became the hig