Self-Loathing

Manny

It hurts so bad to know that I am the reason why my true, fated mate left me. It hurts even more when I try to figure out where she could be. How has she been faring all alone in a world where she knows no one but herself?

Talk about self-loathing! At this moment I feel like biting my own tongue and departing the earth. It feels as though a thousand glass shards are continuously stabbing my heart. All I feel is guilt coupled with shame. How am I fit to be an alpha when I can be easily deceived like this?

"Argggh!" Just as I am about to claw my neck, a loud, blood-curdling scream bombards my ears. Instantly, I become alert and only now do I remember that Alpha Martinez's luna is said to be in labor. I have been so engrossed in my self-loathing that I did not notice anything else that has been happening around me.

"My queen, I am sorry to barge in like this. The young Luna's situation is dire. She is losing a lot of blood and we need to take her to the human hospital. I have alr