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“I will not be made to do anything I don't want to do!” Cedric Blackwood yelled, as he paced the room in an agitated manner, before stopping in front of his Aunt, who sat calmly on the couch, her countenance the very opposite of his. “This emotional blackmail will not work on me,”
“No one is blackmailing you emotionally,” Diana Mortimer told her nephew, but he didn't seem to hear her.
“That's exactly what this is,” continued Cedric, “Just another way for my father to piss me off. Even in his grave, he finds a way to torture me!”
“Torture? It is your birthright, Cedric!” said Diana, raising her voice for the first time since they started the conversation, “It is your duty. You were born to be the Duke of Springbrook, and —”
“No!” Cedric interrupted, turning away from her, “It was what my brother, Vincent was born to be, at least according to our father. It was his duty. Just because he's no longer here, doesn't mean I have to be in charge of his responsibility, and why should I? Our father refused to acknowledge me as his son. He abandoned me, Aunt Diana… He abandoned your sister, and the only reason he started to reach out to me was because he lost Vincent, his trophy son, whom he had named his heir instead of me. He only wanted me to be Duke because he didn't have any other son and he was worried that the title would pass on to another family.”
Slowly he turned back to face her, the pain and anger he was feeling made his eyes darker than their usual brown color, “You were there. You saw how hurt mother was…You know what his actions and his negligence turned her into, then why are you taking his side now?”
Diana stood up, so she was now standing in front of him. Calmly, she said, “I will never be on anyone's side but yours, Cedric, but you are your father's first son, and the fact that he and your mother divorced doesn't change that. If he had done what he was supposed to do, then you would have been made heir a long time ago. Now, I know that he might not have named you heir for the right reasons, but It doesn't mean that he was wrong. You and I know that no one is more fit to be Duke than you. You deserve the inheritance….,”
“I don't need it,” Cedric cut in.
“I know that,” Diana continued, “But it doesn't make it less true,” she held his face in her palm so he wouldn't look away, “Take what is yours, son, and be the man… The Duke… Your father never was,”
Cedric was silent for a while, and although he still didn't completely agree with his Aunt, he had to admit that she was kinda right, “I will think about it, Aunt Diana,” he said finally.
His Aunt smiled in relief, and Cedric wondered if he truly was ready for the responsibility of being the Duke of Springbrook…. If he decided to accept the inheritance. At first, he'd been furious when his father named his younger brother, Vincent heir over him, but then he'd been relieved. He could do whatever he wanted. Live however he wanted, and not worry about the responsibility of becoming the Duke of Springbrook one day, But now…Vincent was dead, and so was his father and so once again, the responsibility was his.
Was he up to it? Cedric had no idea, but first, he had to visit Haerton Castle… The castle that would soon be his home…. Or at least one of them.
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Anna Remington knew that what she was doing was wrong. She knew that she was trespassing, and she definitely was not supposed to be staring at the man coming boldly out of the lake he’d been swimming in only moments before, as if he didn’t much care if there was anyone around to see him or not.
Of course, given the fact that the lake was on the Haerton estate’s grounds and therefore private property, he probably wouldn’t expect there to be someone lurking in the undergrowth at the lake’s edge watching him. Then again, this was private property and, even though Haerton had been vacant for the past few months following the old owner’s death, it was clear that he was trespassing.
Not that it made her invasion of his privacy any less egregious, and not that she was technically any less a trespasser than he was, but still. She lived next door to the estate and had been walking the grounds for years, had played in the woods nearby as a child, had loved the overgrown, rambling nature of the estate ever since she could remember, and, even though it wasn’t actually her property, she viewed it as such.
She’d certainly never expected to come across someone swimming in the lake when she’d set out blackberry picking this morning, still less swimming naked. She should really do the right thing and move on. Visit the groundskeeper and tell him that there was a stranger in the lake. She really shouldn’t be standing here peering through the trees like some pervert in an anorak.
Yet she didn’t move.
Something held her rooted to the spot. Because the water was cascading over his naked body as he stepped from the lake, the late morning summer sun gilding his already golden skin, making an art form of every chiseled muscle. He was tall, with broad shoulders and lean hips. Long, powerfully muscled legs. His chest and stomach looked as if they’d been carved from marble as an example of the perfect masculine form, all hard planes and perfect hollows. His hair was black, slick as a seal’s, and as he walked slowly out of the water he lifted his hands and pushed it back from his forehead, biceps flexing with the movement.
Oh, wow… Anna's mouth went dry, an inexplicable heat creeping through her, making her cheeks burn. This was very wrong. It wasn’t the kind of thing she did at all. Maybe once, back when she’d been a teenager and much more prone to the vagaries of curiosity and her own wild passions, she wouldn’t have thought twice about it, but certainly not now. She was twenty-five, for God’s sake, and she’d put those days behind her.
Anna wanted to deny it. She wanted to give the impression that all was well. Isn't that what a newly, happily married woman would do? A woman lucky enough to be married to the Duke of Springbrook should be overjoyed. What could she possibly have to be worried about? It wasn't like she could tell Collins anything even if she wanted to, so Anna shook her head and managed another smile she was sure didn't reach her eyes. “I'm fine,” she told him, “Just getting used to my new life as a married woman I guess,” But Collins obviously knew her too well and he didn't look convinced, “And where is your husband tonight?” he pressed,Anna sighed at the mention of Cedric, avoiding Collins' questioning gaze and focusing instead on the glass on the counter. “I already told you that I don't want to talk about him”“Why not?”“Because I don't want to,” Anna replied, “That's the reason why I came here in the first place. To take a break from the Duke and from Haerton so can we just not bring it up,”
Besides, wasn't she the one who had told him to cancel the honeymoon he'd been planning? Her soft mouth tightened because she refused to give way to the feeling that he had abandoned her. After all, she wasn’t a child and she might be in a strange environment, but she would soon get used to it. She would manage fine without him. By the looks of it, she didn’t have much choice.Juliet chatted all the way downstairs about where they were going to go shopping, while Anna scanned her lavish surroundings with all the apprehension of an ordinary person suddenly waking up to find themselves lost in a royal palace. But the instant her insecurity was ready to rise, she crushed it flat and refused to acknowledge those feelings. Haerton castle was going to be her home, no matter how short it was going to last, and the last thing she wanted was to be a duchess who lacked self-esteem. He'd left a card for her to shop with so he clearly wanted her to use it. She had no idea what kind of party they
“The staff will introduce themselves to you properly tomorrow morning,” Cedric told her as he led her upstairs, then added as she turned and met his gaze, “You look tired,”“I am,” Anna replied softly, unable to say anything else. “It's been a long, weird day,” Cedric nodded in agreement, “I agree that it's been a long day. I wouldn't say it was weird, but I guess I understand why you would say that,”They stopped in front of a door, and he released her. The fiery part of her seemed to be absent tonight, he observed. He could still see the desire in her eyes as she looked at him, but she also looked a bit…Scared. As if she was worried about something. Was she worried that he wouldn’t keep his word and hold off their wedding night until she was ready?Cedric couldn’t blame her. He wanted her. That was the truth and just the thought of being alone with her in a room filled him with a need he never knew he was capable of feeling towards a woman. She'd looked stunning in her wedding dres
A lump rose in her throat. She’d loved her father, but he hadn’t loved her. He’d never said it to her, hadn’t ever demonstrated it to her. She’d been the baby he hadn’t wanted, the child that had ruined his career. A lasting reminder of what his beloved wife had wanted and didn’t survive long enough to have. He’d done his duty by her, given her a roof over her head and food on the table, ensured she had a decent education, and as soon as the Duke’s money had arrived he’d left. Perhaps he was right, though. Perhaps it didn’t matter. Perhaps it was fine that this was all for show and that none of it was for her. Nothing ever had been, after all.Well, not quite nothing.There was one thing that was for her and he waited for her by the altar, exquisitely dressed in a morning suit of dove gray. The man who might not love her, but did want her, and certainly enough to demand a wedding night from her. That gave her some courage as she walked towards him, as did the look in his midnight eyes
He did have her try on numerous wedding dresses before finally approving some white silk and tulle concoction, accented with gilt thread, that Anna told herself she didn’t care about. Yet at the same time, as she looked at herself in the mirror, she was conscious of a strange ache somewhere deep inside her.She’d never thought a husband and children would be for her, and yet here she was, about to commit herself to both. That it wasn’t real, she knew. But that didn’t change the small ache inside her, the tug of longing for something…more.But that was dangerous, so she ignored it.In between wedding-dress fittings and investigating degree programmes at various universities, she found herself casually looking up Cedric on the internet, despite telling herself that she really didn’t need to know anything about him.Apparently though, some part of her was desperate for information, hungrily combing through search results for anything interesting. There were lots of news reports of his pa
Cedric had not expected such candor. Hadn’t expected his own reaction to it either, and it was clear from the look on her face that it had cost her. But he couldn’t imagine her hurting anyone. Yes, she was fiery and yes, she’d lifted a hand to him, but he had provoked her. And the electricity between them surely hadn’t helped. She didn’t seem a woman liable to flying off the handle, though, not when she’d seemed very cool around him—when he wasn’t provoking her, of course. What had happened to make her think it was an issue? And why did she call herself difficult? She hadn’t seemed difficult to him. A woman of deep passions, perhaps, but not difficult.He wanted to ask her questions, find out why she thought these things about herself, but he didn’t want to make her distressed or agitated more than she already was. Perhaps there would be some time later, when they were on honeymoon. You don’t need to know. Why would you want to? Cedric shoved that thought away. “Anna, I handle extrem







