Chapter 8 strange feeling

Kristopher POV

(This Kristopher's POV starts from 2nd chapter)

i can't take it anymore. it's too hard

to the world i have a perfect life for which they can die for. only if they knew what a misery i am living.

In fact i am ready to give up all i have for the normal life others have.

That is my last wish before i kill myself and end this misery of a life.

currently i am standing by a bank. a place in my university i often visit because no one comes here and i prefer staying alone. the water is quiet calm but soon it would be disturbed as i jump in it.

this is the END.

i gave up on myself!

just as i was about to end this misery i heard the most beautiful and melodious voice in my life. it was a voice which can make you forget yourself and drown in it's sweetness.

"do you wanna give up just cuz it's hard? nothing is free in this damn freaking world. either you eat or get eaten so get a grip and stand back up

what you think is E,N,D is

actually A,N,D"

there was no doubt that it was a girl singing.

Hearing the lyrics i felt as if something weird stirred inside me.

i don't know why but my legs started taking me towards the voice and then.....

my eyes feel on the most beautiful girl i have ever seen in my entire life.

Her dark skin along with her chubby yet curvy and sexy frame looked too unrealistic.

Even though i got no clue about makeup but i knew her contours, cheek bones and high lights were natural.

i didn't think there would be someone more beautiful but she proved me wrong by smiling showing her chubby cheeks and dimples.

unconsciously i stepped on a branch which immediately alerted her.

she quickly stood up and was about yo leave.

"Wait" i called and thankfully she waited.

i wanted to know what song she was singing.

she turned around and stared directly at me.

i have heard no matter how much one can hide his emotion by controlling facial expressions ones eyes can never lie. Eyed spill everything

but when i looked into her eyes i don't know what i saw.

there were so many emotions in her eyes that I couldn't figure out which one was she actually her current one.

since i didn't say a word she rolled her eyes along which my heart also rolled and left while i just kept staring at her disappearing figure

What the hell is wrong with me?

i don't know who is girl but i am......missing her?

i don't know what happened next but it looked like my legs had taken me back to my dorm.

i laid down on my bed as her sweet singing was replaying in my head.

Which song was that?

i tried googling all the lyrics i remembered but there was no result.

who is this girl that has so much affect on me just by singing a song?

.

.

next day i had to attend a boring greeting or whatever shit it is where junior introduce themselves.

such a waste of tim....

Jude Williams.

the name was called as the girl from last night walked onto the deck.

"Jude williams" subconsciously i whispered her name. other students wouldn't stop baffling but she kept her introduction so short.

suddenly one of the students asked her whether she had a Boyfriend as my breath got stuck in my throat.

"No! i don't"

i was just half way through my sigh of relief when she said

"i have a fiance "

i didn't knew why my blood started boiling.

i didn't knew why i wanted to rip the man in shreds.

i didn't understood why i was so angry and jealous.

what is happening to me?

what is this strange feeling in my heart?