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Chapter 74: Mirror Day

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Morning after naming. Day one of four.

I hadn't looked in a mirror in 38 weeks. Not really.

I saw belly. I saw stretch marks that looked like lightning. I saw paws kicking from inside. I saw Kai's face when he looked at me like I was a whole galaxy he couldn't believe he got to live in. But I hadn't seen me. The me underneath all that becoming.

Lyra and Damon were asleep on my chest. Both at once, finally, after a night of taking turns crying so the other could sleep. A system they invented at
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