Present
September 2016
I gave boldness to my desire to make him swallow his words.
I set out to make the same journey with greater ease and seduction than the night before, with an optimism based on driving him crazy, and I noticed that he liked what he saw, that, in spite of everything, he was as attracted to me as he had been in the past.
I smiled slyly, crouched down like a panther, and walked over to the corner of the bed to turn it on more than it already was.
He appreciated me with a different look, a raw, naked look and I could feel the growing bulge in his pants that gave me the answers I was looking for. I licked my lips to tease him more than usual.
It was a delight to see him like that.
I sat on my knees as I reached him and ran my hands down his legs to stimulate him, giving an alluring touch to the moment that he couldn't help. I didn't take my eyes off his face for anything in the world, I unzipped his pants and put my hand in to stimulate what he had caused.
He let his clothes down easily, so I raised his left eyebrow encouraging me to keep going, daring me to devour him and at the same time it was a sign for me to stop, since with the simple gesture he indicated that I was not capable of doing so.
He was arrogant who didn't know me.
He had awakened the beast.
It was lifted in all its glory, so I took advantage and licked from the base until I ended up with my tongue on the tip. It was like an adrenaline rush. I sucked a little before inserting it all the way in, so I twisted my tongue as I slid with all the cunning down his shaft, deeper and faster, which I accompanied with vibrations from my throat to drive him crazy, to turn him into a madman.
He kept his eyes closed and I enjoyed the moment it caused him, that he was writhing on the verge of losing his mind. Her expression made me feel powerful and I increased the speed of my action.
His response was to take control and start a rapid wobble to the beat of my movements. The timing we had was magnificent on a level I couldn't comprehend, which was supposed to be a kind of red flag, but it turned into something more.
I knew he was close by the way he bit his lip and the action of throwing his head back in pure enjoyment, so I took it out of my mouth and caressed it until I let it expel its seed on my chin.
I heard a deep sigh and kept my proud smile as I opened my eyes and watched as he put the product of his daring in my mouth. This liquid ran down the channel in my chest, like a graphic scene from adult videos in which the man felt powerful from seeing his mark on the woman.
At that very moment I saw the embarrassment on his face.
"Do you want anything else?" I asked coquettishly as I wiped my lips and chin with my fingers, for the simple joy of annoying him hopelessly.
I didn't know how, but before I could have expected, he got me up and laid me face down on the bed, stretched my arms above my head, catching them firmly with one of his hands, leaving me in a completely submissive position that instead of frightening or annoying me, it heated me up.
"Is this what you've become? A man-eater?” He questioned in a roar of rage mixed with clear bitterness in my ear.
It made me laugh that he would even dare to do that.
"He's called a companion, that's what I am, after all," I replied hatefully. And yes, I became a great lady-in-waiting, you shouldn't be surprised...
I blurted out with the same bitterness as he did.
I had immense courage for daring to put on such a silly show.
He didn't answer me and we stayed in that position for a while, breathing hard and draining the rage until he let go of his grip as if I were burning him.
I didn't think much about it and decided to push it to the limit.
"When you get over it, I'll give you another thrill and I'll touch your G-spot if you like," I said before winking at him.
To annoy him like that was to fall low, but I was in revenge mode so I didn't care.
"Why are you doing this?"
I buffeted because of his cynicism.
"I've said it a thousand times, I didn't..."
"I don't mean how you got into this, but why you became this woman who isn't the shadow of the sweet girl I knew.
"I'm not going to tell you my damn life," I snapped, knowing that dealing with you would make him more unnerving. He doesn't deserve even a hello from me, but I just gave him the blowjob of his dreams, he should settle for that. My job is to satisfy you with my company, not to answer questions that don't interest you.
I cleared before turning.
"What makes you think I'm not interested?"
And I couldn't help but wince at his horrendous cunning.
"Because what's done is done, and you're no one to ask about it."
"Emma...
"Look, Mr. Basciano, let's put an end to this situation once and for all, he tells me what else he wants or I can suspend this, I have no problem with it. Of course, solve the pending with my boss or he won't leave you alone, pay well for I don't know... A night with the past.”
"Damn, Emma, I'm not remembering old times.”
"Of course not, because I never sucked it, so give me a nice bonus for deepthroating."
"How much money do you want?"
His annoyance crept into the question made me laugh out loud.
He was a fool.
"Whatever Mr. Basciano thinks," I replied falsely animatedly.
"If you want the money, wait for me here, I'll go get it, if you leave..."
"Believe me, I deserve the damn money for putting up with it, I won't leave until I have it in my hands."
He looked at me with resentment, but he didn't say anything else, he just went away like a devil and left me there in a mess.
I went straight to the bathroom to wash up, I took the opportunity to change my clothes and I didn't doubt that it would be a damn torture to wait for him, so I started watching TV. An hour in which basically all I did was zapping before settling on a black and white film called Goodbye Trouble.
That was what I needed, to say goodbye to my problems.
My phone ringed, I looked at the identifier and saw that it was Alice and Lilly doing damage control.
Well, I had something else to entertain myself with.
"Are you okay?" The redhead asked worriedly.
"Yes," I said calmly. “I'll be gone in a while; you better tell me about your night.”
"None of that, tell us where you are and why the hell your service went so far," Lilly questioned.
"I'm in a motel on the outskirts of town, I'm going to finish, at home I'll tell you everything.
"Emma, what the hell is going on?"
"Nothing happens...”
"That's not what Rocco says," Alice said worriedly. “He says that if he had known you were so profitable with people on the VIP list, he would have rotated you much earlier.”
"Forget that, and calm down a little, at home I'll tell you everything, better tell me how the service with the Arabs went."
"There was no service, something.”
"How is that possible, Alice?"
"They had to leave for something in their country, they had to take an emergency flight... And well, they just wanted to talk to someone about their fantasies, they didn't want to do them.”
Lilly laughed, and I was surprised.
"One man doesn't pay for that, let alone three.”
“Yes, they do and even more so when they follow strict guidelines, the joke is that they paid me triple to listen to them and I got home early. That doesn't worry me, I'm worried about you.”
"I'm fine, you're the one who should be upset about the final exams.”
"I'm working on it, but I won't calm down until you get home."
"Look, don't worry about me, focus on administrative sciences, they will be your salvation, I know, you will be a phenomenal manager who will kick ass and leave everyone open-mouthed, trust in it," I said the same phrase I always repeated.
"Well, I'll have her studied while I'll wait just five hours before I go out to find you."
Lilly hung up and I sighed with a smile.
"What is your salvation?" Luc asked from the doorway.
Present September 2016 I didn't see him coming, so I took a deep breath and answered him with annoyance. "That's none of my clients' business.” "I'm glad I'm no longer your customer!" He replied, handing me an envelope. “Here's your payment. Thank you for your service!” He bowed theatrically, a clear mockery that infuriated me. "You're welcome," I replied sharply, grabbed my things and left the room without looking back. What the hell did the think he was? It was too much for me at the time. I walked down the hall and down the stairs in a hurry that surprised me. I wasn't the fastest woman in the world, so you could tell I wanted to fly to the farthest place ever. I felt like I was a hallucination and that damn night was just a bad dream, some kind of nightmare that got the hang of it all when the realization of it all hit me hard. I had seen the only man who can love become a filthy rich billionaire capable of fulfilling his damn whims at my expense; He was a man I didn't
PresentSeptember 2016I didn't get rid of the check like I thought I would.The desire to break it into pieces was what was left over, however, I used it in something that really needed it: the women's shelter.This was my secret, my hidden place to help all the women like me who had difficult times, had to flee far away and had to stop being themselves to become someone else.The girls helped me with the shelter, so when I collected the money on Monday and sent it to the association, not only was there a party and happiness, but the green light was given to the project to expand it."I'm so grateful, Emma, you've been an angel to these women," Principal Chan told me."Just pretend it was someone else.”"It will be impossible, but I think I can help you with something.”She turned to look for some papers, so I frowned."What would it be?""I heard you're really into photography and were looking to specialize in photography, so I think you might be interested in this," he said before
PresentSeptember 2016Friday had arrived faster than I wanted and by the end of the night my phone rang for a message from an unknown number.I'm outside, get out before I'm forced to go in and get you. "You bastard," I blurted out as I read.It was obvious that he went to make sure that I wouldn't play one of my games to leave him standing, which not only spoke to the twistedness of the matter, but the control he had over me.He can't stop me from feeling bad."It's just another customer”.I said to myself like a mantra to remind myself that Luc couldn't affect me any more than I let him, so before I opened the door I put on a fake smile.He was leaning back in his spectacular car, and I couldn't help but catch a glimpse of how those dark jeans looked, how well the white shirt with the top buttons open and showing some of his tanned skin fitted, as well as the jacket that clung to his arms in a way that highlighted his worked muscles. The whole bearing was of a mature man, of a man
PresentSeptember 2016What started at the table made its way through the living room, the stairs and the furniture.Luc marked me wherever he wanted, as much as he wanted and he always did it looking me in the face, without letting go of the fact that he was the one who did it and that, whether I liked it or not, I wasn't enjoying it like I had ever until we had dinner."I never imagined we'd be this unstoppable, Emma." I stopped chewing as I listened to him talk. “My fantasies fall short.”"Well, are you pleased with the service, or are there more fantasies you want to explore? After all, it was your money that bought me.”At my monotone response, he looked at me as if he understood for the first time, since our reunion, that I was a different person and that I wasn't going to give in, so he was smart enough to keep his mouth shut after that.He didn't say anything else; he didn't want to go on, he just guided me to his room.The surprising thing when I walked in was that it bore a
Part II. The BeginningPastApril 2009 "Your mother killed herself.”Those aren't the words you want to hear as you come home from taking a calculus test at the end of a difficult day at the distinguished elite high school you attend at.Actually, I never expected anything from my family, not when it didn't function as a proper family set, however, hearing it from my neglected father when my little sister was in shock, was not what I thought would happen.Everything had turned into a mess in a matter of hours.I was supposed to do my usual role as a caregiver, I never expected to have to manage a loss like that. At the time, he was just another kid waiting for his mother, a woman diagnosed with bipolar disorder type two, to come in and finish off the bad joke.I couldn't believe it.I opened my mouth from the impact, about to say something stupid, but the hard look of Matteo Basciano, my father, was enough for me to even say anything. So, I turned my attention to my sister and went i
PastApril 2009 Days after burying our mother in the family crypt, we went with Grandpa to visit her. We were sitting on some blankets that Giulia arranged so that we could have a picnic, something that surprised us because she felt completely disturbed, so much so that the doctor prescribed some tranquilizers. Faced with that, Adriano had the brilliant idea that a season locked up in a mental nursing home would do him good to overcome the trauma and Enzo almost pulled his teeth.It was my grandfather who calmed the waters and had a private meeting with my father and older brother. That's why I realized that whatever Grandpa would tell us wouldn't be a simple thing."Now they don't have their mother, and they have to be strong together, more than ever, at least until I figure things out," he said earnestly. “They have to be strong, hold on until their father arrives and if something happens, they need to get back to me as soon as possible.”"Thank you, old man," Enzo replied calmly,
PastApril 2009 After the scene with Mr. Russo, my father didn't come to me like I thought he would. Honestly, I thought his response would be to crucify me, but he just went on to ignore me which was generally excellent, yet meant the calm before the storm.Hadrian looked at me with suppressed rage, an almost blinding rage that meant revenge, but I didn't understand why marriage was more important to him, what it might or might not mean in his scheme of things in his head.I wasn't on a mission to understand my cruel elder brother.I had enough on my plate with an absent mother, a controlling father, a sister on the verge of mental breakdown, and a brother capable of going to war, while Grandpa fought our battles. It was too much to worry about my father's importance to a marriage I never asked for.So, I took advantage of the fact that I had the last free hour to go to the Central Library to do some research. If Matteo Basciano found out that he had done extensive searches on Mr. R
PastApril 2009My father ushered the guests into the dining room, only he didn't count on the great detail that my grandfather Maurizio would be sitting at the headboard, drinking the most valuable whiskey in his collection. Matteo restrained himself, didn't let go of the fake smile, invited the Russo’s to sit down, then he took the other chair at the headboard, and so his children sat down to the side. I was wise to sit to my grandfather's right.I didn't want to get married."Dear Fabio, you know my eldest sons and father-in-law," Matteo said in a grim tone. “He introduced you to my youngest son, Enzo, he is sixteen years old, he goes to the Magno school, in the tenth grade and he is an excellent athlete.”"It's a pleasure to meet the male offspring of the Bascianos," replied the old man, looking at us condescendingly, and you could see at once how patently macho he was.” They seem like good prospects.”"Of course," Grandpa added with amusement. “They are Moretti after all, they ne