I don't do cuddles

My heart fell into my stomach at the sight of her leaving his room, knowing exactly what they had just done. I know I shouldn't feel angry or jealous but I was. Very much so. Drake and I weren't obviously a couple. He was a porn star, I knew it but I'd like to think he was sleeping with only me right now.

Hell, whom am I kidding? Look at him! I'd be crazy to think a man like him was a one woman kind of man.

Pulling my robe tighter around myself, I went to see the deck, looking out at the quiet, dark ocean that expanded for miles on end. The moonlight cast a perfect reflection in the calm waters, making me think about the night I ran from Jason. That was the darkest night of my life and I never wanted to relive it. I came to Florida hoping to start a new life, and here I was getting wrapped in another man and letting my emotions take over. My promises to myself were shot to shit now and I was the only one to blame for it. How could I have let this happen?!

"Hey.

I jumped at the sound