Chapter 42

MARIANELLA

We have a very busy day today, we are all packed up and in the car to go to the buffet tasting for the wedding, we are meeting little Ava later and in between we have to sit down with the hostess to decide once and for all on the venue for the wedding.

I've been very anxious about this, this is the part that matters the most to me, I've been rolling over in bed all night worrying about this detail, I think I'll be very disappointed if I don't get the place I'm imagining, because it depends on many details that are not in my hands nor in the hands of the hired team.

On the car trip I am in a cold sweat the whole time imagining a disaster happening, I can't think positive in these moments, it is incredibly difficult to be positive when I feel I will be carried away by a tide of bad feelings.

My fiancé has been trying to keep me calm, and to his credit he has done an excellent job.

As he parks the car in the spot, I spot Shelly's car already parked beside it and she is standin