Marina's POVI can't believe I let Selena drag me to a downtown club streets away. She took me to her car while I was still suffering from shock. When we arrived, she hastily removed my men's outfit like it disgusted her. She even got me a brunette wig and eye contacts.I enjoyed more baggy outfits, male outfits and I was unsure of how I wanted to feel with the tiny red dress she got me.She was awfully thorough in absolutely trying to frigging get me in trouble.“Why did you invite me to this?”“You need to loosen up! It's annoying hanging around dirty boys so I know how stressful it is. I'm doing you a favor!”“No you're just a ticking time bomb waiting to happen. Even if you get out of this, I will be in a lot of trouble if I get caught.”“Oh relax, you're overreacting and completely freaking out. All I did was humanize you a bit. Don't worry you won't get caught.”I sighed, accepting my fate with this silly girl. After a successful makeover, she handed the mirror over to me and
Marina's POV“When are you leaving? I just rejected your proposal.” I clicked my tongue as I eyed him.He seemed rather amused.“Sassy and hard to get, yeah? Fine, I'll leave you alone. You'll come crawling back to me.”“So you're threatening me now?” I raised my brows. This was fun.He said nothing as he rose up. He took one last long stare, raking all over my body as I hoped to not get caught before he tore his eyes away and disappeared.I could breathe again.“That's Varce Bosta, Incase you don't know. He normally doesn't have any interest in brunettes. Turning him down is crazy.” I didn't even realize that the bar girl was listening to our conversation. I found it rude.“If you want him, go have him then.” I said spitefully, afterwards regretting my decision. I wanted to kill him, but I wanted to fuck him too. It was such a tough battle.“Such a bitch, huh.” She glared then ignored me, even when I asked for another shot. Whatever.I stood up to leave and began to make my way throu
Marina's POVI woke up that morning due to a fake fire alarm system alert. We all got out of bed in a rush, thinking that truly, there was a fire, but it was all Varce.We rushed out of the building, only to see him standing there unbothered. When we were all out, the alert stopped. There was no fire. Why did he do that?“I'm the only one allowed to do this, and it will only happen once. It has happened already so that's done. I brought you out here this way because it was the best way to wake you guys up and keep you active. The adrenaline is pumping. Now, we are aware that there will be a party here tonight,”“Yes Captain.”’ We all chorused loudly in response.“Very Good. Sergey, come here.”He called out to me, and it shocked me. Especially after last night. What happened after? It was great to know he got back safely, although I wasn't meant to care. He should've died.in front of everyone, I took timid steps across the field and reached where he stood. He glanced at me for a se
Marina's POVAfter eating breakfast, I had a quick shower and everything for the party was going well. I stood by a corner and brought out my phone to text you know who.“Hey. You there?” I typed nervously, unsure of the outcome.If Varce had to ask me, it meant that he had probably asked everyone else about her whereabouts, and he also wasn't actually keeping tabs on her. Well that's great because if he was, he would've definitely caught me since she drove straight here from the club.My phone pinged almost immediately. At least she was online. She was unusually quiet. The Selena I know would've been blowing up my phone, talking about how excited she was about the party. Her brother must've really scared her and now that he's desperately looking for her, I hated to do this.“Why? Wanna hand me over to my brother?”I swallowed. Such a smart girl. Or maybe she was used to it.“He did ask me to lure you out. He's seriously looking for you. Are you hiding?”“I hope he's not bothering yo
Marina’s POVIt's my party alright, so whether I liked the smoke or not, I had to bear the whole thing. I couldn't hide away and Varce was having a great time watching me from across the hall, knowing fully well I couldn't stand the drugs. Such an asshole.The girls were all over the men, dancing like desperate whores. Well, some of the men were kind of hot, so I didn't blame them.Varce started to get irritable, he was even ignoring redheads and It was clear that he was bothered and restless. He didn't want to be here. After a while he approached me and asked me if I had gotten a hold of his sister.He obviously had no plans to yell at her and even if it did, it was secondary to his main plan. He was looking for me. “Any news about what I asked?” There was no smile on his face. At that point I knew I couldn't play around or make jokes.“No, I couldn't reach her. My message didn't even deliver. I tried calling too, but it didn't go through.” I lied through my teeth, hoping he wouldn'
Marina's POVI woke up with a splitting headache. I didn't even drink that much. All the guys got up and we were served hangover soup for breakfast. Now, it was time to clean up the mess we all created last night.The general large hall was a mess, littered with shattered glasses, used weapons, bottles, papers with hard drug remnants. Even the smell was terrible. All our guests left earlier in the morning and although we were all tired, we needed to clear up because it's part of what makes us men. As I worked, I didn't even notice Selena rushing at me until she bumped into me. I was speechless as she dragged me out excitedly. Her hair was up in a bun and she wore a green denim dress with white leather wedge heels.She looked ridiculous, but amazing.She took me to a corner, giggling like some huge secret was at the tip of her lips and she couldn't wait to spill it.“What?” I asked, removing my arm from her grip. She was bubbling with unfathomable energy, it was crazy. Does she ever
Marina's POVVarce had to go on a business trip, so he was going to be away for a week. It's been two days since he left alone, and Boris was in charge.Now that Varce was away, it felt like I could finally think. All I could breathe for the past one month was him and now, I knew I had to start looking for clues.Why did he kill my mom? If it wasn't him directly, why did he orchestrate or join in? How could he?I somehow crept into his office, an office I had only been into a couple of times before. Boris actually asked me to get him something earlier. I don't know if it's just me, but he has been acting really strange towards me, especially since Varce left. I noticed he didn't really approve of me after that day he confronted Varce but now, it was a bit obvious.He treated me differently, manifesting in the way he yelled at me and glared at me almost every time, like he didn't want me here and didn't hesitate to show it. I would've asked Oliver, but maybe he'll tell me I was just o
Varce’s POVTurns out, a change of scenery was all I needed. At the same time, this trip fell right into my lap.I'm the leader of all the gangs. I am famous, rich and hot. The only dent to me would be the fact that I lost part of my memories but still, how dare that woman run from me?She would come back. She would, when she sees what she has lost.For now, I'm receiving orders from higher ups. Mostly we hire bodyguards and stand guard for people in power. There was an event about a woman that apparently I had contacted before I lost my memories, even though now, I barely remember her.We met again and it was like I was seeing her for the first time, but the things she told me I said were quite similar to things I would definitely say.Yelena Romana. Quite elderly but drop dead gorgeous. I'm sure she was so beautiful when she was younger although that beauty barely diminished. She is a humanitarian and she held lots of charity events, based on what I know so far. She ran a chain of b
Marina's POV“Poor Annaliese.”He taunted, shaking his head and my mind turned sour. I became enraged and felt destructive.“What did you just say?” He had the audacity to mention her name, and for what?“Your mom. I killed her, but you know that already, don't you?”“What?” My voice grew silent as I stared at him in shock. His smile was disgusting as he began to approach me. I pushed myself away slowly in ways that I could in fear. What else did he know? What had he been up to? Did he see past our plans or was he the one deceiving us? If he was here, where the hell was Varce?“You know, she treated me like shit. She sent me away, and all for what? So yes when I was paid to kill her, it made me so happy. I would've even killed her for free.”“You monster!” I spat scornfully. I wanted to rip him apart the way my heart ripped in that moment. It hurt so much, I couldn't breathe for a second there.I tried to get up but was tied up so it was useless. My heart constricted in shock. How cou
Marina's POVBoris offered to take Varce to the city to find the fake asshole that shot him and that woman, Katerina, like she was easy to find unless she comes to you herself. A complete nutcase.He knocked first thing, saying Varce should get ready so he can drive us there. I wasn't supposed to go but Varce was against leaving me here, so I followed just so I could also experience everything firsthand.What Boris didn't know was that Varce was no fool. He made Katerina reach out to Boris at the right time after he told her he found out who hired her. She agreed since Varce found out and decided to help us fully. She told Boris that Varce had been threatening her so she asked him what to do. Boris then told her to leave it, that he'll handle it.I guess this is what he meant. Boris never failed to pass me a look of scorn like truly, I came between him and his best friend. At least now I know he didn't care for him and he wanted him dead.Varce was being so obvious, and he refused to
Marina's POVVarce wasn't asleep. When did he even sleep? He was on his phone doing God knows what.I stirred awake.“You're awake baby?”“Yeah.” I muttered as I reached for my phone.It was from an unfamiliar number.“I didn't want to wake you, but yeah, you can pick it then. It's probably urgent if they chose this hour to call.”I stared at the number and couldn't recognize it or think of why I would be receiving such a call.Still, I picked up the phone and put it to my ears.“Marina? Marina?” I heard a familiar soft voice speak from the other end and I immediately knew who it was.My sister, Alora. How did she get my number? And why was she calling? She was somewhat whispering, and it startled me.“Alora? How come?” Why was she calling at this hour exactly?Then she broke into noisy sobs.“I can't believe she would do this. I can't believe she actually did this!” She yelled.“What's wrong? Talk to me. You can tell me anything.” I spoke softly, so she would feel comfortable and te
Marina's POVUnbelievable. Boris thought he was one step ahead. At the right time, he decided to frame someone else for his crime. Even though I'm not a fan of Katerina, she just showed that she was truly on our side. Or maybe she really believes I'll let her sleep with me after, which is absolutely not happening.She reached out to Boris, saying that Varce was bothering her for the truth so she was going to say someone else, so he should actually say it first.He mentioned one of Varce’s men from the town and Varce pretended to be pissed, crashing out in his office while I just stood there.Boris looked at me with disgust, like he wished he would send me away, but somehow, I've become very invincible.Varce did send me away later, and I headed straight to his room to wait for him. I didn't give a fuck about what they wanted to talk about, all I knew was that Boris was mine to kill.In the midst of everything, I had a surprise for him. I know I'm crazy, but I can't help myself around
Marina's POVWe headed to the car I didn't even know he came with. When we got in, he grabbed my face and examined it. He examined my throat too.“Let's go to the hospital.” He said, still staring at my throat, pissed as hell.My eyes grew wide. What the hell? Hospital for what?“Woah, no. I'm fine.”“I'm taking you to the hospital.” His voice dripped with finality but I couldn't allow it.“You're overreacting. They'll check my throat and face. They'll find out I'm a woman no matter what. Just like that time at the tattoo shop, remember?” I tried to make him see reason with me as he started the ignition.“Right. You owe me a wish. I'll use it soon.”“Okay. Just don't take me to the hospital. Let's go home. What are you going to do with Malcolm?”“He's too useless for me to care. I only took him to beat him up for touching you. I won't even grace my men with my presence when they beat him up. They'll release him just before dusk.”I was fine with it. I even smiled and nodded my head. V
Marina's POVWe stayed and played games together for once. No sex, no kissing, just two adults having genuine fun. Selena wasn't back and it was great that Varce didn't care because if he had asked me, I would've told him the truth.Well, a time was had. Now, we had arrived at the clan to switch things up a bit. No one could know about his memory status and finally, I'll get to deal with the asshole that killed my mother for money.The guys didn't even care anymore. It wasn't news anymore that I was always with the Captain, and that we've been fucking so naturally, we headed straight to his room. I can't even remember the last time I slept on the bed in the room I shared with Oliver and the other guys.It's so crazy. Well now we've got shit to do. Varce was with me when Malcolm called me. Well, he actually sent a text message.“You're back. You're in deep shit for trying to escape me to hang out with that prick. Come meet me now, or I'll tell Varce everything.”Varce saw my puzzled fa
Marina's POVWhen I woke up, he was staring at me. I guess he had been watching my sleeping frame and even when I looked back at him, he didn't feel embarrassed. Instead he kept staring.“You said you're in love with me. Say it again.” He asked, and I bit back a smile. I couldn't help it.“I love you, Varce Bosta.” I said shyly, meaning every word. I don't know when it happened but all of a sudden, this man had managed to become my world.“You're not just saying it to get out of this mess, are you?”I rolled my eyes and shook my head vehemently.“No, and you know it. You're sweeter than you think you are and I'll be the last person to ever take advantage of that.”He raised his body so he would somehow tower over me but he rested on his elbows as he looked over me on the bed with all seriousness.“You see, that's the problem I have with you. You're not in control here. You're the only one that thinks I've got some lack of self control and can't think when you're near. It's because I d
Marina's POVI woke up really late, just after noon. I immediately took a shower, got dressed and settled down and ate the meal the chef had kept for me.I was wearing one of his dress shirts again, with nothing underneath as usual. I decided not to cry and just eat, then wait while preparing my mind for the truth. It's fine, I can just tell him. Whatever happens, happens. I wonder where he went, since he came here to spend time with me. Except, he was sick of me already and needed space.Gosh. I should eat and stop thinking about him. This is sick.Immediately I dropped the dishes on the table, Selena slipped right through the door.She came and joined me in bed, then she did the most unexpected thing. She pulled me to her and enveloped me in her arms. She kept running her hands through my hair in a soothing way.“It's okay. It's okay. Don't cry anymore. It will be okay, I promise.”“No. No it won't. It won't Selena. I hurt him. I hurt you. I hurt everyone. I'm the worst.” I said, b
Marina's POVWhen I woke up the next morning, Varce was eating my pussy.My eyes rolled back and my hands clutched the sheets as I cried and moaned. It was too much. “Please. Please. Just, please. Let me..oh God Varce…oh God!”“I'm probably doing this for the last time, so let me enjoy my meal. Scream all you want, Selena will hear and you'll be the one getting embarrassed, so scream louder.”It was torture. Incredible, delicious torture. He had never touched me like this. He ate me out with something akin to accumulated anger. It was so prominent, so obvious, so visible. His sucks, his licks, his bites, teases and drags as he played with me torturously slowly probably had plans to kill me.I cried and cried and begged and finally, he let me cum hard. I gushed out so much liquid and he licked me dry like truly, he would never touch me again.When he was done, he reached for my face and kissed me. It was soft, but short. “Get up.” I was still barely processing everything that just h