Varce’s POV
I had missed this office for the most part. I could tell it just got cleaned and there was a lot of paperwork and business deals waiting for me. Even though Boris had been working in my stead, it was still too much.
Who would have thought, memory issues at this point in my life. Somehow my father died and I got to know only three weeks ago because I woke up from a coma.
Still, I made sure his burial was grand, even though I detested the man for forcing me into this dark life, into his dark reign.
Now I'm back as the Captain.
Boris watched my every move as I went through some of the files that were on my desk. His features softened, like he pitied me for not remembering a lot of things.
The doctor said it was possible I could regain it, but it would take time and I wasn't supposed to stress myself at all, but here I am.
The most painful part is that apart from my father's burial, I still had to deal with the fact that a deal my father planned with another gang had gone south in terms of weapon sharing and unpaid debt.
Everyone watched me, wanting to see how I would handle it and what I would do exactly. The pressure was already weighing me down as I thought of possible solutions the whole ride home.
I wasn't new to this life but with each gang, caution needed to be taken. I needed to be wise with my dealing as I couldn't afford to have any more enemies especially in this dark moment of vulnerability.
“Captain Varce.” Boris lips curled up in a teasing grin as his voice cut through the silence.
Boris had been my best friend and personal assistant for years now so it's no surprise he stepped in for me the whole time I was in the hospital. Now he was just making fun of me.
“Boris, stop trying to make fun of me and just call me Varce. I'm sick, remember?”
He flashed a disapproving glare at my remark.
“Quit whining already. Have you thought of anything concerning that deal? I do have an idea on how to handle it.”
My eyes lit up in anticipation of what he had planned.
“Actually, it's been bothering me. I don't want any bloodshed and at the same time, I would never hesitate if it came to protecting our gang. What do you suggest? After all they are the ones that did the double crossing.” I stated as a matter of fact.
“I will reach out to their leader tomorrow. We'll see if we can come to a reasonable conclusion. If he acts funny, we kill.”
“You do that then.”
Boris tapped me slightly on my shoulder before walking out of my office. The second he did, I dropped the files and sank into my seat, then ran my hands through my face in complete tiredness.
I thought about the sealed envelope in my jacket pocket. It was something I wasn't ready to open. I knew that whatever was in it would shake things up for me and this gang, so I just let it sit there until I was ready. I couldn't even tell Boris about it.
In spite of all of this, realizing I didn't need a new recruit was at the top. Just why did they decide to recruit someone when I was away? I would've never let it happen.
“Igor! Igor!” I always had security, so one of my men came right in by the second call.
“The new recruit. Bring him to my office now.”
I would send this guy away. Now that things were rough, he could be my enemy for crying out loud. How did he even find us? It was awfully suspicious and I didn't care if I was being paranoid.
Igor did as instructed and after a good five minutes of doing absolutely nothing but resting, I got a timid, faint knock. If the office wasn't so quiet, I probably wouldn't have heard it. So he wasn't just petite, but he still had no balls? Knocking like a pussy?
No. He's leaving today.
“Come in.” I said, annoyance and irritation present in my voice. The tiny figure walked in, his face facing the floor instead of upwards to hold my gaze, his hands tightly squeezed at his front. His movement was lazy, but he managed to make it to the centre of the office.
“Sergey.”
“Captain.”
“Look at me when you're talking to me. Don't disrespect me.” I spat out.
He raised his head up and his eyes did nothing to hide his fright. He looked so small and frail. I wondered if he even had muscles under that jacket.
“Remove your jacket.” I ordered.
“Captain?” He jerked, shock spreading across his features within seconds. He was uncomfortable.
“Did you not hear what I said?”
He looked unsure for a second as if he would rather run off than do as I've ordered and just when I had given up, he got rid of his jacket. A black short-sleeved shirt was all he had on under it, so I ordered him to roll the sleeves up to his shoulders.
He did as ordered, his heart thumping in his chest. I grinned upon seeing them. His muscles were the most embarrassing I had ever come across in my entire life. He had the physique of a woman and he had a long way to go, a way I had no time to cater for.
“Look at those lean muscles. I don't even need to do much to send you away now. You're leaving today. Pack your things.”
“Captain! Why?” He cried out, his voice shaky like I just betrayed him.
“Don't question my order. Leave my office now.” I was clearly done with the conversation at this point.
“Please, please. Please let me stay. I'll do anything, I'll work hard. Just don't send me away.” He rubbed his hands together as he begged with all his heart.
“Who are you, and what have you come here for? What do you want?” My suspicion just kept growing.
“I just want to ride bikes and fit in.”
My lips curled up in an amused grin.
“And you think this is the place? In the face of war, can you even defend yourself?”
“Maybe if you let me you'll see. I'm sorry but I can't leave. I love it here.”
I blinked, then let out an incredulous laugh as my eyes scanned the length of this man. How dare he talk to me in such a manner?
“Are you talking back, Sergey?”
“No Captain. Just give me a chance. Just one time, any task.” His voice was throaty and it cracked a little. He really wanted to be here. Too bad we can't have all we want.
I chuckled darkly. He had shot himself in the leg for this. I would task him so hard he would beg to leave by himself and honestly, I have some impossible tasks already.
“Good. You will face your task tomorrow. If you fail it, I hope I won't have to remind you.”
“And if I pass, I get a wish.”
My eyebrows shot up again. Now I was conflicted; amused or annoyed?
“Do I look like Santa Claus?”
“No sir. Thank you, thank you!” He dashed out immediately.
I rubbed my eyes and breathed out, exhausted.
The nerve of this fucking woman.
Marina's POV“Sergey! What were you thinking! You do realize you just gave the captain the upper hand in this situation, right? He'll definitely make you leave. What are you going to do when you just got here?”Oliver's hands flew to his mouth when I told him this morning. The whole of last night, I turned in my sleep and when I managed to dream, beads of sweat would break out when I jerked awake. Nightmares of being caught, my life taken away from me when I've barely started. I tried to steady my breathing, telling myself that if I tricked my heart into believing I wasn't in distress, maybe it wouldn't be, but it didn't work, and Oliver was making it a hundred times worse.Won't tell him shit again, noted.“I'll figure it out. I'm leaving now, he just called me to the garage.” I said, standing up to leave. We just had lunch at the general cafeteria. I absolutely didn't enjoy the sauce that came with the rice. Gosh, I missed home for this one thing. I didn't even have a home anymore
Marina's POVI wanted to kill him more in this moment than I had wished to kill him since I saw him yesterday combined.I looked around me, and laughter filled the air. They were all laughing, some shook their heads like they were so sure that I was leaving, and the asshole in question stood at a corner, watching me, making all the hairs in my body stand. I tried to control my rage as I searched my head for help. I wasn't new to bikes and no one knew that but still, it was pretty long ago. I had this tutor or I'll say friend that I hung around with when I was younger. No we weren't lovers but one day, he kissed me, and I kissed him back, and we made out for hours.That was the end. I never saw him again even though I looked for him. I'm sure my mom had something to do with it. She was always watching and following me around even though she never admitted it. My sister was still with us.“Are you getting to work or not?”Fuck. I really zoned out again?“Or, you can't fix bikes?” He sa
Marina's POVI began to mount the new one back in position. I installed it using the reversal process for the removal. I made sure it was properly seated and it aligned with all the necessary mounting points. I finally reconnected the wires to their respective terminals. I torqued all the bolts and reconnected the battery. When I finished, I rose up and kick-started the ignition. It rumbled to life, but just before I could scream in victory, it made silly noises with wire sparks. My smile faded and I immediately crouched back down. I didn't want to look at Varce’s face but when I did, he was even angrier than he was initially.Damn. I checked for any issues over and over, fixed the minor ones and finally started the engine again.It worked. It fucking worked. No weird noises. I rose to my feet and looked around but they all looked stunned, and I was unclear if it was in a bad way or not. Then I saw Varce approach me and for some reason I took a step back and watched him start the
Marina's POVThe hurdles had only just begun. Truly, this was no place for a woman. These men were delinquents, well some of them.You have no idea what we were up to. My first graffiti project, on an old woman's coffee shop. I swallowed, sure I didn't want to do it, but I had no choice.They were absolutely ridiculous and Oliver was practically the most excited as he dragged me out of bed. His bed was just below mine so he found it pretty easy.I was always on my toes, making sure to never slip. I couldn't even shower with the boys as I had to pack up my breasts properly, it was a whole thing. I couldn't wait for this revenge to be over so I would leave here.Now, we wait. Well, we did wait after all for night time before we struck. What I didn't know was how this night would probably take a turn for the worst for me, just after I had won the hearts of almost all the guys after making them feel small for fixing a bike they couldn't. It was a whole thing.“Finally we get to graffiti
Marina's POV“No no no! No, please wait!” I pleaded as he rose to his feet.“You can't do this! You can't!” I cried out.“I can do whatever the fuck I want. Yes, you fixed my bike, but you're not a good sport. You don't have what it takes to belong here. I warned you not to fuck up, and you couldn't even listen for up to twenty four hours, could you?” His voice was deeper and angrier as the seconds rolled by, and he turned into someone I didn't understand, someone unapproachable.“No, but–”“There's no buts, you're leaving.”Then I took a deep breath, unable to understand what the hell was going on. Why was he supporting such? Destroying an old woman's wall with spray paint? Who does that?He turned away to leave but stopped in his tracks when I raised my voice at him, my mouth running faster than I intended. He then turned back around to face me as he listened, looking like he couldn't believe the words that were spewing out of my mouth.“What kind of a leader are you? You're support
Marina's POVRival gangs? A race? For what?We woke up very early in the morning. We barely even had breakfast and my stomach churned. I couldn't get used to this early enough? I guess there are only some things guys can deal with.No wonder Varce said we had something to do, so this was it? How often did it happen?Times like this, I wanted my bathroom so badly because all the guys were rushing in to have a general bath, but I obviously couldn't join them. At least no one noticed to taunt me with it, even Oliver. When they were done, I snuck in and immediately did what I had to do, luckily I got ready at the nick of time.We ran to the garage like sexually deprived guys going to get some good shit. Everyone mounted their bikes, apparently there was a long journey ahead.I didn't have a bike, so I stood. The one that they gave me a while ago was pretty ugly and so not my style, and I knew there were tons of new ones. Varce came out and I caught him staring at me. Well, caught is a st
Marina’s POVOliver frowned at me from afar, already with his partner. That's when I knew I was in deep trouble. Or, maybe I wasn't. I was a fucking racer but still, Varce had never lost a race so maybe he was better than me?I gulped and stared, waiting for the first racers to commence. I didn't even notice there was a referee until he stood at the beginning line with a flag. It was some guy from our team against theirs and with a whistle blown, they began to race.Like the boy, I began to panic and also cheer at our member as he raced. The rush of adrenaline was so thrilling and needed burning, and this was the perfect way to do it; jumping up and screaming.He lost. The one after lost as well. The third person finally won. Imagine my shock when I was picked up by a member behind me in shock due to his excitement. I was so startled and he immediately dropped me down, apologizing. I was so scared, what if he grazed around my chest with his hands? I shifted, a bit uncomfortable even
Marina's POVVarce mounted his bike, and we didn't speak. The hair was heavy, filled with tension and honestly, fear. His silence was scary for some reason.My heart began to beat faster than normal, unsure of what was about to happen. The two leaders were about to have a fight, a serious one. Too bad it wasn't my fight.To crown it all, just when I was thinking about slowing down and letting him win, he spoke to me.“Sergey, be fucking careful.” His voice was thick with emotions, but still controlled.Was he threatened now? Are you kidding me? I said nothing, fully bent on doing anything to make sure I won again. Fuck Varce!The whistle blew and immediately, we sped off with him at the lead. Truly that Harley had some magic in it. It made one win. All my stunts were achievable and I felt like I was on top of the world. This one looked like I was definitely set up with it. My clan mates were such dickheads, they couldn't even support me.They kept yelling ‘Captain’, cheering him on a
Marina's POV“Poor Annaliese.”He taunted, shaking his head and my mind turned sour. I became enraged and felt destructive.“What did you just say?” He had the audacity to mention her name, and for what?“Your mom. I killed her, but you know that already, don't you?”“What?” My voice grew silent as I stared at him in shock. His smile was disgusting as he began to approach me. I pushed myself away slowly in ways that I could in fear. What else did he know? What had he been up to? Did he see past our plans or was he the one deceiving us? If he was here, where the hell was Varce?“You know, she treated me like shit. She sent me away, and all for what? So yes when I was paid to kill her, it made me so happy. I would've even killed her for free.”“You monster!” I spat scornfully. I wanted to rip him apart the way my heart ripped in that moment. It hurt so much, I couldn't breathe for a second there.I tried to get up but was tied up so it was useless. My heart constricted in shock. How cou
Marina's POVBoris offered to take Varce to the city to find the fake asshole that shot him and that woman, Katerina, like she was easy to find unless she comes to you herself. A complete nutcase.He knocked first thing, saying Varce should get ready so he can drive us there. I wasn't supposed to go but Varce was against leaving me here, so I followed just so I could also experience everything firsthand.What Boris didn't know was that Varce was no fool. He made Katerina reach out to Boris at the right time after he told her he found out who hired her. She agreed since Varce found out and decided to help us fully. She told Boris that Varce had been threatening her so she asked him what to do. Boris then told her to leave it, that he'll handle it.I guess this is what he meant. Boris never failed to pass me a look of scorn like truly, I came between him and his best friend. At least now I know he didn't care for him and he wanted him dead.Varce was being so obvious, and he refused to
Marina's POVVarce wasn't asleep. When did he even sleep? He was on his phone doing God knows what.I stirred awake.“You're awake baby?”“Yeah.” I muttered as I reached for my phone.It was from an unfamiliar number.“I didn't want to wake you, but yeah, you can pick it then. It's probably urgent if they chose this hour to call.”I stared at the number and couldn't recognize it or think of why I would be receiving such a call.Still, I picked up the phone and put it to my ears.“Marina? Marina?” I heard a familiar soft voice speak from the other end and I immediately knew who it was.My sister, Alora. How did she get my number? And why was she calling? She was somewhat whispering, and it startled me.“Alora? How come?” Why was she calling at this hour exactly?Then she broke into noisy sobs.“I can't believe she would do this. I can't believe she actually did this!” She yelled.“What's wrong? Talk to me. You can tell me anything.” I spoke softly, so she would feel comfortable and te
Marina's POVUnbelievable. Boris thought he was one step ahead. At the right time, he decided to frame someone else for his crime. Even though I'm not a fan of Katerina, she just showed that she was truly on our side. Or maybe she really believes I'll let her sleep with me after, which is absolutely not happening.She reached out to Boris, saying that Varce was bothering her for the truth so she was going to say someone else, so he should actually say it first.He mentioned one of Varce’s men from the town and Varce pretended to be pissed, crashing out in his office while I just stood there.Boris looked at me with disgust, like he wished he would send me away, but somehow, I've become very invincible.Varce did send me away later, and I headed straight to his room to wait for him. I didn't give a fuck about what they wanted to talk about, all I knew was that Boris was mine to kill.In the midst of everything, I had a surprise for him. I know I'm crazy, but I can't help myself around
Marina's POVWe headed to the car I didn't even know he came with. When we got in, he grabbed my face and examined it. He examined my throat too.“Let's go to the hospital.” He said, still staring at my throat, pissed as hell.My eyes grew wide. What the hell? Hospital for what?“Woah, no. I'm fine.”“I'm taking you to the hospital.” His voice dripped with finality but I couldn't allow it.“You're overreacting. They'll check my throat and face. They'll find out I'm a woman no matter what. Just like that time at the tattoo shop, remember?” I tried to make him see reason with me as he started the ignition.“Right. You owe me a wish. I'll use it soon.”“Okay. Just don't take me to the hospital. Let's go home. What are you going to do with Malcolm?”“He's too useless for me to care. I only took him to beat him up for touching you. I won't even grace my men with my presence when they beat him up. They'll release him just before dusk.”I was fine with it. I even smiled and nodded my head. V
Marina's POVWe stayed and played games together for once. No sex, no kissing, just two adults having genuine fun. Selena wasn't back and it was great that Varce didn't care because if he had asked me, I would've told him the truth.Well, a time was had. Now, we had arrived at the clan to switch things up a bit. No one could know about his memory status and finally, I'll get to deal with the asshole that killed my mother for money.The guys didn't even care anymore. It wasn't news anymore that I was always with the Captain, and that we've been fucking so naturally, we headed straight to his room. I can't even remember the last time I slept on the bed in the room I shared with Oliver and the other guys.It's so crazy. Well now we've got shit to do. Varce was with me when Malcolm called me. Well, he actually sent a text message.“You're back. You're in deep shit for trying to escape me to hang out with that prick. Come meet me now, or I'll tell Varce everything.”Varce saw my puzzled fa
Marina's POVWhen I woke up, he was staring at me. I guess he had been watching my sleeping frame and even when I looked back at him, he didn't feel embarrassed. Instead he kept staring.“You said you're in love with me. Say it again.” He asked, and I bit back a smile. I couldn't help it.“I love you, Varce Bosta.” I said shyly, meaning every word. I don't know when it happened but all of a sudden, this man had managed to become my world.“You're not just saying it to get out of this mess, are you?”I rolled my eyes and shook my head vehemently.“No, and you know it. You're sweeter than you think you are and I'll be the last person to ever take advantage of that.”He raised his body so he would somehow tower over me but he rested on his elbows as he looked over me on the bed with all seriousness.“You see, that's the problem I have with you. You're not in control here. You're the only one that thinks I've got some lack of self control and can't think when you're near. It's because I d
Marina's POVI woke up really late, just after noon. I immediately took a shower, got dressed and settled down and ate the meal the chef had kept for me.I was wearing one of his dress shirts again, with nothing underneath as usual. I decided not to cry and just eat, then wait while preparing my mind for the truth. It's fine, I can just tell him. Whatever happens, happens. I wonder where he went, since he came here to spend time with me. Except, he was sick of me already and needed space.Gosh. I should eat and stop thinking about him. This is sick.Immediately I dropped the dishes on the table, Selena slipped right through the door.She came and joined me in bed, then she did the most unexpected thing. She pulled me to her and enveloped me in her arms. She kept running her hands through my hair in a soothing way.“It's okay. It's okay. Don't cry anymore. It will be okay, I promise.”“No. No it won't. It won't Selena. I hurt him. I hurt you. I hurt everyone. I'm the worst.” I said, b
Marina's POVWhen I woke up the next morning, Varce was eating my pussy.My eyes rolled back and my hands clutched the sheets as I cried and moaned. It was too much. “Please. Please. Just, please. Let me..oh God Varce…oh God!”“I'm probably doing this for the last time, so let me enjoy my meal. Scream all you want, Selena will hear and you'll be the one getting embarrassed, so scream louder.”It was torture. Incredible, delicious torture. He had never touched me like this. He ate me out with something akin to accumulated anger. It was so prominent, so obvious, so visible. His sucks, his licks, his bites, teases and drags as he played with me torturously slowly probably had plans to kill me.I cried and cried and begged and finally, he let me cum hard. I gushed out so much liquid and he licked me dry like truly, he would never touch me again.When he was done, he reached for my face and kissed me. It was soft, but short. “Get up.” I was still barely processing everything that just h