Mag-log inRowan
Sometimes being in a hotel room often feel more like home than my actual home did. It’s had been a while since I shared a bad with a woman for a whole night, hotel beds might I specify. The warm body tucked against mine rose and fell at a steady rhythm, in sync with her breathing. Ivy. Even after tearing through the barrier the night before, I still couldn’t believe she had been chaste. It was a slap to the face, a girl who dressed lie nothing other than a slut and did questionable social media stunt from time to time had never had a dick. Or maybe she had, just not in her cunt. I stroked her sides as I late still thinking. My father and mother would be over the moon at the new improvements. I hated myself thinking about it. I had only gone along with the entire thing because I was almost certain she was used goods and now, I had gone and taken the virginity. I had to pay for it somehow. My hands trailed down her front and gave it a gentle squeeze. They felt natural, very natural that I started to doubt that she had ever done the surgery social media journalists had accused her of. I reached for her ass and squeezed again, soft and natural. Well she is the real deal except surgeries are now eerily perfect and sculpting a natural human like breast. Her body was a huge turn on with its naturalism. I just wanted to life you her legs and slide in between her thighs. I was hard again. Maybe getting married to her won’t be such a bad thing. I finally opened my eyes and pulled away from her, her body mindlessly followed causing me to chuckle. Just one night and she already looked addicted. I go to shower and get the sweat and fluids off my body. Sleeping over last night was never supposed to happen. Now, my father would believe that I was fully onboard with the entirety of his plan. It wasn’t so bad of a plan, he definitely put in a lot of efforts and thinking into finding me a pair. I get dressed in my rumpled clothes from yesterday and go to wake Ivy up. Her mother must be wondering what exactly happened to her. After all, the plan for yesterday was just a hymn confirmation and not removal. I inched closer to the bed where she lay against a white pillow that had been smeared with more than half of her makeover. I frowned at the realization. I knew she wore make up during the day, but at night when no one really gave a shit, why was she wearing makeup? And why the hell was it so much? She groaned softly and rolled over causing me to see her face. My heart plummeted. Whoever she was, she wasn’t Ivy, but she looked so familiar. I wanted to slap her awake and shake her till the truth fell from her mouth but managed to rein my anger in. I knew it had to be too true to be good. Ivy Weston parting her legs for me with her hymen intact could only be a joke. A joke shared by the entire family because they had to know what she was up to and sent a substitute who had managed to look convincing enough in the makeover under a dim light. Well jokes on them, I have plans on embarrassing the fuck out of their family after announcing our engagement. I do a quick work of adjusting her under the comforter so she looks like what we had been doing last night. Another thought tears through my head. Who the fuck was she and why would she loose her virginity in such fashion? How much was she fucking paid? I take a picture of her, in multiple poses and when I feel satisfied, I finish my dressing up and leave. As I pass by the reception, I tell the receptionist to have someone change the sheets quickly and wait till whatever time my companion leaves before she charges me and then call my driver to come pick me up. The entire time we are riding home, I am seething with fury at the realization. I had taken away a virginity all right, but it was from a girl who I didn’t even know. The house was as silent as a graveyard when I arrived. What else was I expecting after living so long on my own? I dismissed the footman and asked the chef to make my coffee and have it delivered to my at home office while I got started on some work. I knew I was going to have lunch with my parents and they were going to ask the next step, u just needed to make sure that I already had that planned out before I see them. As I begun to work, the chef came in with a hot cup of coffee and served me before I dismissed her. Unable to keep my curiosity at bay, I call Dandy. My private investigator whom had filled me in on all of Ivy’s atrocities that led me to believe that she could never be a virgin in the first place. Had I known, I would have gone along with my hunch. “Dandy.” “Mr Donovan. It’s good to hear from you so soon. I assume you have seen the lady.” Dandy was more than a private investigator, he was one of my oldest friends whom I could share some depressing secrets with. “I fucked her last night.” A pregnant silence ensued for a while before he broke it. “And?” “Tore her hymen. Felt the barrier, saw the blood this morning.” “Well shit, I can’t believe that.” I cursed under my breath. “Well you shouldn’t, because the woman I had fucked wasn’t the Ivy Weston I was told I was going to see.” “Shit, I didn’t see that coming.” And neither did I. “Look, I took pictures that I am going to send to you. I need you to confirm her identity and tell me all there is to know about her. I’m going to give the Westons a taste of the same pill they had me swallow.” As I spoke, I searched for the photos and sent them to him. “So you are calling the whole thing off.” “Fuck no. All I need you to do is find the whole dirt on this girl and get back to me soon. I’ll keep thinking of a good enough plan till the results return.” Dandy gave me his word in affirmation and we got off the call. I tried to focus on other things that had no business with last night but the feel of her body and the sound of her voice washed all over my head over and over again: My phone rang and the caller ID displayed my mother’s name. One of my staff had definitely tipped her off that I was back from my last night rendezvous. “Hello mum.”RowanI laid back even further into the chair, face unyielding, drawing my eyes to slits. I watched her with narrowed attention, not letting her out of my sight, almost like a hawk.“I asked a question, Jada.” I said coolly, voice cold as ice. She was being silent again. I hated her silent act. It shook me to my core. My face hardened at the thought, watching her stand there. She leaned on the bathroom door, staring at me, towel lingering a little too high up. Gorgeous as hell. I close my eyes, expression unchanging. She stopped, lips curling into the most mysterious smile. I watched her play with her fingers, slow and sure, courage evident in her mannerisms. I shifted a little. “Say you didn't like it. Say it. I want to hear it fall from your,” She paused, giving me a once over from miles away, her smile laced with even more mystery. It needed no interpretation, none at all. I shifted again. She marched towards me, clearly with intent, the towel swishing around her thighs, water d
JadaIt'd been days since I'd last spoken to him. Days since I looked at myself right, since I'd valued myself. I looked down at my pajamas, legs strewn with sheets, disappointment washing over me. Tears crawled upwards again, threatening to spill over if I didn't get a hold of myself. I breathed. It was not what I'd envisaged when I'd thought of a second night. Absolutely not. It was not what I had in mind when I'd daydreamed on the car ride home. I'd imagined slow, soft touches, smiling softly as he treated me as fragile as he could. He hadn't been even the tiniest bit nice, hadn't even bothered with me. I was still healing from the damage, my abdomen hurting whenever I tried to stand. My heart sank with disappointment, eyes dancing opposite me. He lay there, eyes closed and body facing me in a sideways position. He layed spaces away from me, sleeping. Simply, ordinarily so. I breathed again. He felt remorse. I knew it. I just didn't know where exactly to even begin from. After
Rowan I came, staying inside of her as I poured. I stayed inside her a little longer, utterly comfortable inside of her. I came off eventually, her body unresponsive, the room eerily quiet. I checked her pulse, mildly afraid. Though light, it was present. I heaved a sigh of relief, laying beside her still tied body, hand on her boob. Her pleas played fresh in my mind, feeling myself going hard again at the thought. I ran my hand down her chest, playing around with her breasts. No response. I'd fucked her unconscious. I smiled. This was just the beginning. I rose up, nice and early, throwing on clothes and turning the lights on. I climbed the bed, checking her pulse again to make sure she wasn't dead. I untied her, unravelling the rope from under her, and pulling her legs closed. I returned the rope to its proper place, needing water. I left her there, untied and legs closed, not even bothering with a duvet. I saw no reason to, Patrick fresh in my mind as I walked off. I gr
Rowan I came, staying inside of her as I poured. I stayed inside her a little longer, utterly comfortable inside of her. I came off eventually, her body unresponsive, the room eerily quiet. I checked her pulse, mildly afraid. Though light, it was present. I heaved a sigh of relief, laying beside her still tied body, hand on her boob. Her pleas played fresh in my mind, feeling myself going hard again at the thought. I ran my hand down her chest, playing around with her breasts. No response. I'd fucked her unconscious. I smiled. This was just the beginning. I rose up, nice and early, throwing on clothes and turning the lights on. I climbed the bed, checking her pulse again to make sure she wasn't dead. I untied her, unravelling the rope from under her, and pulling her legs closed. I returned the rope to its proper place, needing water. I left her there, untied and legs closed, not even bothering with a duvet. I saw no reason to, Patrick fresh in my mind as I walked off. I gr
JadaI don't know what I expected, but this was definitely not it. He sat still, looking out the window as soon as we entered the car. The car sped off as he leaned further to his door, completely ignoring me. Tension thick in the atmosphere, I breathed, long and deep. My mind drifted back to the kiss, slow, soft and passionate at the same time. How it was just us, together, needing nothing but the other. I smiled as my body ached, yearning to experience him again. I reached out, placing my hand on his thigh, stroking lightly. Needing some sort of reciprocation, I sent my smile his way, beaming at him in the back seat. He smacked my hand, looking out the window as soon as he did. “Conduct yourself, Jada.” He scolded me, not even bothering to look at me. I stopped, confused yet disappointed. I ignored him, facing my side of the car and staying silent. He was probably just annoyed from events in the wedding. It wasn't very hard to get on his bad side. My mind wandered back to the w
JadaI'd never hated Rowan more than these past three days.He'd gone on with the preparations, not a care in the world for how I felt, or was. I'd gone dress picking, wine tasting, and food sampling all within the following day. If anything, I felt worse than I did before the incident. My body hurt deeply as I opened my eyes, the wedding finally upon us. I rose from the bed, dread filling my stomach. At least there was something in there. I still hadn't eaten since I'd returned. I was on a fast to keep my fat as minimal as possible, since I could not be caged again after the incident. All I'd taken were salads and lots of water to keep me full. I'd gone to bathroom at least 50 times since yesterday. I sat in the tub, gathering my willpower as I soaked. I would push past this. Anything to get as far away from that house as I possibly could. I had to do this, it was more than a necessity. My mind wandered, his scent drifting into my thoughts. I rolled my eyes, taking to scrubbing my
RowanI looked around at the crew, everyone staring at the entrance in shock. People exchange looks at themselves, then at me. I turned to the entrance myself, patience growing thin. “Go and get her. Immediately.” I said simply, the man at the door speaking into his mic and starting a search. The
Rowan Lunch’s venue was at mum’s favorite place. That was how I knew she was in a good mood. To her, I had discovered the unbroken hymen, broken in and spent the night in another woman’s embrace and so I was smitten. She wasn’t wrong about anything else but the last. I wasn’t smitten, I was more
Jada Life had pretty much bounced back to normal immediately after the awkward brunch with my family. Ivy had made me relieve the whole night again simply because she claimed she wanted to know exactly how things went down just incase she needed any knowledge from the act. “Jada, would you just
Jada.The keycard to the door felt heavy in my hand, all I needed to do was wave it against the door and kickstart the events that would forever change my life. It was easy when said, but to actually put it to work? As I stood outside frozen, events from the past few days flooded back into my brai







