LOGIN~NICO~
My office is soundproof, sealed tight against the chaos below. Only the bass reaches me, a dull vibration under my feet—proof that everything is running exactly as it should. I’m seated behind my desk, jacket off, sleeves rolled to my forearms. Paperwork opened before me, and yet— Her words from the car replay in my head, crawling in. “Please don’t insult me over something I’m already struggling with.” I grip the edge of my desk and tell myself it’s nothing. She hadn’t begged, hadn’t apologized, hadn’t even waited for a response. She’d said what she needed to say and walked out of my car like she hadn’t just tilted something dangerous in me. A knock doesn’t come. The door opens anyway. Enzo strolls in like he owns the place. A glass of whiskey already in hand. Shirt unbuttoned too far, with a knowing smirk on his face.. “So,” he says, dragging the word out as he drops into the chair opposite me. “Let me guess. Productive day?” I don’t look up. “If you’re here to talk, leave.” He laughs, unbothered. “You spent enough money today to buy a small island.” I flip a page. “Get to your point.” “My point,” he says, leaning back, boots crossing at the ankle, “is you spent more on her in one afternoon than you did on your last three suits,” he says lightly, grinning like he knows exactly what he’s doing. I ignore him. “Mm,” he hums, “That’s a lot of money for a woman you’ll discard in twelve months.” I look up, “And yet you’re still alive to comment on it.” He chuckles, shrugging. “I just push buttons. That’s my job. You, on the other hand…” He lets the sentence hang, but I already know where it’s going. “…you’re falling for it, aren’t you?” I am not falling for anything. “You’re confusing business with charity,” I say flatly. “Oh, I’m not,” Enzo replies easily. “I’ve just never seen you buy over a hundred pieces of clothing for an asset before.” Asset. I lean back in my chair. “The ring. The marriage. The girl. All assets.” “Mm.” He sips his whiskey. “Funny thing about assets. They’re not supposed to make you feel anything.” They’re not. That’s the problem. I glance away, not in anger. In irritation, at myself. I drift back again, to her hands gripping the shopping bags. Those amber and ice-blue eyes. “It’s natural for me to assume you’ll want your money back someday.” I straighten abruptly. I don’t have a ring. I remember it’s her first wedding. Both our first. And women—yes, women—love dreamy weddings. That thought irritates me. It’s ridiculous. It’s human. And I don’t care that it’s human. I glance at the empty space in my mind where her ring should be. Not yet. She’ll have it. Soon. She’ll have exactly what she should have. I exhale slowly. “Send for Miguel.” Enzo arches a brow. “Already?” “I want the ring done properly.” He smirks. “Of course you do.” I ignore him. “Is Adriano back from Portugal?” “No,” Enzo replies. “But trust me, he won’t miss your wedding. Nobody would.” “Good.” Enzo tilts his head, “You’re ridiculous you know that right?” I ignored him again. My phone vibrates on the desk, I glance at it to see the caller ID. I answer without lifting it, putting it on speaker. “Moretti.” “I believe we’re past that, Vescari.” She says. “Yes?” I snap, already rubbing my temple. “What do you want, Bianca,” I say, “I’m busy.” “Always straight to the point.” She says, a teasing lilt. “I’m busy,” I repeat. “Is she prettier than me? Is that why you called off our engagement? Does she make you feel everything I didn’t?” I let out a dry laugh, surprising myself. “Yes. She’s prettier. She makes me feel everything. And if that’s why you called—I’m busy. I’ll see you at my wedding.” I ended the call. “That sounded… satisfying.” “Not in the slightest,” I mutter. But I can’t help the small twitch of a smile. He lets out a low whistle. “Cold. Even for you.” “She asked,” I replied. He chuckles, moving to the window. “I have a bad feeling about this, Nico. And Tomaso—” “Tomaso can go fuck himself.” “I think,” Enzo says, tilting his head, “you might want to see this.” I rise, joining him at the glass. “What?” He points, as my gaze follows his finger, and stops. Cake. She’s on the dance floor. Her hair is curled, loose around her shoulders. The dress she had on was in my favorite color—black, shimmery, and dangerous. It clings to her body like it was designed with intent. The back dips low, exposing skin she never shows me. Every sway of her hips catches the light. The room watches her without shame. She’s dancing with Eliana, laughing, drink in hand. “She’s pretty,” Enzo murmurs. “Prettier than Bianca. You sure have good eyes frate {brother}” I don’t respond. I watch her smile. Earlier today, she’d looked at me like she was bracing for impact. Now she looks free. A man approaches them, leans into her ear saying something, trying to get a hold of her ass. She pushes him away. He tries again, she turns and punches him square in the nose. Blood spills instantly. She doesn’t even pause—just goes back to dancing, drink raised, hips moving like she didn’t just break someone’s nose. Enzo chuckles again. “This one’s a tough one.” A corner of my mouth lifts. I can’t disagree. I turn back toward my desk and press the intercom. “Send Dominic in.” Moments later, Dominic, the head of club security, steps inside, posture rigid, hands clasped. “Yes, sir.” “There’s a man with a bleeding nose on the floor,” I say evenly. “He touched what belongs to me.” Dominic nods. “Understood.” “Teach him not to repeat the mistake.” “Yes, sir.” He turns to leave. “Dominic.” He stops. “Sir?” “Keep an eye on my wife.” The word settles easily on my tongue. “I don’t want to start removing hands tonight.” “Yes, sir.” The door shuts. Enzo turns, grinning. “My wife.” “Fuck you,” I mutter, returning to my chair. “Stop staring at her and help me finish tomorrow’s meeting agenda.” He raises his glass. “Yes, Your Highness.” We both laugh. But my eyes drift back to the window, staying there longer than they should before I focus on work.~NICO~My office is soundproof, sealed tight against the chaos below.Only the bass reaches me, a dull vibration under my feet—proof that everything is running exactly as it should.I’m seated behind my desk, jacket off, sleeves rolled to my forearms. Paperwork opened before me, and yet—Her words from the car replay in my head, crawling in. “Please don’t insult me over something I’m already struggling with.”I grip the edge of my desk and tell myself it’s nothing. She hadn’t begged, hadn’t apologized, hadn’t even waited for a response. She’d said what she needed to say and walked out of my car like she hadn’t just tilted something dangerous in me.A knock doesn’t come. The door opens anyway.Enzo strolls in like he owns the place. A glass of whiskey already in hand. Shirt unbuttoned too far, with a knowing smirk on his face..“So,” he says, dragging the word out as he drops into the chair opposite me. “Let me guess. Productive day?”I don’t look up. “If you’re here to talk, leave.”
~CAKE~By the time we leave the boutique, my body feels like it has been wrung out and folded back into itself.My feet hurt. My shoulders ache, and my head feels too full.Not once did he offer me the cake. Not once did he ask if I wanted a drink, even though there were two glasses on the table and only one of them ever touched wine.I did not ask.I refused to give him the satisfaction.The staff are smiling too hard as we step out. That tight, strained kind of gratitude people wear when money has been thrown at them in obscene amounts. One of them thanks him again, says something about a complimentary gift for shopping at that level.Shopping.As if what just happened was normal.They hand me a box. Then another.A Louis Vuitton heel. A matching handbag. I stare at it, briefly wondering where exactly they think I’m supposed to wear six-inch heels too.My life does not have sidewalks for this.One of the security cars is loaded until it sags slightly at the back. Shopping bags disap
~NICO~The boutique is silent in the way expensive places always are.Sound dies here. Even time slows down, respectful, waiting to be told what to do.I sit back in the leather chair, phone in my hand, attention split between the room and the screen. Business does not pause just because my future wife is sitting ten feet away pretending she doesn’t exist.Enzo: Sienna just called. She’s flying in from New York for the wedding. Says she intends to stay.I stare at the message for a full three seconds.Me: No.Me: She’s not coming here until I finish dealing with Tomaso.His reply comes immediately.Enzo: She’s your sister, not a soldier.Enzo: And she’s as stubborn as you.Enzo: You know she won’t listen to me. Tell her yourself.I exhale slowly through my nose.Me: I will.I lock the phone and finally look across the room.She has not moved in five minutes. She is sitting straight, her hands folded tightly in her lap like she is holding herself together by force alone. Her eyes are f
~CAKE~My mother is awake when I check on her, which means it has been a bad night.She is propped against the headboard, coughing into a handkerchief that has seen better days. Her breathing sounds wrong. Like every inhale is something she has to bargain for.“You took your meds?” I ask.She nods. “An hour ago.”I cross the room and straighten the blanket she keeps kicking down. She hates feeling trapped. I hate that she is trapped anyway.“You should still be asleep,” I tell her.She gives me a look. “Says the girl who came in at five this morning.”Fair.“Get a decent job baby, how do you get hurt for money? Break your ribs, cut your lips, bruise your eyes? They’re decent jobs, baby.”“But mama I like this one, you know I do.” I sigh. And I heard a knock at the door. “I’ll get it,” I say.“I know that knock,” my mother says quietly.I pause. Turning back to her. “What do you mean?”“It should be your father’s friends from that night, they always knock like that.”I do not answer he
~NICO~I sit up in my bed, reaching for the journal I read every night before I go to bed. It’s mine now, as much as she is. The feel of it in my possession makes satisfaction roll through me.I open to a page I flagged before, and start reading.It’s the one where she pushed herself.Day 50,Fifty days of touching myself and moaning into my pillow.Fifty days of wanting a man and settling for a buzzing toy until the battery dies.I tell myself to stop. I never do.My hand won’t obey, and when it’s over, I’m left wondering if it would feel different with a man instead.Safe to say this isn’t going anywhere.So I’ll let it stay.~C.CI smirk at the way she writes, so casual yet deliberate, like she’s scolding herself for needing relief, for craving something her hands and little toy have to give her.Her words are filthy but innocent, desperate but disciplined. I catch myself smiling, darkly amused. Most women hide these thoughts, bury them deep. C.C, as she calls herself, writes them
~CAKE~The man taps his foot, avoiding my eyes. The annoying sound matches the frantic beating of my heart. He’s staring at a computer screen that probably has my life story written in red. “I’m sorry, Miss Coogan, but I can’t help you.”I lean forward, my hands flat on his desk. I wore the stupid blazer for this meeting, the least he can do is fucking try. “Look, Mr. Henderson, I’m not asking for a handout. It’s a loan I’ll pay back.” “Con cosa?” {With what?}“Excuse me?” “I’m looking at your credit score now and it’s a tragedy, Miss Coogan. Your mother’s is even worse. You two are up to your necks in debts from loan agencies. You have nothing to your name.” He sighs, finally looking at me with a pity that makes me want to launch myself over the desk and punch the glasses right off his face. “Frankly, no bank in the whole of Rome will give you a penny. I’m sorry but there’s nothing I can do for you.” I push to my feet, anger rolling off me in waves. I grab my bag, the strap







