Mag-log inI walked out of the service elevator and into the cool, low-lit air of the hospital's underground parking garage.I found the G-Wagon parked far in the corner, a massive, dark silhouette of luxury that suddenly felt disgusting—a symbol of the high-stakes, hollow life Charles and I had built. I walked towards it and collapsed into the driver’s seat. I was safe now, and physically distant from Charles, but the silence was brutal. It was in this silence that the full, crushing weight of the betrayal finally hit. It wasn't just the fact of the affair, which was a searing wound in itself. It was the calculated cruelty of it being with Lisa, his assistant, the person I had entrusted with the smallest details of my life. The humiliation, the self-doubt, the crushing realization that I had misjudged him completely—all of it shattered the carefully constructed facade of my future. I thought Charles was my anchor; instead, he was the lead weight dragging me under. I sat there, sobbing so
The scene in the hospital room froze: Charles reeling from Thomas's punch, the nurse standing horrified in the doorway, and Jules paralyzed by shock. But my mind was already pulling away, retreating to a memory from two years ago, the day I secured the life that Charles had just shattered. Flashback: I was vibrating with nervous energy, pacing the length of our small apartment living room. Charles sat on the couch, reviewing an architectural draft, but his attention was on me. "Say it again," he smiled, though there was a familiar edge of worry tightening the corners of his eyes. "I got the role, Charles! Me! Out of two hundred women, they chose me for the lead in The Unseen!" I threw myself onto the couch next to him. He hugged me tightly, but the enthusiasm didn't quite reach his eyes. He was happy for me, but his body language was a contradiction. He was realizing, at that very moment, that the dream we had shared was about to change the life he had planned for us.
My breath left my body and mind utterly, terrifyingly blank. The photographer shouted, “Mr. Blackwood! Is there a statement on Olivia’s passing?” echoed in the small, recessed corner of the hospital lobby, cutting through the general chaos of the press swarm. The pieces slammed together with brutal force: the black trench coat, the wealth implied by the black Tesla on the highway, the name of the celebrated actress, and the quiet, crushing grief I had just kissed. He wasn't just a man whose wife died of cancer. He was Ivan Blackwood, Olivia Blackwood's husband, a Hollywood legend, an artist whose disappearance from the screen had been the subject of endless speculation. The weight of my own pitiful scandal—the cheating boyfriend - and last night's robbery. I was now tethered to a national tragedy and a man who was the focal point of a media frenzy. “Get a grip, Kylie,” he hissed, his grip on my arm tightening, not out of malice, but sheer necessity. His dark eyes, still red-
What have I done?, what have I done?, what have I done?! No, no, no! I fled the oncology alcove and ran down the quiet hallway, not stopping until I was outside the clinic, leaning against the G-Wagon. The shame was blinding. I had just kissed a man whose wife died an hour ago. How could I?? The chaos was overwhelming. I couldn't stay here. I just couldn't. I had to leave right now. I drove straight back to Charles's apartment. I parked the G-Wagon down the street. The planned surprise—the huge blue bow—now looked insane. My black Audi was nowhere in sight. I drove slowly past the spot where I'd left it, the police must have finally towed it away, I decided. It was certainly possible that while Charles was chasing after me last night, perhaps trying to explain away the infidelity I wasn't ready to hear, the police met with him and arranged the tow. I approached the apartment building and unlocked the door. The place was silent, Charles's Porsche gone. I walked tow
What have I done?, what have I done?, what have I done?! No, no, no! I fled the oncology alcove and ran down the quiet hallway, not stopping until I was outside the clinic, leaning against the G-Wagon. The shame was blinding. I had just kissed a man whose wife died an hour ago. How could I?? The chaos was overwhelming. I couldn't stay here. I just couldn't. I had to leave right now. I drove straight back to Charles's apartment. I parked the G-Wagon down the street. The planned surprise—the huge blue bow—now looked insane. My black Audi was nowhere in sight. I drove slowly past the spot where I'd left it, the police must have finally towed it away, I decided. It was certainly possible that while Charles was chasing after me last night, perhaps trying to explain away the infidelity I wasn't ready to hear, the police met with him and arranged the tow. I approached the apartment building and unlocked the door. The place was silent, Charles’s Porsche gone. I walked towa
I quickly pulled the scrub top on, tied the drawstring of the pants, and shoved my filthy clothes into a plastic laundry bag. I had to find him. The corridor was empty. I rushed back toward the nursing station. “The man who just walked out of that storage room—the tall man in the black coat,” I said, trying not to pant. “Which way did he go?” The nurse pointed down a side hall. “He headed toward the oncology wing. Down that hall, then the first left. He looked awfully upset.” Oncology. I was only 11 when I learnt what that word meant. I followed her directions, my sneakers squeaking on the linoleum. I found him near the end of the hall, partially obscured by a mobile medical cart, sitting hunched over on a fold-down bench in a small, seldom-used alcove. I walked over quietly and sat next to him on the narrow bench. The plastic creaked under our combined weight. I didn't speak immediately, letting the silence serve as a space for his overwhelming pain. He finally lifte







