ANMELDENWalking along the street, with a smile on my face, wearing the black leather jacket of Zack around me makes me feel secure, just as if he was present with me right now.
I smile once more, get in front of the house who seems empty since the lights aren't on. Strange! Are Jackson and Ivy not yet there? I take my keys and open the door slowly, then on the living room's light. Effectively they aren't yet there!
I continue to lighten the house up to the stairs cas
"What?" I ask" Am talking about the envelope you have in your hand."" Ermm… Eddy borrowed me some money and now he was just giving it back."" ...okay!" She said taking my hand in hers. " I don't know why but I feel like you are a bit tense with Eddy!"" Why are you saying that?"" Just like this!"" Eddy has changed, I thought we were friends...but I went
With a smile hanging on my lips, I enter my home while whistling and playing with my car's keys. I get to the parlor and see my mother reading a book on her habitual chair. She is stubborn, how many times will I tell her not to wait for me again so late in the night. Anywhere, I get closer to her, bend and kiss her jaw while smiling at her after." This smile means you aren't angry, I am still up at this time waiting for you!" She said." And should I be? I know how stubborn you can be, you are just like Tiara!" I said still not wanting my smile to get down from my lips." Ummm. Where you with her all day?" My mom asks. It is with great pleasure that I respond to her with a big "yes"." I now understand while you can't stop smiling. I love seeing you like th
I have something special to show her, even though she can't stop asking questions. It will be our first time dating and I want us to go to a beautiful place...in fact! A memorable and symbolic place for us. I loved going there with my cousins, cause it relaxed us!" Are we already near?" Tiara asked me for the thousandth time.I don't answer cause if I do, she will continue asking questions again and again."Hey!" She insists.I don't still answer and whistle while driving, pretending am not occupied by her noise.
Morning, morning, morning! What a bright morning today. Am so happy everything is clear in my head between I and Zack. Now, what I want is to be who I am, who I always needed to be. I want him to be proud of me whenever we are together, let him be proud to present me to everyone he wants. <<Natural is your surname>> he one day told me natural is my surname and I don't know if he was just flirting but I felt it good in my ears and once more I needed to trust him. That's why I am trying to change some little things about myself.Am on my room chair, already dressed in a dungaree denim skirt. Ivy once offered me this dress, but I never mind wearing it because I didn't like this type of dress. After all, it exposes my legs. I have to change, am a girl and not a boy and I have to show it. Am not up large to dress lik
On our way home, no one talks. I simply look through the window to outer my mind and stop thinking a lot but I feel his stares each time. What does he want me to do? He first wants me, then because I am a virgin he leaves me and now he...cares about me! I don't know what he really wants and I don't think he too knows.He stops the car in front of the house. I didn't realize we already entered the district. I came early in the morning to put my things before going to work, I believe Ivy is still at home. What will I tell her? The truth!I turn and look at Zack and he stares at me too." I will help you take your things behind!" He propose
I get into the label music, greet some people on my way and get to the recording room to see Willy, if and only if he is already there. I arrive and do not knock at the door, and see willy kissing his girlfriend Ariana seated on his lap." Oh, sorry guys!" I excuse myself from interrupting.Ariana gets down from Willy's laps while blushing" Is okay dude!" Willy said." Am stepping out for a while," Ariana said.She gets out and pats my arm with a
The meal is been served by Ivy and Tiara and when everything is ready, they invite us to all take a seat.Around the table, am trying to remark the expression of Tiara who seems a little bit uncomfortable. Nevertheless, she tries to hide it but it seems I can read on her just lik
I walk as fastly as I can to the office, angry and frustrated. My mouth can't stop sending out abuses on my way. On my way, Rose asked me what is happening and while grumbling I answer " nothing" without stopping myself and entering to the office.While inside, I don't take my ti
Right in front of the door, I ring and Ivy opens it. Furious, I enter without speaking and collapse on the sofa While sighing of frustration at this night." What happened? Why are you like this?" Asked IvyI don't even know where to start right now. From where s
I thought this day would be nice, that my tiredness would be over. But no, yet am still tired, tired of my life, tired of my frustrations, tired of coming back here and been decisive once more by her. My mother! she must be the most precious thing I could have in this whole but, it isn't the case







