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11-ALEX
Fuck, fuck and a thousand times fuck.
Could I be more stupid?
How was I supposed to act in a situation like this?
What should I say?
"By the way Abbie, you know the woman from a while ago? The one who turned my head 90 degrees? Well, it's one of the many I loved to bend, and oh, by the way, I shoved my cock up to her throat "
I took a deep breath trying to control myself, we were one block from my apartment and I didn't want to leave things this way, even more so when I had been behaving like a complete son of a bitch all day.
Although I really knew that wasn’t the problem, what was really happening to me was that I felt ashamed.
And how could I not?
Abigail had known the worst facet of my life.
I had never worried that one day my way of leading my life would explode in my face... until a few minutes ago.
How would I now see her in the face?
How should I deal with the fact that this woma
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