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CHAPTER 1
**I masturbated to thoughts of my father in law**
My husband, Ethan, was snoring beside me, dead to the world after our pathetic excuse for sex—if you could even call three minutes of him grunting on top of me "sex." He'd rolled over, muttered "love you," and passed out before I could even pretend I'd enjoyed it.
I lay there in the dark, staring at the ceiling, feeling that familiar ache between my thighs that my husband never seemed to satisfy anymore.
My hand slipped beneath the covers.
I wasn't thinking about Ethan. I hadn't thought about him during sex in months. No, the man who haunted my fantasies, who made my pussy clench with just a look, was someone I had no right to want.
David.
My father-in-law.
God, even thinking his name made me wet.
He was forty-eight, recently divorced, and every single thing Ethan wasn't. Commanding. Confident. The kind of man who looked at you like he could see straight through your clothes and knew exactly what you needed.
Last week at his house, he'd brushed past me in the kitchen. His hand had grazed my lower back—too low to be accidental. His breath had been hot against my ear when he'd leaned in to grab a wine glass from the cabinet above me.
"Excuse me, sweetheart," he'd murmured, and the way he said it made my knees weak.
I'd felt his eyes on me all night. Watching. Hungry.
My fingers moved faster now, circling my clit as I let the fantasy take over.
In my mind, Ethan wasn't there. It was just David and me in that kitchen. He'd corner me against the counter, those dark eyes burning into mine.
"You've been teasing me," he'd growl. "Walking around my house in those tight little dresses, bending over, making Daddy hard at family dinners."
I bit my lip to stifle a moan.
"I see the way you look at me, baby girl. Like you're hungry for something your husband can't give you."
His hand would slide up my thigh, under my dress, finding me already soaking wet.
"No panties? Fuck, you really are a dirty girl, aren't you?"
I imagined him spinning me around, bending me over that same counter where we'd made small talk about the weather. He'd rip my dress up, spread my legs with his knee.
"You want Daddy's cock? Then beg for it."
"Please," I'd whimper. "Please, Daddy, I need it so bad—"
He wouldn't make me wait. He'd slam into me, thick and hard and everything I'd been craving. His hand would wrap around my throat, pulling me back against his chest.
"Does my son fuck you like this? No? That's because he doesn't know what a filthy little slut he married."
My fingers were soaked now, my hips rocking against my hand. I pressed my face into the pillow to muffle the sounds I couldn't hold back.
"You belong to me now," David would growl in my ear. "Not him. Me. Say it."
"Yours, Daddy. I'm yours—"
The orgasm hit me hard, my whole body tensing as waves of pleasure crashed through me. I came in silence, biting the pillow, my husband's father's name on the tip of my tongue.
Shame flooded in immediately after. What the hell was wrong with me?
This was Ethan's father. My father-in-law. Family.
But God, I couldn't stop myself. Every time I saw David, the fantasies got worse. More detailed. More desperate.
I was fucked up. Completely, utterly fucked up.
I grabbed my phone from the nightstand, needing a distraction. Maybe I'd scroll through social media until I was tired enough to—
My heart stopped.
There was a text message. From David.
David: Can't sleep either?
The timestamp showed 2:03 AM. Three minutes ago.
My hands started shaking.
This had to be a coincidence. Just a random late-night text. He couldn't possibly know what I'd just been doing, what I'd been thinking about.
Could he?
I stared at the message, my pulse hammering in my ears. I should ignore it. Delete it. Pretend I was asleep.
But my thumbs were already moving.
Me: No. You?
Three dots appeared immediately. He was typing.
David: Thinking about you.
Oh fuck.
Oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck.
This was happening. This was really happening.
I glanced at Ethan, still snoring peacefully, completely oblivious. My heart was racing so fast I thought it might burst out of my chest.
Another message came through.
David: Been thinking about you a lot lately, Mia.
I couldn't breathe. My fingers hovered over the keyboard. This was wrong. So wrong. I should tell him to stop. Set boundaries. Be the good wife I was supposed to be.
Instead, I typed, We shouldn't be texting like this.
David: I know. But I can't help it. Tell me I'm not crazy. Tell me you feel this too.
The truth sat heavy on my tongue. I could end this right now. Save us both from whatever dangerous path we were about to walk down.
But I was so tired of being good. So tired of being unseen, unfulfilled, unloved.
Me: You're not crazy.
Three dots. Then:
David: What are you wearing?
My pussy clenched. This was really, really happening.
I looked down at myself—thin tank top, no bra, just underwear. My nipples were still hard from my orgasm minutes ago.
I shouldn't. God, I absolutely shouldn't.
But I snapped a photo anyway. Nothing too revealing, just enough to show the outline of my breasts through the fabric, my hardened nipples visible in the dim light.
I hit send before I could change my mind.
The response was immediate.
David: Fuck, Mia. You're so beautiful. I want to rip that off you with my teeth.
Heat flooded through me, pooling between my legs again. I was already getting wet again, my body responding to his words in ways it never responded to Ethan anymore.
Me: Tell me what else you'd do.
I barely recognized myself. Was this really me? Good girl Mia, texting her father-in-law at two in the morning, asking him to describe how he'd fuck her?
His response made my breath catch:
David: I'd back you against the wall. Kiss you until you can't breathe. My hand would slide into those panties and I'd find you soaking wet for me, wouldn't I?
Me: Yes.
David: I'd make you beg for it. Make you say please, Daddy, before I'd even touch you properly. Then I'd bend you over my couch and fuck you so hard you forget you're married to my son.
I was touching myself again, reading his words over and over, imagining every second of it.
Me: I want that. God, I want that so bad.
There was a pause. Then:
David: Tomorrow. Come to my house. 2 PM. Ethan will be at work.
This was it. The point of no return.
I could say no. I could be smart, be safe, be good.
Or I could have what I'd been craving for months.
Me: I'll be there.
David: Good girl. Now touch yourself thinking about Daddy and get some sleep. You'll need your energy tomorrow.
I set the phone down with trembling hands, heart racing, pussy throbbing.
Tomorrow, everything would change.
Tomorrow, I'd become exactly the kind of woman I'd always judged.
And God help me, I couldn't fucking wait.
**LILA’S POV**The final night at Velvet Chains felt like the end of one life and the beginning of another.The club was closed to the public, but a small, trusted group of members had been invited — people Jax had known for years, people who understood the sacred weight of a collaring ceremony. The main floor was dimly lit with deep crimson and gold, candles flickering on every surface, soft leather couches arranged in a loose circle around the raised platform in the center.I stood backstage with Jax, heart hammering so hard I could feel it in my throat.I wore nothing but a sheer black lace robe that barely covered anything, the black silk blood-vow ribbon tied around my throat like a promise. My nipples were already tight, my pussy slick and aching with anticipation.Jax stood behind me, fully dressed in a tailored black shirt and pants, but his hands were gentle as they rested on my shoulders.“You don’t have to do this,” he whispered, lips brushing my ear. “We can keep it privat
**I used a soft leather paddle on her ass first — firm, rhythmic strikes that turned her cheeks a deep, glowing red. Every smack made her cry out and leak more slick down her thighs.While I paddled her, I pushed two fingers back into her pussy, pumping them in time with the strikes.By the time I stopped, she was sobbing with need, begging incoherently.I released her from the suspension, laid her on her back on the padded bench, and secured her wrists and ankles again, spreading her wide open.This was where I lost the last of my restraint.I climbed between her thighs, rubbed the thick, leaking head of my cock through her drenched folds, and pushed inside her pussy in one long, slow thrust.“Fuck, Lila,” I groaned as her tight walls stretched around my thick girth. “You feel like sin and heaven at the same time. So hot. So wet. Gripping me so perfectly.”I fucked her deep and steady, the curved head dragging along her G-spot with every thrust. While I pounded into her, I reached f
JAX’S POV**I was terrified.Not of hurting her physically — I trusted my control, my knowledge, my care. I was terrified because tonight I was going to push her to the absolute edge… and I wasn’t sure I could survive watching her break so beautifully for me.Lila stood in the center of the most private, soundproofed room in Velvet Chains, completely naked except for the black silk blood-vow ribbon tied loosely around her throat like a collar. The room was dimly lit with deep red lights, a reinforced suspension rig hanging from the ceiling, a padded bench, and every toy I could possibly need laid out on a black velvet table.She looked at me with those wide, trusting eyes, cheeks already flushed, nipples tight, thighs glistening with her arousal.“Color, baby?” I asked, voice low and steady even though my heart was pounding.“Green, Sir,” she whispered. “I want this. I want all of you. Push me.”I stepped close, cupping her face, thumb stroking her bottom lip.“You’re safe,” I remin
**He kissed me again, slower this time, his tongue stroking mine in lazy, sensual waves. His hand slid down my body, cupping my breast, thumb circling my nipple until it was a tight peak. Then lower, over my stomach, between my thighs.His fingers parted my already soaked folds, sliding through the slickness with a low groan.“You’re so wet for me, baby,” he murmured against my lips. “Always so ready.”Two thick fingers pushed inside me slowly, curling gently to stroke that perfect spot while his thumb circled my clit in lazy spirals. The pleasure built gradually, warm and deep, as he kissed me through it — tongue dancing with mine, swallowing every soft moan.When I was trembling on the edge, he pulled his fingers out and moved down my body.He settled between my thighs, spreading them wide with his strong hands. His mouth found me — hot, wet, and worshipful. His tongue licked broad, slow stripes from my entrance to my clit, savoring every drop of my arousal. He sucked my swollen cl
LILA’S POV**The days after blurred into a haze of stolen touches and charged silences.Jax was gentler now, but the hunger never left his eyes. He still watched me like I was the only thing that mattered in his world, yet he held back from full scenes at the club. Instead, he brought me home every night and held me close, as if afraid I might disappear.Tonight, though, something felt different.We’d just finished a quiet dinner on the balcony. The ocean whispered below us, and the moon painted everything silver. Jax had been quieter than usual, his hand never leaving my thigh under the table, thumb stroking slow circles that made my skin burn.When we stepped inside, he didn’t lead me to the playroom or even his bedroom right away.He stopped in the middle of the living room, turned me to face him, and cupped my face with both hands. His thumbs brushed my cheekbones with a tenderness that made my chest ache.“Lila,” he said softly, voice rough around the edges. “I need you tonight.
My tongue licked broad stripes through her soaked folds, tasting how wet she already was for me. I sucked her swollen clit into my mouth, flicking it rapidly while two thick fingers pushed deep inside her tight heat.She moaned loudly, hips bucking against my face.I added a third finger, stretching her, curling them relentlessly against her G-spot while I sucked harder on her clit.Her first orgasm hit fast.Her pussy clamped down around my fingers, gushing hot cream against my tongue as she cried out my name. I kept licking and fingering her through every wave, drawing it out until she was shaking and oversensitive.Only then did I move up her body.I lined up the thick head of my cock with her dripping entrance and pushed in slowly, letting her feel every inch.“Fuck, Lila,” I groaned as her tight walls stretched around me. “You feel like heaven. So hot. So wet. So fucking tight even after everything I’ve done to you.”I sank in to the hilt, balls pressed against her ass, and staye
"No." He crosses to me in three strides, grabs my shoulders. "Don't you dare. I made the choice. I'm an adult. I'm the professional. I knew the consequences and I did it anyway. This is on me.""But if I hadn't—""If you hadn't what? Been you? Been beautiful and smart and completely impossible to r
The door closes behind us, and suddenly I'm sobbing. Really sobbing. The kind of crying that's ugly and snotty and completely humiliating."I'm sorry," I gasp out. "I'm sorry, I don't know why—""It's okay," he says, and his voice is so kind it makes me cry harder. "It's okay to cry here, Sloane. T
I nodded, not trusting my voice. My heart was slamming against my ribs so hard I thought everyone downstairs could hear it.David's hand gripped my hip, positioning me, and then I felt him—thick and hot—pressing against my entrance. He pushed inside slowly, so fucking slowly, and I watched my refle
Friday came too fast.I stood in front of my closet, staring at the dress David had bought me last week. Deep red, fitted, ending mid-thigh. The kind of dress that would make Ethan's mother purse her lips in disapproval.Perfect."You almost ready?" Ethan called from downstairs. "Dad said to be the







