Chapter 42

I lower my head and silently cry.

When I get out of here, am going back to my house and pretend this was just a bad dream.

I will soak my body for days with every detergent that exists.

Fuck, I will start going to church and do everything I promised God I will do.

I will complete high school, and elope to a place where no one will ever find me.

This world is not for me, I don't think I will survive if I stay.

I look at the watchdog standing beside me and speculate if I can try luring him.

I know he must be loyal to his Master, but a girl can still try, right?

"Hey" my throat is so fucking parched but I can't risk asking for water here, it's probably contaminated with all these germs.

The man looks down at me and his face is as hard as stone. Doesn't he have a mate? How will he feel If it was his mate in my position?

"What?" he snaps glaring at me.

He is bald and wearing what am assuming is a guard's uniform. Boring green khaki trousers and a matching shirt.

He has a pistol I hadn't no