LOGINDay 37
Noah was gone when I came out of the ranger station at first light.
His pack was by the fire. His rifle wasn't.
Dante was crouched over the coals, feeding them sticks one at a time, the way he did everything. Careful. Patient. He'd slept sitting up against the wall with his rifle across his knees, and he hadn't slept much.
"He left an hour ago," he said without looking up. "Didn't say a word."
"He's hunting."
"He's something." Dante set another stick on the fire. "You trust him?"
"No."
"Good."
"He's not trying to be liked, Dante. He told me exactly what he'd do if this goes wrong." I sat down across the fire from him, where the heat couldn't reach me anyway. "Most people don't give you that much."
Dante looked at me then. Something in his face I didn't like. Something tired.
"I'd never hurt you," he said quietly.
"I know."
"He would."
"I know that too."
A rifle shot cracked somewhere up the ridge. One. Clean. Then nothing.
Twenty minutes later Noah came down through the cedars with a young mule deer over his shoulders like it weighed nothing. He dropped it in the snow by the steps, pulled a knife, and opened it up with three quick strokes, the way I'd strip insulation off a line. He cut out the liver, still steaming, and held it out to me on the flat of the blade.
"Breakfast," he said.
Dante stood up. "You don't have to watch her eat."
"Yeah," Noah said. "I do."
I took the liver. I turned my back on both of them and ate it in the trees, and the hunger went quiet, and I hated how good it felt.
[Substitute nourishment detected.]
[Efficiency: Low.]
When I came back, Noah had a haunch on a spit over the fire for Dante, and the two of them were standing on opposite sides of it, not talking. Like two dogs who'd agreed not to fight until somebody gave them a reason.
*****
Noah found the scavengers' trail inside an hour.
He read the ground the way my dad did, and better. Bent grass under the snow. A cigarette butt. Boot treads in the mud at a creek crossing, six sets, heavy with packs. He'd point, and I'd see it, and I'd wonder how I ever thought I knew these woods.
"No kid," he said, crouched over the creek crossing.
My stomach dropped. "What?"
"Six adults. No small boots." He touched a print. "They lost him before here."
The trail climbed. The cedars thinned into pine, and the pine thinned into rock, and by midmorning the old highway came into view below us, winding up toward a notch in the ridgeline. High Needle Pass. An old fire watchtower stood at the top of it, black against the gray sky.
There was something on the tower that hadn't been built in 1950. A dish. Big and white and new.
"That's not a fire lookout anymore," Dante said.
We found the scavengers a quarter mile below the road.
Five of them, in a ditch beside a burned-out SUV. Lined up. Shot in the back of the head, every one, neat as fence posts. The snow around them was churned with tire tracks, wide ones, heavy ones. Military tread.
Noah went very still beside me. His heart, for the first time since I'd met him, sped up.
"That's what I heard," he said softly. "That's the engine I heard in Coldwater."
I couldn't look at him. I was counting bodies.
Five.
The red-jacket kid had said six.
The sixth was under the SUV.
I heard him before I saw him. A heartbeat, ragged and slow, and the wet sound of someone trying not to breathe. I got down on my belly in the snow and looked under the frame, and a gray-bearded man with a bullet through his thigh stared back at me with eyes like a cornered animal.
The hunger lifted its head.
[Feeding opportunity detected.]
"No," I said.
[Noted.]
"Please," the man whispered. He was looking at my face. My skin. "Please. I didn't do anything to the kid."
"Where is he?"
"Gone. First day out." He coughed. "We stopped to rest in the high timber. Granite ravine. Kid said he had to piss. Never came back. We figured something got him." His mouth twisted. "Better than what got us."
Gone. In the high timber. Alone. Three days ago.
But not dead. Not here. Not in this ditch.
I put my forehead against the cold steel of the SUV and let myself breathe, even though I didn't need to.
"Who did this?" Noah asked. He'd crouched down beside me with his rifle across his knees.
"Trucks," the man said. "Armored. Snake on the doors. Black snake, all coiled up." He shut his eyes. "They said we were trespassing on Coalition road. Then they just..."
Dante handed a canteen under the frame. Noah got a tourniquet on the leg. I stood back, as far as I could, while they worked. The man watched me the whole time.
Then the ground shook.
It came up through my boots before I heard it. A deep, heavy thump from the top of the pass, and then the sound arrived, a boom that rolled down the mountainside and set snow sliding off the pines. Every light on the watchtower went dark at once.
"Generator," Dante said. He'd know. He'd heard a hundred of them die.
Gunfire. Rifles, then something heavier, then a single long-range crack from the ridge to the west, so far off it sounded like a branch breaking.
And then a light.
It came from the base of the tower. A flash, pale and blue-white and wrong, like a transformer blowing, except I've seen a hundred transformers blow and none of them ever looked like that. Two shapes went off the cliff edge beside the tower, thrown, arms windmilling, and dropped out of sight.
The light faded. The guns went quiet.
Noah had his scope up. "Not soldiers," he said slowly. "Three at the tower. Somebody else on the west ridge. One of the three is a woman."
The letters came up white across everything, faster than I'd ever seen them.
[Rival signature detected.]
[Classification: Sovereign Protocol.]
[Distance: 1.4 miles.]
[Threat to Mother: Critical.]
The cold place behind my ribs went tight as a fist. Somewhere far below, in the cedars by the river, I felt all four of them lift their heads at once.
Toward the tower.
Toward her.
Day 37Noah was gone when I came out of the ranger station at first light.His pack was by the fire. His rifle wasn't.Dante was crouched over the coals, feeding them sticks one at a time, the way he did everything. Careful. Patient. He'd slept sitting up against the wall with his rifle across his knees, and he hadn't slept much."He left an hour ago," he said without looking up. "Didn't say a word.""He's hunting.""He's something." Dante set another stick on the fire. "You trust him?""No.""Good.""He's not trying to be liked, Dante. He told me exactly what he'd do if this goes wrong." I sat down across the fire from him, where the heat couldn't reach me anyway. "Most people don't give you that much."Dante looked at me then. Something in his face I didn't like. Something tired."I'd never hurt you," he said quietly."I know.""He would.""I know that too."A rifle shot cracked somewhere up the ridge. One. Clean. Then nothing.Twenty minutes later Noah came down through the cedars
Day 36, nightDante was in front of me before I could tell him not to be.He didn't raise his rifle. He just stood up off the step and put his body between me and the river, big and solid, his heart slamming so hard I could feel it through the railing.The red dot slid off my chest and settled on his."Move," the voice said."No," Dante said.Behind the ranger station, out in the cedars, the four of them were on their feet. I could feel them the way you feel a storm coming through a bad knee. Every one of them was turned toward the river, toward that slow, steady heartbeat on the far bank.The letters came up white.[Threat to host detected.][Mission available: Defend the Mother.]I thought about the bridge. The kid in the red jacket. The way the thing in my head had liked it."No," I said.[Noted.]Stay, I told them. Stay where you are.They stayed. It felt like holding a door shut against wind."I didn't do your town," I called across the water. My voice came out hoarse. "Whatever
Day 36, nightI walked until I couldn't smell the bridge anymore.That took almost a mile. The blood followed me the whole way, in my clothes and my hair and the back of my throat, and every step I wanted to turn around. Not to help. Not to bury anyone. Just to go back.[Feeding opportunity detected.]"No."[Noted.]I sent the four of them into the trees with orders to stay there. Then I sat down on the steps of a burned-out ranger station on the far side of the river and held onto the railing like it was the last rung of a pole.Dante found me an hour later. He'd built a fire inside the ranger station's one standing room, and he didn't ask me to come in. He just came out and sat down on the step below mine with a first-aid kit in his lap."Jacket off," he said."I'm fine.""You've got two bullets in you, Portia.""One. The shotgun went through."He looked at me for a long time. Then he opened the kit.I took the jacket off.The hole under my collarbone had closed down to the size of
Day 36The tracks ran straight to the river, and the river had one bridge.Old steel truss, two lanes, rust bleeding down the girders. Somebody had turned the near end into a wall. Two pickups nosed together, a school bus on its side, plywood and razor wire stretched across the gaps. Smoke rose from a barrel fire behind it.And in the mud at the foot of the bridge, Eli's prints. Lug sole, left heel worn down, walking between the adult boots. Across the bridge and gone."They let his group through," Dante said quietly."Then they'll let us through."He gave me a look I knew from a hundred job sites. The look that meant you're about to climb something you shouldn't."Let me talk first," he said. "Stay back. Keep your hood up."I hated it. I did it anyway.He walked out with his hands raised and his rifle slung behind him. A man stood up on the bus with a deer rifle. Two more appeared behind the trucks. Then a woman with gray braids and a shotgun, who was obviously in charge."That's clo
Day 34Eli's trail left the logging road two miles down, where the cedars started.I almost missed it. A broken fern stem, bent the wrong way. Then a scuff on a mossy log where a small boot had slipped. Under the big trees the snow was thin, and the ground told the story if you knew how to read it. My dad taught me. I taught Eli. Now I was reading my own lessons back off the forest floor."How do you know that's him?" Dante asked.I crouched and touched a print half-hidden under a cedar bough. Small. Lug sole. The left heel worn down, because Eli walks on the outside of his left foot and always has."I know," I said.We followed it for an hour. Then the trail reached the creek, and it stopped.Not faded. Stopped. Prints going into the water, none coming out on the other side. I walked the bank a hundred yards each way. Nothing."He walked in the creek," I said, and my voice did something I didn't like. "I taught him that. If something's hunting you, get in the water. It can't follow y
Day 34They waited like a crew waits on the foreman.That was the worst part. Not the gray skin or the torn clothes or the way the snow didn't melt where it landed on them. It was the patience. Three of them standing at the edge of the trees, heads tilted toward me, ready for whatever I said next.[Awaiting maternal command.]"I'm not your mother," I said.[Correction: Host designation is Mother of the Horde.]"Delete that."[Mandate cannot be removed.]Fine. Fourteen years on storm crews teaches you what to do when an order comes down that'll get somebody killed. You don't argue with dispatch. You find another way to do the job."Go," I told them. "Get away from this house. Don't come back."They turned together, the way birds turn, and shuffled into the trees. The snow swallowed the sound of them in seconds.Something cold slid through my chest. Not pain, exactly. More like a light going out in a room I hadn't known was there.[Command issued outside mandate parameters.][Noted.]No







