Abigail
My stomach dropped. “What?”
“Susanna fainted,” he said, his voice rising. “The doctors think it could be something she ate. She said it started after breakfast.”
“You think I did something to her?” I snapped, my frustration boiling over.
“I’m not accusing you,” he said, though his tone didn’t fully match his words. “I just need to know if there was anything unusual in the food. Susanna’s health—”
“Was fine when I left the house,” I interrupted sharply. “I made her an omelette. Eggs, cheese, a pinch of salt. Nothing unusual. The same thing I’ve made a hundred times before.”
He sighed on the other end of the line, and I could almost picture him pinching the bridge of his nose. “I’m not accusing you of anything, Abigail. I just—”
“Just what?” I interrupted. “I’m here at the hospital, dealing with my own recovery, and now I have to defend myself because Susanna fainted? You think I’d harm her?”
There was a long pause, and for a moment, I thought he’d hung up. Finally, he said, “No, I don’t think that. I just… I’m trying to understand what happened.”
I let out a bitter laugh. “Maybe you should start by asking her. I’m sure she’ll have an answer that suits her.”
The phone felt heavy in my hand as I listened to Susanna’s shaky voice come through the line. “Oh, Abigail, please don’t feel bad,” she said. The words made me grit my teeth. “This isn’t your fault. I should have been more mindful of what I ate. Pregnant women need to be careful, after all.”
I could hear Conrad murmuring something on the other end, his voice low and soothing.
“Susanna, you need to rest,” he said gently, and there was a pause before he added, “Abigail, I think you owe her an apology.”
My grip on the phone tightened. My breath hitched, but I managed to keep my voice steady. “Apologize? For what? For making toast?”
“Abigail,” Conrad said, his tone a warning.
I bit the inside of my cheek, my anger barely contained. “If she feels faint after eating the same food we all had, maybe the problem isn’t with the food.”
“Abigail!” Conrad’s voice rose slightly, but I had already pulled the phone away from my ear. With a sharp press of my thumb, I ended the call and shoved the phone into my pocket.
The house was silent when I returned, something I was beyond grateful for. I needed to clear my head. As I headed up the stairs, I could hear the faint ringing of a phone, echoing through the house. The sound seemed to come from Conrad’s private study. My stomach twisted with curiosity. What if it was important news about Alexander? He rarely allowed anyone in that room, especially when he wasn’t around, but I didn’t want to miss a potential update. I needed to answer it.
I hesitated only for a moment before moving toward the door. With a glance over my shoulder, I pushed the door open and stepped inside. It felt like crossing an invisible boundary, but the phone continued to ring, reminding of what I had come in here for. The room was dim, filled with rich mahogany furniture and shelves lined with books. I could feel the weight of Conrad’s disapproval in my chest, but I pushed it aside.
I could see the phone perched on his desk, still ringing. I picked it up, my pulse quickening as I introduced myself. “Hello, this is Abigail, Conrad Remington’s wife.”
“Ah, Mrs. Remington,” a male voice replied, sounding relieved. “This is Marshall, from the search team. We’ve been trying to reach Mr. Remington. We have an update regarding the situation with your brother-in-law, Alexander Remington.”
I straightened, every bit of my attention now focused. “What is it?” I asked, my heart pounding.
“We’ve found some potential leads and need to discuss them with him. We’re gathering more resources for the next phase of the search; it’s important that we follow up as soon as possible, with Mr. Remington’s approval, of course.”
“Yes, absolutely. I approve whatever is needed. I’ll let Conrad know. Please continue,” I said, my mind steady.
“Thank you, Mrs. Remington. We will keep you informed.”
As the voice on the other end provided details, I scribbled notes, my heart racing with the weight of the news. After we finished, I hung up, my breath shaky but my heart a little lighter. There was hope, even if it was only a little.
I stepped away from the desk, glancing around the room when something caught my eye—a beautiful oil painting hanging on the wall. I stepped closer, the dim light revealing the details. It was a stunning piece, almost ethereal, and I realized it resembled my silhouette, the lines delicate and graceful. It was me. The contours of the face, the hair swept back in a soft cascade, captured in a moment of serenity. I couldn’t hold back my gasp.
Beside the painting was a bouquet of vibrant red roses, their rich color popping against the muted walls. Attached to the stems was a card. I picked it up opened it, my breath catching as I read the words inside:
“For someone special, whose strength shines brighter than any star. I hope this brings you joy on your special day.”
Happiness spread through me, and I felt a flutter of hope—was this a surprise for me from Conrad? Had he been planning this all along, to make up for the way he’d let Susanna come into our home, and all the stress she’d caused me?
Tears pricked at the corners of my eyes, and for a moment, I let myself believe that he had meant this for me, that he had been thinking of me all along, even when it seemed like his focus was elsewhere. I smiled at the thought, my heart lifting as I imagined sharing this news of my pregnancy with him alongside his surprise.
I decided to pretend I didn’t know about the roses, to wait for him to tell me himself, and to plan for the right moment to share my own news. It felt like a delicate dance, one that could tip the scales in our relationship.
I stepped away from the painting, still smiling goofily. Just as I turned to leave the study, the door opened, and Conrad stood there, his expression shifting from surprise to concern as he took in the sight of me.
“Abigail? What are you doing here?”
AlexanderOne moment, I had Abigail in my arms, her warmth seeping into my hands, her perfume making me heady. Everything about her was soft, intoxicating...right. Her hand rested on my shoulder, her thumb unconsciously stroking the edge of my collarbone as we danced. I could feel her breath against my skin, hear the subtle catch in it. The kind of moment that builds toward something inevitable. A kiss, or more. I was seconds away from giving in to the pull.And then she tore herself out of my arms like she had been burned. The suddenness of it was like ice to the chest. My hands dropped to my sides, and I stared at her back, stunned. She wasn’t looking at me, but had her back turned to me. Her spine was stiff, her posture tight with something I couldn’t name. I couldn't understand it. Had I leaned in too far? Misread her body language? No, that couldn’t be it. I’d felt her responding to me. Her body had moved with mine like it wanted to. Still, the abrupt shift rattled me.“Abigail
AbigailThe words got stuck in my throat and the silence stretched thin around us, taut like a string about to snap. I stood there, unmoving, my back to him as panic built in my chest like rising smoke. My breath had become shallow. My fingers clenched at the fabric of my gown, trying to ground myself, and trying my absolute best to force the feelings back into a box they had no business slipping out of.But it was too late.I had seen Susanna, not myself, reflected in his eyes. It didn’t matter that it had been her who had sculpted herself to look like me, that it had been her who had had such a warped obsession with me that she had methodologically taken everything she could from me. It didn’t matter that even when she had just been a passerby in my life, she had designs to snatch everything she could from my grasp, and my face was just the least of it all.It didn’t matter because in the now, in this moment, it was her that was reflected back at me just now, and a cold, cruel thoug
AbigailAlexander extended his hand toward me with a slight tilt of his head and the softest suggestion of a smile. “Shall we begin?”I placed my hand in his, and the moment his fingers closed around mine, he pulled me toward him until we were close, closer than we’d ever stood before outside of a hug. His free hand moved to the small of my back with ease, and I swallowed, suddenly aware of how very little space there was between us.I mirrored him, setting my hand lightly on his shoulder, and lifted my chin to look up at him. His eyes searched my face for something, maybe amusement, maybe curiosity, and then settled on my own. He must have seen something there, because his expression softened.“Don’t be nervous,” he said, a glint returning to his eyes. “I won’t tell you if you’re a terrible dancer.”I scoffed, affronted. “Excuse you. A little while out of practice doesn’t make me terrible.”His brow arched. “Conrad never took you dancing?”I blinked. I hadn’t meant to imply anything
AbigailI smoothed a hand down my gown, brushing off an invisible piece of lint that had probably never existed. Still, the motion gave my fingers something to do, something to focus on, because my heart was hammering far too fast for someone about to practice a dance. It’s just a dance, I told myself for the fifth time. Just a harmless tango lesson. But even as I repeated it, the flutter in my chest refused to settle.When Alexander had reminded me earlier, as we had arrived home, to remember to come downstairs so we could practice, I had nodded with far more poise than I felt. I’d excused myself to change into something more comfortable, the felt gown I was now wearing, that still somehow felt too snug. Now, I was expected downstairs, where he’d be waiting.And touching me. That was what really made my stomach twist. Not the choreography, not the fear of stepping on his foot. It was the knowledge that for several long minutes, I would be pressed against Alexander Remington, our ar
AbigailIn truth, if I were choosing for myself, I would have gone with something quieter. A single string of pearls, maybe paired with a delicate pair of drop earrings, something that matched the soft elegance of the dress, that didn’t need to scream to be noticed. It would give my whole look a vintage undertone and graceful finish. But I wasn’t going to the banquet as Abigail.I was going as Susanna. And Susanna was never subtle. She didn’t care about balance or restraint. She cared about being seen, about being remembered. Being envied.The dress had already been a sort of compromise, as it was a gown I adored but one Susanna would have found too tame. So now, I needed to correct the scales. I needed to find something bold enough to satisfy the persona I wa
AbigailBy the time I finished changing and emerged from the fitting room, Quinn was long gone. I made a beeline for the drinks table and poured myself a glass of the guava flavored water that had been brought in earlier. The pinkish liquid glimmered under the light, and the chill of the glass was welcome against my palm. I took a slow sip, savoring the sweet tang, as I sat down.Out of the corner of my eye, I glanced at Alexander. His expression was tight with focus as he spoke into his phone. Something about the way his brow furrowed, the hand cupped near his jaw, the soft but firm tone he used all drew my eyes. I wasn’t trying to eavesdrop, and I didn’t catch more than a few words, but I could tell it wasn’t a casual conversation. Work, likely.Still, even when distracted, he had a w