Abigail
My stomach dropped. “What?”
“Susanna fainted,” he said, his voice rising. “The doctors think it could be something she ate. She said it started after breakfast.”
“You think I did something to her?” I snapped, my frustration boiling over.
“I’m not accusing you,” he said, though his tone didn’t fully match his words. “I just need to know if there was anything unusual in the food. Susanna’s health—”
“Was fine when I left the house,” I interrupted sharply. “I made her an omelette. Eggs, cheese, a pinch of salt. Nothing unusual. The same thing I’ve made a hundred times before.”
He sighed on the other end of the line, and I could almost picture him pinching the bridge of his nose. “I’m not accusing you of anything, Abigail. I just—”
“Just what?” I interrupted. “I’m here at the hospital, dealing with my own recovery, and now I have to defend myself because Susanna fainted? You think I’d harm her?”
There was a long pause, and for a moment, I thought he’d hung up. Finally, he said, “No, I don’t think that. I just… I’m trying to understand what happened.”
I let out a bitter laugh. “Maybe you should start by asking her. I’m sure she’ll have an answer that suits her.”
The phone felt heavy in my hand as I listened to Susanna’s shaky voice come through the line. “Oh, Abigail, please don’t feel bad,” she said. The words made me grit my teeth. “This isn’t your fault. I should have been more mindful of what I ate. Pregnant women need to be careful, after all.”
I could hear Conrad murmuring something on the other end, his voice low and soothing.
“Susanna, you need to rest,” he said gently, and there was a pause before he added, “Abigail, I think you owe her an apology.”
My grip on the phone tightened. My breath hitched, but I managed to keep my voice steady. “Apologize? For what? For making toast?”
“Abigail,” Conrad said, his tone a warning.
I bit the inside of my cheek, my anger barely contained. “If she feels faint after eating the same food we all had, maybe the problem isn’t with the food.”
“Abigail!” Conrad’s voice rose slightly, but I had already pulled the phone away from my ear. With a sharp press of my thumb, I ended the call and shoved the phone into my pocket.
The house was silent when I returned, something I was beyond grateful for. I needed to clear my head. As I headed up the stairs, I could hear the faint ringing of a phone, echoing through the house. The sound seemed to come from Conrad’s private study. My stomach twisted with curiosity. What if it was important news about Alexander? He rarely allowed anyone in that room, especially when he wasn’t around, but I didn’t want to miss a potential update. I needed to answer it.
I hesitated only for a moment before moving toward the door. With a glance over my shoulder, I pushed the door open and stepped inside. It felt like crossing an invisible boundary, but the phone continued to ring, reminding of what I had come in here for. The room was dim, filled with rich mahogany furniture and shelves lined with books. I could feel the weight of Conrad’s disapproval in my chest, but I pushed it aside.
I could see the phone perched on his desk, still ringing. I picked it up, my pulse quickening as I introduced myself. “Hello, this is Abigail, Conrad Remington’s wife.”
“Ah, Mrs. Remington,” a male voice replied, sounding relieved. “This is Marshall, from the search team. We’ve been trying to reach Mr. Remington. We have an update regarding the situation with your brother-in-law, Alexander Remington.”
I straightened, every bit of my attention now focused. “What is it?” I asked, my heart pounding.
“We’ve found some potential leads and need to discuss them with him. We’re gathering more resources for the next phase of the search; it’s important that we follow up as soon as possible, with Mr. Remington’s approval, of course.”
“Yes, absolutely. I approve whatever is needed. I’ll let Conrad know. Please continue,” I said, my mind steady.
“Thank you, Mrs. Remington. We will keep you informed.”
As the voice on the other end provided details, I scribbled notes, my heart racing with the weight of the news. After we finished, I hung up, my breath shaky but my heart a little lighter. There was hope, even if it was only a little.
I stepped away from the desk, glancing around the room when something caught my eye—a beautiful oil painting hanging on the wall. I stepped closer, the dim light revealing the details. It was a stunning piece, almost ethereal, and I realized it resembled my silhouette, the lines delicate and graceful. It was me. The contours of the face, the hair swept back in a soft cascade, captured in a moment of serenity. I couldn’t hold back my gasp.
Beside the painting was a bouquet of vibrant red roses, their rich color popping against the muted walls. Attached to the stems was a card. I picked it up opened it, my breath catching as I read the words inside:
“For someone special, whose strength shines brighter than any star. I hope this brings you joy on your special day.”
Happiness spread through me, and I felt a flutter of hope—was this a surprise for me from Conrad? Had he been planning this all along, to make up for the way he’d let Susanna come into our home, and all the stress she’d caused me?
Tears pricked at the corners of my eyes, and for a moment, I let myself believe that he had meant this for me, that he had been thinking of me all along, even when it seemed like his focus was elsewhere. I smiled at the thought, my heart lifting as I imagined sharing this news of my pregnancy with him alongside his surprise.
I decided to pretend I didn’t know about the roses, to wait for him to tell me himself, and to plan for the right moment to share my own news. It felt like a delicate dance, one that could tip the scales in our relationship.
I stepped away from the painting, still smiling goofily. Just as I turned to leave the study, the door opened, and Conrad stood there, his expression shifting from surprise to concern as he took in the sight of me.
“Abigail? What are you doing here?”
SusannaNothing but sheer, grinding self control held me back from lunging at Marceline. My fingers curled tightly into the fabric of my hospital gown, twitching with the urge to wrap around her throat and shake her until the smugness drained from her face. How dare she? How dare she come in here, stand over me like she always did, and speak to me as if I was some deluded child?I took a step forward to bring me close enough to her that I could smell the faint trace of her expensive perfume. I could feel I was close to breaking. One more sentence out of her mouth, and I might do something I knew I would regret.Instead of giving in to my anger, I dragged in a breath, sharp and thin like I was breathing through a slit in my throat. My silence only made Marceline bolder, and her gaze lit up with cruel amusement. Her voice was low as she asked, “Has the thought truly never crossed your mind, Susanna?”My chest tightened, but I didn’t look away.She tilted her head slightly, her eyes glea
SusannaIn this moment, I was truly, deeply thankful for the bandages because they spared me from having to fake a smile. With my face wrapped in gauze, no one could read me. I didn’t have to twist my lips into something sweet or courteous. Still, manners were important, especially when I was treading on thin ice.“I’m surprised you came to see me,” I said coolly, folding my hands over the blanket draped across my lap. “But thank you. I know you must be busy.”Marceline didn’t respond with words. She gave a grunt, something between a scoff and a breath, then just stood there, staring in my direction. Her gaze locked on me with such intensity that I felt an odd chill rush up my spine despite the warm room.I tried not to fidget under her scrutiny, but it was impossible to feel at ease when she was looking at me like that, like she was trying to peel away my bandages with just her eyes.“I thought your guards usually follow you everywhere,” I said, forcing casualness into my tone. “Did
SusannaAfter Conrad left, I didn’t move from the bed. I couldn’t find it in myself to get up, even to go after. I looked around the room, it was a disaster and it was seeing a reflection of how I felt inside. My pillows were on the floor with overturned trays, and the torn papers from the magazines I had torn apart were scattered near the edge of the bed. The curtain by the window hung askew, and I think I had knocked over a chair earlier in my fit. None of it mattered when the image of Conrad walking out the door kept replaying in my head like a broken reel.I didn’t know how many hour I lay in that position, lost in my thoughts.I could still hear my own voice calling out for him and feel the way the silence answered me back.I curled up on the bed, and pulled the blanket over myself. I wished the world would disappear. It wasn’t supposed to be like this. He was supposed to stay. He was supposed to hold me, and tell me it was all okay. He had been doing it all this time, hadn’t h
SusannaI heard another sigh from Conrad, fainter this time, as he came closer to me, ignoring the mess.I didn’t look at him. I could feel the tension in his presence. He hadn’t been happy with me lately. He was more distant, even when he was physically here, and always speaking in that frustratingly calm voice like he was trying to soothe a rabid dog. But I didn’t care about his unhappiness. He wasn’t the one with his face mutilated.His hand settled on my shoulder tentatively as if he was afraid I would snap at him for touching me. Maybe I would have, if I’d had the energy.“Tough morning?” he said gently.I let the silence hang for a moment, then turned my head just enough to look
SusannaThe effect was immediate. It was like watching a bird take a bullet mid-flight. The flinch in her eyes, the way her body froze for the briefest second before her spine straightened… it was delicious. Her mouth parted just slightly, a sharp breath escaping before she clamped it shut again. Her expression hardened almost instantly, snapping into place like armor.But I had seen the crack. I had caused the crack. Even with half my face wrapped in sterile gauze, even with the sting of scar tissue under it, I met her cold stare with pure smugness. “Why are you looking at me like that?” I asked, tilting my head just slightly, my voice dipped in mock innocence. “Surely you know you’re not some stunning beauty.”That was the trick, wasn’t it? Wrap the cruelty in enough softness and people didn’t know what
SusannaI didn’t bother looking up when the door creaked open. I didn’t need to when I already knew it was Conrad. It could be no one else but him.I could hear him sigh as he stepped inside and closed the door behind him, and I rolled my eyes before he even said a word. I already knew what that sigh meant. The room was a mess—the chairs were scattered, plastic containers were overturned and gauze wrappers were flung across the floor like confetti after a party no one enjoyed. And the overturned tray table? My proudest moment this morning. It had taken an impressive amount of force with one arm to do it, considering the dull throb that never seemed to leave my muscles anymore.But none of that compared to the storm I had felt rising inside me earlier. The fury, the humiliation… the way my skin burned, not just from the damage but from the sound of Florence humming.That damn nurse. She was always so calm, always so aggravatingly composed.She had been humming again this morning when s
AlexanderThe bold and certain look Abigail gave me, complete with that small grin, made my chest ache with something I couldn’t name. It was the kind of grin that always made me want to respond with one of mine, even now, when I was trying to be serious and trying to keep my worry from bleeding too openly into my expression.I didn’t like how eager she was to offer herself as Liliana’s bait. To anyone else, such a suggestion would sound reckless, but I knew the fire I saw in her eyes wasn’t recklessness but resolve. Seeing how firm it was did nothing to shake the dread her suggestion swirling around in my chest. I didn’t doubt Abigail’s strength for a second; she was stronger than most people I knew. More resilient, more relentless, more... alive. But she was also human, and I had seen how much pain she’d been through. I didn’t want her walking into the fire again just because she could.As if she had just read my mind, Abigail tilted her head, that grin that slowed my reason still
Abigail The sight made my stomach twist unexpectedly as my brain conjured up that embarrassing mental image I’d had earlier. I tried to banish it before it showed on my face and outed me. Moderation, I told myself. I needed moderation in my thoughts. “Not too long,” I said, keeping my voice light. “Maybe ten minutes? I let myself in when you didn’t answer the door. Hope that’s okay.” He nodded, already walking inside the kitchen. “Of course. You know you don’t need to ask.” There was something comforting about how easily I fit into his space. I didn’t feel like a guest anymore, not really. I watched as he started opening cupboards, reaching for plates and cutlery. “I figured we could eat first,” he said over his shoulder. “Then talk.” Talk. Right. That was the reason I was here. As he busied himself with the food, he asked, “So, how was your day?” I sighed and shook my head, dragging a hand down my face. That was all the answer he needed, apparently, because he laughed softly.
AbigailAs I stepped out of the car and shut the door behind me, I looked up at Alexander’s apartment complex with a small, wistful smile tugging at the corners of my lips. It had been a while since I’d come here. Last time, I hadn’t been in the best shape. With how drunk I had gotten, I could barely remember what I'd done the next morning. I shook the image of the memory away, firmly tucking it back into the recesses of my mind. I promised myself I would drink in moderation now if Alexander offered me a glass today, no matter how back breaking the office had been. The workday had drained me. I had been buried under a mountain of reports when Alexander’s text had come in. “We need to talk. Can you come by tonight?” It was unexpected and simple, but the effect it had on me was like watching sunlight break through heavy clouds. I had stared at the message for a full minute, rereading it with a small flutter of something that felt like pleasure bouncing in my chest. Then I texted back