NISHANE'S Point of View I FEEL like I'm losing my mind. Clifford is making me insane, and with all of my courage, I can't take it any longer.I have had men before. We can certainly have experience with it in the business I work in. Others are even compelled to do it, especially if the role is extremely obscene or if the tale contains a situation like that. to communicate with viewers more effectively. so that spectators of such a scenario will find it more credible. Since our work depends on where we are from, we must travel.And from my own experience, I occasionally become swept away by the elegance of the surroundings. I work with other vulgar people, so the touches feel genuine. Every time we do that, someone else whispers to me that we ought to keep going in the hotel or at their place. I occasionally send correspondence, but I also do so rarely.I am not in a relationship. Since I don't have a boyfriend and prefer to remain independent, being involved with other men i
NISHANE's Point of View THE NEXT DAY, I was unsure about how to handle Clifford if he decided to visit the mansion. I have no idea how to approach him. I feel as though this is the first time in my entire life that I have been embarrassed, as like I had no face to present to him. We both desired the outcome of last night's events; I wasn't the only one to profit from it or to feel joy. That served us both well.But why am I so timid?"You are not you, Nishane! Get back to your senses! You are not supposed to feel that!" I am not sure what transpired to me that evening. I definitely recall what happened, and I am certain that I was not intoxicated. I was rational at the time. Simply put, I don't understand why I must do those things or beg him to do them with me.I am merely annoyed by the fact that his kisses left me speechless. Why do I have to request it?"I knew it!"Last night, I gave it some thought. I'll regret my impatience in the morning when I wake up. To the man who co
NISHANE's Point of View AFTER the uncomfortable situation for me, Clifford and I split up. He is no longer embracing me. They shouldn't witness the scene, in my opinion. Everyone present in the mansion saw how Clifford's worry manifested itself. That's why I chose to cut ties with him. For those who witnessed it, it is upsetting because of what they might have thought.They are aware of our marriage, but they also understand that we are not in love. Since practically all of the maids and bodyguards were aware that I was an actress, our predicament was not kept a secret. Even though the rest of them support me, they should do Clifford's bidding rather than mine. Something I can understand given the seriousness of Clifford's offer to them.I took a big breath and entered the restroom once more to get dressed and dry my hair. Clifford and I could not say goodbye since I do not want to speak with him. My reason for feeling ashamed just became worse."What the hell just occurred!" I
NISHANE's Point of View I WOKE up the next day with a heavy chest. I catch my breath because I'm in pain. I had a very painful dream but I can't remember the details of my dream. But I'm sure it's about my dad. It's about him that hurts me.Whether I admit it to myself or not, there is a part of me that is incomplete because he is not with me.I suddenly had a dream about my father for reasons I do not understand. I'm not sure if I miss him because up until this point, I've been baffled by his disappearance. He had been deceased for a very long period, according to my mother. I believe my father abandoned him as a result of his misbehavior. I'm unsure of what is accurate. I also want to see him if he's still around so we can talk further.But... Will he still recognize me? Does he realize that I am still here? He still knows he has a kid like me, right?I don't know why that truth is kept from me. Is my father a bad person? Does he hate me? Is he also a mafia boss like Clifford
Khlea's Point of ViewI felt good when I woke up that morning. I don’t have anywhere else to go today, so I just thought of going to the gym to exercise. My friends and I have been busy these past few days, so we only saw each other even though we live in the same building. Even Allison I have not seen again.I was also busy talking to Cindy as I was helping her find a good hospital she could see for a second opinion. It’s not just me who wants her to get, but also her herself. I can also see that it is positive to think that her personality is really like that. I never saw the weakness of Cindy’s heart that I belong to her. We became a lover before so as much as I can, help I will do to improve her. It’s not like I have a conscience about her that something bad will happen to her because I will leave her. I also feel sorry for what she spent to reduce what she understood.“Are you sure you can’t come here?” Cindy asked on the other line as I walked on the treadmill. She has been aski
Khlea's Point Of View I was just stunned while sitting on the edge of the swimming pool. I have a schedule today to go see Cindy. We had a discussion about whether I would accompany her to another doctor so she could get a second opinion. I also just want to make sure that she will be treated well and get better; that's why I'm going with her. My attention turned to Allison, who came up from the pool. She is wearing a red two piece bikini. I can't help but stare at her beautiful and sexy body shape. For me, Allison's body is perfect and even more beautiful than mine. Of the two of us, she is more beautiful and sexier. That's okay because I'm not competing with her. I'm even proud of what she has. "Why are you staring at me like that?" Allison asked me as she wiped her body. Only then did I realize what she said, so I avoided looking at her. "I'm not staring at you," I said, even though I knew she caught me. The corner of Allison's lips did not escape the corner of my eyes. "Any
Nishane's Point of View "GET DRESSED and prepare yourself well. We will go somewhere."Clifford's words caused my eyes to widen. Since he arrived back from his business trip, he has been residing here at the house for five days, and during those five days, something has been occurring between the two of us. Yes, after he leaves his own firm and always at night.We already sleep together in bed because we're both married. That didn't matter to me since I simply opted to embrace our marriage when he wasn't around. Simply put, I don't love him. There is no love between us. Clifford needs a wife, thus the only reason we are together is because I don't have a choice.I pleaded with him not to make plans to have kids at this time. Actually, we discussed it and established guidelines.We also discussed topics that bothered us. Particularly me, as many people are eagerly awaiting my return. Social media still has my name all on it. My followers are still trying to find me. We must be ho
Nishane's Point Of View AT SEVEN o'clock in the evening, Clifford and I made our way to a respected steakhouse run by the man who identified himself as my husband. Once more, I'm disguised but, not the typical one I can still make out. This time, we made sure that I won't be identified because, rather than a cap, I'm sporting a red wig.Clifford questioned me as I sat in a seat that was empty, "Will you be okay?"The table is actually only reserved for two people. I decided to speak to my mother on my own, as we had agreed with Clifford. Even yet, I declined his invitation to come and support me. My anxiety is real. For a few of weeks, I didn't see my mother. For a few weeks, we didn't communicate. And I must admit that I am speechless when speaking to her. Now that I am aware of why I was in Clifford's care, I am at a loss for words.And I am confident that Clifford, despite his great worry, understands how I am feeling right now. However, I assured him that I can handle it on my