CHAPTER 56: Reciprocated

Nishane's Point of View

"PLEASE leave me alone! I don't have time to listen to your falsehoods!'

Clifford attempted to strike up a discussion with me, and I responded angrily. Am I crazy? Yes. If he believes the same way I do, I have every right to be angry. He shouldn't question my response because my emotions are real. I shouldn't dismiss my earlier emotions in order to demonstrate that I am unaffected.

I am impacted, and as the wife, I have a right to be impacted. If I stop feeling anything for Clifford, I won't be influenced any longer. However, I have. So, this is how I am. Is it sinful? No.

While he is currently standing in front of me, I have stopped crying. When I think back to their kissing incident, I used to feel regret and pain, but now all I feel is disappointment in Clifford.

Did I have expectations of him before, which is why I am now disappointed? Yes. I believed that we would successfully work out our marriage. so that everything would not come to naught even i