"I want to get back at you Kristina. I know you still have a love for me to this day. You probably wouldn't have bothered and sacrificed to take care of me in the hospital if I don't have a place in your heart. I know and I feel that you still love me, Kristina," Troy couldn't control the emotion he felt so he suddenly burst into tears."Just leave Troy because you won't get anything out of me," I say sadly while suppressing my emotions being felt."Why are you driving me away? Don't you love me anymore?" He asked me while there is a sad face to be seen."Yes, Troy I don't love you anymore. I know you'll just hurt me again and leave me again as you did before. So, please just leave and leave me alone here," I said in a loud voice as I tried to suppress my feelings of love for him. At the same time, my tears were falling.Troy stopped when he heard me say I no longer loved him. His tears just kept flowing. Until he slowly knelt in front of me begging and asking for forgiveness."I am
"I don't know what you're saying about !!" Savannah said with a loud voice as she was trembling with fear and nervousness. "Stop pretending to me Savannah. And stop pretending that you are innocent and that you don't know what is happening around you!" I said with a loud voice as my speech seems sounds different. Savannah was no longer able to speak but just listened to what I said. "But it's already done. I broke up with him and I chose myself over choosing him and forgiving him again which I know he will just repeat over and over again." "I accept that we broke up. As people said, if the person isn't for you, don't insist because in the end, only you will be hurt." "Everything has a reason and everything has a purpose. Maybe that's why we broke up is because she's destined for you, Savannah, and not for me," I smiled a little even though I knew I was just being forced but my heart still penetrated the pain they caused to me. "I'm here to fix all of this. I said earlier that I b
I even thought of just confessing to Troy’s Mom the real status of our relationship. And just stop to pretend to her anymore. And when I found a good time to talk to her, I did not hesitate to tell her the truth that Troy and I don't have a relationship. But we have been separated for a long time and now it seems that we are just friends with each other. Especially since no one formally says that we are back to the way we used to be, even if we say that we both feel the same way for each other's and I just suppress my feelings for him because I don't want to be hurt again. Before I finally left the hospital I formally said goodbye to Troy and left a few words for him. "Um, anyway, I'm leaving tomorrow Troy because I'm going home to Laguna to take myself rest. I will leave you here first and I no longer watch over you, but I will get some updates to your Mom regarding your good ratings and continuous improvement of your condition. I am sorry but I need to go home to Laguna first an
"Don't come near me and even more don't touch me. I hate you, Mike!" The loud and angry voice that I told him at the same time looked at him badly."What are those things you are saying now? You know I can't understand you. It's just what's going through your mind. Direct me?""Don't pretend anymore and I know all the shit you are hiding from me! Do you want me to direct you? Well, I am BREAKING UP WITH YOU! That's enough and I am so tired of your lying to me. You know, I trust you a lot Mike and I almost idolize you thinking that you are a kind man, that you are very different from everyone, and especially that you are not a cheater. But I am very wrong because I trusted you without knowing that you are more than animals. You are stupid, you fool me despite the love and sacrifice I've done to you. But this is enough I have opened my eyes to the truth. So there is no reason for us to continue this relationship between the two of us. I am breaking up with you. So, you can leave becaus
Even though I feel very heavy now and I don't seem to be in the right frame of mind, I was still able to go to the hospital to visit Troy again as I promised his Mom, the other day.It will be eleven o'clock in the morning when I get to the hospital. Somehow I still dealt well with Troy's Mom.When Troy and I were the only ones left in the room, I could not control the emotion and pain I felt so I just started to cry.This in turn Troy to be startled and confused as he pretended to be unconscious at the same time.Soon I was sitting next to Troy and there I released the pain I felt because of Mike."I can't believe Troy. The person I love will be cheated on me again. Is this my life that all the people I love will just leave me alone and suffer? Mike is cheating on me, Troy. He deceived me and betrayed me as well. Yesterday I saw him and her ex-girlfriend kissing and doing sex. They are animals who were even able to take a private house just to make their mysterious doing. I'm so pain
It seems right that I think it might be Mike that Savannah is talking to on her cellphone.Soon after, Savannah dropped the call and he was getting ready to leave with her car.I immediately turned around so that she could not see me and when she got enter her car I immediately went to my car and turned it on to follow her where she was going. Especially and I seem nervous today.I just kept following and spying on Savannah’s back. She has no idea what I am doing following her now.Soon, she suddenly turned to the left way of the road and I also continued to follow her. Until once I was surprised when she driving is way into San Carlos St. Where I once saw Mike enter this place as well.Because of this, my whole body was shaking and I seemed to be running out of breath because of the strange beating of my heart."My God, I hope this doesn't come true what I'm thinking now. I hope I'm just wrong in thinking and I hope I don't get to the point where I will have trauma again," I whisp