Before we all get our panties in a twist about what I am doing back here, let’s go a few weeks back to when Anin suggested I take a vacation…to Earth and of course, I agreed.I had a lot of mixed feelings about the whole situation with Miall, and I just couldn’t bear to be in the same space as him. He came by almost every day to apologise, but Nyleve didn’t allow him to see me but he would stay in the house all day and just continuously beg his mother to allow him to apologise to me.And as strong as I was, I would just spend the whole day crying because I will admit this, I was really hurt this time. Despite knowing that I had almost no chance with Miall, I wasn’t expecting him to do such a thing right after our ‘engagement’, it really hurt me and I shouldn’t be this hurt.However, Earth was needed! Well, more specifically, Frankie was needed and I have never felt like a bad bitch as I do right now!So, when I went back to earth, I was still moping around and Anin did not like that at
“Does it really make you sad?” I asked amused and she unhooked our arms and pinched my cheeks.“Yes! No one should ever grow up alone, and you care so much about everyone, even Willow,” she gagged and I laughed. “That it hurts me to see you so lonely, I want to crush the person's head who left you alone,” she said as her fist met her open hand. “I’m really glad you met Frank because then I wouldn’t have met you,” she said, hugging me.“Don’t you mean Miall?”“Nobody cares about that man, now let’s go!” Eventually, we did reach the bar despite almost getting lost so many times as if she knew where his bar was.We pulled the doors open and it was packed…with gays? What happened to this bar? Anin and I laughed as we pushed through the people, oh my gosh, what is happening? There was a raised platform with a pole right in the middle and they were dancing so exotically, I had no words but all I could do was laugh and cheer along with all the other people.We finally made it to the bar and I
“What’s a sunken ship?” Frankie asked as he showed off his bartending skills and I rolled my eyes. He had so many customers, and even though he had a waiter, I doubt she was any good at making drinks.“I’m coming over there,” I said as I got up and heard Anin explain the story to him, despite the fact that I wanted to avoid it. I wrapped an apron around my waist and saw that Anin’s explanation had gotten a few listeners.I happily attended to the customers despite having my whole life on Nioz being spilt to people I didn’t know.“And he had the audacity to propose to her in front of his people and later on that night sleep with his cheap ass girlfriend,” she said drunkenly and they gasped.“No, he did not!” Charlie, one of the listeners said dramatically as he held onto his chest.“Girrrlllll, he did! And later on that night, Amanah had an allergic reaction and he was nowhere to be found, it was really bad,” she continued, at least she wasn’t drunk to the point where she would mention
I will admit, I regret returning to Nioz, and no, it isn’t because of Miall but because of Nyleve! “Sit up straight,” she scolded again for the third time today. Yes, that’s right. I am in training on how to become a Luna, and I HATE IT! I’ve only eaten twice today, and it’s only 11 a.m. I am starving! We were currently at a woman-only gathering and were the stories, not saucy? Who would've thought that even mates would complain so much about their partners? I used to think (according to earth books) that wolves were insatiable but here go these women saying their men ain’t performing in bed anymore, girl! How sad really, well it’s not as if I’m any better cause I have been very celibate since I got here, and it seems I will be until the end of time. They weren’t only talking about things under the sheets, but they were also going on about how much more authoritative roles they wanted to have in the community and I agreed wholeheartedly, that uplifting women was a priority for me a
I sat in Miall’s office watching him as he worked, he looked so serious and sexy it was a real mission to just sit here and watch him. It had been just over a few days since I had moved back into his house. Of course, he didn’t like that, but I didn’t care, and Nyleve agreed wholeheartedly with me that if we’re getting married, we should pretend to be in love and as if we can’t get our hands off each other. I will admit, even though things were quiet between us and he did try as hard as he could to avoid me, I did enjoy this. I found it amusing and addicting to just pop up around him when he least expects it; his reactions were amazing. I guess I haven’t fully forgiven him as of yet, but I wasn’t harbouring any grudges against him anymore, as a matter of fact, I was enjoying his presence…whether he was fully here or not I liked being around him. I know I shouldn’t, but there’s nothing you could do about it. I leaned my head against my fist as I crossed my leg over the other, watchi
This was getting tiring, I felt so restless, and my heart kept beating violently against my chest. Tossing the blankets off my body, I groaned as I stomped my way into his bedroom. He laid on his back with one arm underneath his head as he stared up silently, what is he thinking about so hard? “What’s wrong?” He uttered so quietly that I almost didn’t get it. Have I annoyed him already? “No, you haven’t,” he said, looking at me and I froze in my stance, ooh butterflies. “Well, it wouldn’t matter either way,” I lied knowing damn well he knew that I cared. “Are you mad?” I asked, crossing my arms. “At what?” “The fact that I told you not to go after your girlfriend,” I tried to sound so sure about what I said, but I wasn’t about to offer him the opportunity to say that he’s mad at me. “No,” he said, simply leaving me confused; if he were lying, I would see it. “So, are you mad at me?” I pointed to my chest and he chuckled, shaking his head. “No, I am not mad at you or the fact I
Comfortable beds are the place to be. Even though I was scared to fall asleep in his bedroom, I managed just fine. The warmth from his smooth sheets and the way the held on to my skin in a warm embrace made me yearn for a lover...but why do I feel something digging into my thigh? I squinted my eyes as I got up, my eyes slowly looked underneath my body, and there I found Miall sleeping comfortably. In shock and wanting, I slapped him across the face and screamed. He opened one eye annoyed yet untethered, I knew my physical assaults on him never had an effect, but the least he could do was pretend to be hurt. I covered my breasts and said, "What are you doing here, underneath me!?" "What?" He mumbled sleepily, and my heart fluttered, so he's not fully awake yet? I slapped him again, and he turned his face, gladly giving me the other cheek. I was so close to slapping him again when he caught my hand and pressed his lips against it. "Stop hitting me." Fuck me; even his slumber voice
Training was the centre of all peace. For once in a long time, I felt as if I wasn't confused and knew exactly what it was that I wanted to do. It was as if everything had disappeared and being alpha or Miall didn't matter, being alive felt easier. However, it was hard to not shift during this kind of training, everything was easier and quicker if I had shifted but that was the whole purpose of this training, to see how long we could hold out on shifting, and Malakhi wasn't making it easy. Yes, I'm alpha and can hold my ground, but Malakhi is very competitive when it comes to such things, and Amanah cheering him on right now isn't really helping. I had diminished the sense of peace the minute Amanah came with her cheer squad, saying that it would motivate us to train harder since males liked showing off. I'm not saying that Amanah ticks me off, but her only supporting Malakhi is ticking me off. How she says his name so loudly and cheerfully pushes me closer and closer to the edge.