Panic Attack

-Jacob-

If I stand right in the center of the world and I look around searching for the closest person who I can rely on. Do you know what the result will be?

Nobody!

There is no one in my life who I can call family. The reason why I was so desperate to have my own child, wasn't because my parents thought having a child will solidify the position of mine as an Alpha. It's because I wanted to have my own family, own blood and a significant other who I will love and cherish. Since in my twenties I had yet to meet my mate or any sign of having my mate around, I gave up on searching for her and started looking for a legal surrogacy system outside the Pack.

I didn't trust fate or destiny. I never trusted coincidence or inevitability. All I felt was living with time flowing its own way.

But seeing how destiny played a big role. I can't deny the fact of fate.

The woman who was supposed to be the surrogate mother was actually met with an unfortunate accident on the day she was supposed to