"Who are you finding here, Jonas?" I asked my twin brother, who has been finding someone while roaming his eyes around. It’s obvious that he’s looking for someone while he's getting irritated right now.We were currently inside the playground right now as we followed Lindsay to where she was playing a while ago. She told us that she’s not done playing, so we let her be, and she also told us that she has new friends for me and his father to meet. Lindsay said that her friends are also twins, so she’s that excited for us to see. While we’re walking towards the playground, I can’t help but wonder.When I was on my way here in this mall, I was thinking that the woman whom Jonas was talking to earlier was the same woman with whom I happened to have a one-night stand, which technically was Jonas’ ex-girlfriend. I didn't see her clearly a while ago because Lindsay, the only girl in my life at the time, abruptly called me.I love that kid so much that I can do everything for her.I was startle
I HOPE this is just a nightmare. All the time and energy I spent running away from my past was probably for nothing. Every time I thought I had escaped my depressing past, I found myself back in the same depressing situation.Maybe what is meant to happen will happen, and I hate the idea that it includes the things that happen in my life. Is this the road that my life was meant to take? I don't know what it is, but it's really fucking annoying.I closed my eyes and heaved a heavy sigh before I faced this man who spoke behind me."You?" he said as if he hadn't seen me earlier.I pressed my lips together and tried my best to compose myself. With my chin lifted high, I am silently praying with all the saints that I could keep my stance and intimidate him at the very least. I gathered all the strength and courage that I have in me while facing this man, whom I wished never to meet in my entire life again. "What?" I asked as if I did not recall who he was or if we had some connection. He
"I can’t believe that it happened, Beks! My God! I’m so embarrassed!" I hysterically told her while shouting and jumping in front of Allaine. "But what I’m more pissed about is the goddamn attitude and boastfulness of that man! Fuck that Jonas."I can’t stay and calm myself down because of these mixed emotions that I've been feeling since earlier."If you can, Beks, why don’t you stop walking back and forth in front of me?" Allaine lazily asked and gave me the side-eye. "I have been getting dizzy since earlier, you know?"I couldn’t help myself but roll my eyes and cross my arms in front of her. This situation is serious to me, but it seems like she doesn’t care that I’ve been having an anxiety attack for the last hours. With all the bad luck that I've encountered today, Allaine doesn’t give a fuck."Oh, yeah, right, thank you! I really feel your support and promise. Life-changing!" I sarcastically answered as I aggressively sat on the side of the bed so she could notice my tantrums.
Just like what they were saying, we are the captains of our own ships. No one else could sail our ships except us, who can go whatever direction we want our lives to be. All the things that will happen from the start, will eventually come to pass based on the choices that we’ve made. And with every one of these choices and decisions that we make, we get to determine what will happen with our lives and future.I really don’t know where in my past life I went wrong to the point that I’m experiencing all this pain in my current life.Are all my sufferings from the moment I was born not enough?Are all the pain and hatred that I’ve received from my ex-lover ever going to be enough?Was it really not enough despite all the sacrifices that I’ve made just for my children and our future?My senses came back to reality when my driver called me to attention. "Ma’am, we’re already here."I gave him a faint smile and then nodded. He was about to go outside to open my door, but I ordered him not t
After I got out of Dylan’s office, I immediately called Allaine since she’s the only one that I could talk to and rant about my life. Only a couple minutes had passed when I reached my workplace again, went to my office, then to the elevator. As if it were destiny, Allaine and I met inside the elevator, so I couldn’t suppress my eagerness to curse out that Dylan Mijares in front of someone. Allaine stopped me from going hysterical, so I calmed myself down. I want to cry (again), but I already have no tears left to cry. I wanted to shout and go berserk however possible, but I just can’t since I’m still here in my office. I was so shaken earlier that I don’t even know how I got myself out of his building."Will you please calm down, Beks?" Allaine pleaded with her worried face.I can’t even hear her because of the rage that I’m feeling right now. That Dylan Mijares, I fucking hate him to death! Who the hell is he to tell me that he’ll be involved in our lives whether I like it or not?
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?" I was relieved that I got to his position first before he got into the twins. I was running just to block his way to my kids because he was persistent as fuck."Why? What do you think I’ll do?" He even innocently asked. He was wearing a rash guard with his shorts, so anyone could really see his toned body, flaunting his abs and his gorgeous body. Oh, my, wait, Kaye! Concentrate to push him away, okay? Don’t focus on his Adonis-like body. My eyes evaded that sight when I realized that Id been looking at it for too long. Instead, I gave him a deadly stare so he could be moved. He just smirked and looked back at me. "Get lost, for God's sake."He just simply smiled, glanced at my kids, and then looked at me as if he didn’t hear my threat. He went past me. I sighed and closed my eyes before I turned around and chased after Dylan, who was walking towards the twins.My eyes squinted in irritation. If he thought that he'd get into my children, then he’s wrong bec
OUR SITUATION continued. We always spot Dylan whenever and wherever we are, and it’s bugging me, especially when I’m with my children. I don’t want him almost stalking us, so I asked Attorney Sanchez if I could get him a restraining order. That way, he could not get near us anymore. "Tomorrow, we’ll send the restraining order that I filed against that Dylan Mijares. He’ll see what I’m capable of." I happily said to Allaine. Finally, I could get rid of that arrogant jerk from our lives. I am not comfortable with him lurking all around, so it’s better this way. I also feel harassed by all his stalking and whatnot, even though I've asked him multiple times to stop. This is just the right way to handle this."Are you sure about this?" Allaine asked after I told her what I and my lawyer have decided. "Yes, Beks. This is the only way to get rid of Dylan and to stop him from going after my children." I determinably said. "Anyway, I’ll be the one to get the kids later from the school."Sud
THE RESTRAINING ORDER was already released, and I believe that at this moment, Dylan has already received it. Well, I kinda knew it when my phone kept ringing and he’s the only one with an unknown number who would call me simultaneously.He deserves it, and I could care less!Currently, Allaine and I are not talking that much because I’m still mad at her betrayal, no matter how big or small that is. Regardless of her reasons, I can’t accept it yet. Allaine mentioned and explained that Dylan’s really going to my twins’ school because that happens to be Lindsay’s, his niece's, school as well. Since they are going to the same school, Dylan could also have the opportunity to visit Nicolo and Nicolai. I also realized that Lindsay must be Jonas’ daughter, since Dylan happened to be her uncle. I shook my head as I realized. Good for Jonas; he must have already moved on from his past. From our past. But here I am, still haunted by my wicked past with the father of my children. I recently too