CHAPTER 7- SHADOW OF THE PAST

"I THINK I SAW HIM, BEKS!" I hurriedly told Allaine as soon as she accepted my phone call.

I can’t compose myself. It felt like all my systems were mixed up right now, so I couldn’t calm down. My mind can’t decide whether it’s Jonas or the father of my children.

["Why can’t you just relax, Beks, everything’s gonna be okay."] She answered me from the other phone.

"Okay? Tsss… "How could I be okay in this situation?"

Since earlier, Allaine was trying to calm me down, but even though I did all the distractions that I could do to forget all these, I just can’t calm myself. I looked at my twins, who were playing inside the playground in this mall. They kept on glancing while smiling at me. Nicolo and Nicolai are enjoying themselves, and I’m glad that they don’t have to worry about this for now. Despite the worriedness that I’m currently feeling right now, at the very least, all my worries magically disappear whenever I look at my two playful kids.

I was currently sitting on a bench, d