Mag-log inCARSON BITTERS POV I felt him slide into the bed, my fingers grip the covers to prevent me from turning around. He wants to ask questions, and I don’t have any answers for him.As I walked away from the car a part of me hoped he’d chase after me, the other half was grateful he didn’t. This is why I was satisfied with our arrangement, because I knew I’d start to want too much.The warmth from his body is tempting, his scent overpowering, I want those arms wrapped around me and just for tonight, I let myself pretend this is okay. I hate that I’m using him like this.But I can’t help myself.I grip his fore arm with more force than necessary, throat tight with emotions. Just this once, I won’t indulge after this one time. Asher is still here when I wake up, he’s all smiles, but he’s watching me intently, searching for clues about what happened last night.I’ve reined it in, and so I smile at him, his eyes are suspicious, but he says nothing about it.
ASHER HALL I tried to sit in the car. I tried. But every second that went by with Carson up there, was a second Robin could be trying his luck with my man. The thought of that happening made me feel violent in ways I never thought was possible with me. Trusting Carson to handle himself is one thing, but trusting Robin– that’s something I don’t see myself doing. I trust Carson, we made it exclusive, he wouldn’t, not with the way he looks at me. Carson is smart, no doubt about it. His brain works quick, putting two and two together at an impossible speed. But it also made him think nothing got past him. He doesn’t see that Robin is waving a neon flag with his feelings on display in front of his face. I thank that cute obliviousness of his.Carson sobers up quickly the second he sees me. He was just laughing a few seconds ago, when I show up, he’s stopped. A lump of fury climbs up my chest.I scan the room, all of his friends are pr
Asher thinks my name is ‘baby’ now. He called me that during sex, and it could have been the euphoria, heat of the moment, shit, anything. The moment was something else, it was wildly intimate and also very fucking hot– thinking about it gives me a full blown boner, and now I can’t stop having a boner around him– that is beside the point. It’s always,“What do you want for breakfast, baby?” Or, “Come her let me help you shave, baby.”Yes he did help me shave, again, not the point.The point is, the man has forgotten my name!We went to bed together after he asked me to stay the night, there’s nothing on earth that could have kept me from spending the night with him. He said please, come on now, I was a goner after. He could ask me to drop dead in that gorgeous voice and the cherry on top that is ‘please’ and my only regret is that someone else would get him after I’m gone. I expected the ‘baby’ would calm down at the office.If you expected he’d recognize the four walls of the work
“Roll your hips for me,” he grunts, hands gently giving my hips the motion I need. It’s hard to breathe and roll my hips, the pressure inside me feels too good and we haven’t moved. He shifts in his seat, pulling down his pants when the zipper digs into my flesh.“You okay?”My head bobs once, if I speak it’ll be the loudest moan anyone ever heard.“You’re doing good,” he murmurs, finding my mouth again. The moan I’d been holding back slides directly into his throat and I feel him stiffen inside me, on reflex I squeeze and hold him right there. “Fuck.” Asher hisses, open mouth against my neck, his body rolling with an impending orgasm.“I’m coming,” I tell him. He comes first, like he had been waiting for me to say that all these while.He grips me tightly as his orgasm rolls off him.Mine kicks in immediately after. “I made a mess.” I murmur, nails digging in his shoulders, vision spotty.Asher chuckles, bringing his mouth to the side of my neck, just kissing me lightly, not the
Asher’s hands drop to my hip at my bold statement, eyes hooded, breathing heavy. “Anyone could walk in.” he murmurs, but he makes no move to remove me from his legs. His hands do a slow crawl, caressing my hips, thighs, keeping his eyes on me. “If we hurry, they won’t.” I say, mouth dropping between his neck and under his earlobe, drawing a shaky breath from him.“Be very quiet.” he says with a rough voice.Damn.It’s so easy for him to turn me on.His hands slip under my shirt, thumb stroking my stomach, eliciting a long hiss of pleasure. He presses his thumb into my skin, hot mouth finding my earlobe. “You’re not being very quiet,”“Sorry,” I choke out.His hands resume, I grip his neck for dear life as he moves across my chest. My mouth finds his earlobe, sucking on it hard, Asher writhes under me, his hands moving like some kind of maniac. “Who’s not quiet now?” I rasp, trying to keep my own voice from being noisy is difficult.Asher’s response is flicking my nipple.“Shit.” I
I don’t realize I’d fallen asleep until I feel the sun on my skin. The first thing I do is swat at the empty space where Asher should be, wanting to feel the warmth of his skin, and soak up his scent. But he’s not there.“Did I wake you?” his voice says instead from somewhere in the room. Pushing myself up, I find already dressed and ready for work. His hair perfectly coifed. He looks so good.“What time is it?”He smiles at me, a warm, soft thing that rips open a bag of butterflies at the base of my stomach.This man is dangerous for my heart health. “11:40.”“Shit,” I curse, pulling the covers off me and shuffling off the bed. I glance at him, then pointed glare at him.“You’re already dressed. Why didn’t you wake me?”He takes my hand, snatching me to himself, I have to clamp my mouth shut to keep from screaming.“You’re gorgeous in your sleep. I couldn’t possibly wake you.” he tells me, eyes darting to my mouth.My pulse spikes.Tongue wetting my lower lip.Asher leans forward,
I ended up eating my ice cream all by myself. Of course he wasn’t going to eat the ice cream, he’s Asher Hall, example of the straights. Changing out of my battle royale suit, and choosing a soft navy blue shirt and black pants, and I think one of the perks of working from home is the fact that I
My head spins. I can’t see. I can’t breathe.What is happening…?My chest feels tight and hot.There’s a ringing somewhere.My fingers graze along the metal walls, tripping on themselves as I try to find the buttons. Shaking my head, trying to focus, squeezing my eyes…This can’t be happening.I
“Why did you kiss me?” “The deal was one question,” he says firmly, nodding at the phone in my hand. I let myself chuckle, well played. Very well played. Even so, I can’t help the excitement that rushes through me.Asher kissed me.He admitted that much, there’s even evidence of him saying this o
“You don’t kiss your boss, Mr. Secretary.” I say, finishing up, then I realize this is not the conversation to be having when my shirt is undone.What if I start dry humping him right now? It’s already established that I’m pathetic with him. It won’t be surprising to me, it will however, send him







