LOGINYou’re not supposed to want straight men. Carson Bitters wants nothing more than to feel his secretary inside him. He dreams of it every day. You’re not supposed to fall in love with them. They won’t love you back. But Carson can’t stop longing for Asher Hall; the man his homophobic father handpicked for him. A living, breathing, giant NO. And yet, every time Asher speaks, every glance, every careless brush of his hand, Carson finds himself wanting more. Needing more. And what starts as longing could destroy everything, or make it unforgettable.
View MoreI am still reeling from the fact that he sucked off the chocolate from my skin, my upper lip still tingles, and then he goes ahead to say he never saw me as a kid?? What does that mean??Is that a good thing?I mean, not seeing me as a kid should be good right? He takes the jacket from my fingers, my hand falls back to my side.With his hands on my shoulders, he steers me to the sofa in our shared office. “The light won’t be enough for both of us to get any work done, and we know we’ll be here all night, so you should rest.” I sit on the sofa.“And you’ll work through the night?”He drapes the jacket over my shoulder, this time I know I won’t be ripping it off for any reason. Even if I wee hot and sizzling, and I hate to sweat. “You hate to do research.” he says simply.So he knows then. Of course he did, every time I had to do research I pushed it until the very last minute. He goes to my table to pick up the used cup. I watch in slow motion as he drinks from the cup. Asher
Asher was out of his seat, and I hold my breath, watching the way his shirt clung to him like a second skin. Jesus.Why did his shirt have to look so devastatingly good on him??I swallow, eyes jumping to his face before they had the chance to dip below his waist. He doesn’t even give me the chance to imagine what he looked like below the belt, not like I haven’t done that plenty of times. “Give me a minute.” he says before leaving.I exhale, finding myself able to breathe again. What do I do? What do I do??We could go back to work, I mean that’s why we’re here, but do I really want to go back to work? There are plenty of things I can think of that we could do here, right now. Again, I am setting myself up for disappointment.Grounding technique… what’s his name? Asher Hall.The number of times I’ve moaned that name in the darkness of my room. Why did he have such a moan-able name?? Ugh.Focus, Carson.Next question, he’s twenty eight, two and eight.Five years older than I a
My secretary looks more like the boss in his seat than I ever will.He’s desk is directly opposite mine, something I had to order him to do otherwise it was a no.His tie is loose, jacket somewhere on the back of his chair, hair sticking out everywhere from running his fingers through it several times. The sight sends a jolt straight to my dick, and it’s impossible to concentrate when he was sitting opposite me with his glasses perched on top of his nose.I watch closely, unable to peel my eyes off him, he turns a page on his stack of papers, arm flexing, he had rolled his shirt arms to the elbow, so the line of tattoo that runs under his shirt is visible. I swallow.The number of times I have imagined tracing that very line with my mouth is heart stopping.Suddenly he looks up and I shoot up from my seat, every inch of me covered in skin feels unbearably hot. “Bathroom.” I squeak,With this hard on, it’ll be impossible to concentrate, I had to do something about it. He gauges
You don’t fall for straight men.You don’t spend ample amount of time fantasizing about him. You really shouldn’t spend your entire forty five minute break replaying all the scenes you’ve made up about him in your head. My personal favorite is the one where he’s in my seat, hands firm on my hips, cheeks flushed, biting my lips because I know better than to make a sound.Yes I know, a very crazy thought to be having about your secretary.My straight secretary my father personally handpicked. It would never happen.Carson, you know the rule. You don’t fall for a straight man. You don’t look at straight men and wish they would call you ‘Good Boy’.Or imagine how their big, rough hands would feel on your skin, or if their mouths are as soft as they look, or how they whispered your name in the dark. Too many ‘or’s.Because he will never feel the same way. Even if he’s wearing a tailored suit the same color as his eyes.Especially since he was the no fun Asher Hall.I have never se












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