I hadn’t realized I was that tired. I slept like a rock. I woke up and saw the text from Stu. It read, dress comfortably, which I did. Only some jeans, an oversized cow neck sweater and some boots. I kept my hair cut short, so I didn’t have any work to do. I liked makeup but I wasn’t the glam type. I pulled myself together and headed out.
Stu and I went to dinner at this little Italian spot. The food was amazing, and place was cozy. We
ate and talked for a long time. I appreciated the simplicity of Stu, way more than I had before. The energy was good, and he was easy to be around. I felt no pressure to be anything more than Eve.We laughed and played around freely. The night was
going well until I looked up to see my worst nightmare staring me in the face with the look of anger across his face. Mr. Black was headed out the door and looked up to see me laughing with Stu. He cocked his head to the side, as he and his friends continued to walk out. I put my attention back on Stu, unbothered. I actually felt good letting him see that I wasn’t losing no sleep over him. We left and headed to the club to dance off some of the food. Stu was a good dancer. He always put me in the mindset of lovemaking by the way he danced. This was about as close as we were getting so, we didn’t hold back. I had managed to keep my virginity intact and it would remain that way.After dancing, we headed back to our table. Stu went to the restroom, as I watched all the people dancing on the floor. I stood up and swayed to the music, while waiting on him to return. If Janet was there, we would have hit the floor. I didn’t want to leaveStu hanging trying to find me, so I danced where I was.
I picked up my drink and sipped it as the music took over. I closed my eyes as the base vibrated from my feet, up my body. I opened my eyes to see Mr. Black standing across from me on the other side of the dance floor. The club wasn’t big so there was far less space than you would imagine. But enough to keep a safe distance.It was like the spotlight was on him as he stood there like a god. The glow around him made him look majestic. He stood there, holding both sides of his jacket collar, staring directly into my eyes. He didn’t move. I scanned his body; oh, he was different. It was like night and day. This Mr. Black didn’t look like corporate Mr. Black. This was just Black at this point. Sweat suite, and sneakers Black. Single cross on his neck Black. Hanging with his boys Black, different level Black.
I stared back as his stare became more intense. I could feel him all over me. I couldn’t look away and he wouldn’t look away. He held his position and the room stood still. It was just me and him. The music slowed down as Usher’s Tell Me played. The sexiness of the song, and the intensity of the stare had me in a trance as my body swayed to the music. I noticed that he swayed with me as if we were dancing together. I could feelhim near me, against me. I could feel his arms around me, Icould smell him. He licked his lips and I could taste them. Hehad me, and everything I thought before this moment went out the window. The words to the song had me wanting to go tohim. This was the most sensual thing I had ever experienced. Iwanted him in the worse way. I felt his heart calling for me, andmy heart desired his. This pull wasn’t by accident and it wasn’tintended for anyone else. He was mine and I was his.
He neverbroke his gaze; he was calling for me. His soul was screamingfor mine. My soul cried out for his. I had never needed anyonein my life, and I needed this man. I longed for him in the pit ofmy gut. I had never had anyone need me, but he did…I couldfeel it. Forget everything and everyone else, this was ours. Mybody wanted to be with him, he was home. My heart was where he needed to be. It was strange but very real.
The song went off just as Stu returned from the bar with fresh drinks. He must have gone there from the restroom. I had forgotten all about him, honestly. He broke the vibe and kissed my cheek, unaware of the opposition across the room. Black looked at me like I was his woman cheating with someone else. He wiped his hands over his head and down his face before walking out. All I could do was watch as he left with my heart.
The rest of the night was strange. I couldn’t shake him. I tried to come back to reality, and stay in the moment with Stu, but I couldn’t. “Hey, you alright? You haven’t been the same since I left.” He screamed over the music. I faked a smile and nodded. “Can we go? I am not really feeling this club anymore.” “Yeah, sure, whatever. You want to go shoot pool or something?” I smiled, hitting something would definitely kill some of this tension. “Yes.” I smiled, settling Stu’s poor heart. I had sucked the life right out of this date, Black started it, I thought to myself.
We headed to the pool hall which was a few blocks away. It was a nice, hole in the wall. The lights were dim and it was a cool vibe. People were eating, drinking, and playing. The sound of balls hitting each other put me at ease. This was my thing. My friends and I used to shoot pool all the time at home. Stu had no idea what he was in for.
He paid for the table as I bopped to the music. He got the ball tray and we headed to the back where our table was. I was ready. Stu smiled at my professionalism as I chose the stick and chalked it up. “Oh, so you play, play?” he said as he racked the balls. “I do a little something, something.” I smiled back at him. “Oh, you a shark. Only sharks talk like that.” We both laughed. I broke, we played, I won of course.I was chalking up for the next game, when a group of guys came in. You could not see them from where we were. They were a little loud, but it didn’t bother anyone. We all did, however, looked at the door to make sure nothing was jumping off. Out of nowhere, I felt warm. I could feel the same pull I felt at the club. He was here. Nah, I told myself. I was tripping.
We were having a good time, although Stu was down 2 games. “I knew it. You think you’re going to be running the table on me all night? I got to step my game up.” He smiled as he looked up at me and racked the balls again. “That is exactly what I plan to do. You just keep racking them sir.” “I got next on this table.” We both looked up. I know my mouth dropped to the floor, it had to. Stu looked at him, then me, then him again. He looked at me one last time to check for my answer. I shrugged my shoulders; I didn’t know what else to do.
Black was standing there, serious as a heart attack. He walked past me, cutting his eyes so Stu couldn’t see. I wanted to run, but that would be too obvious. This couldn’t be happening, it couldn’t be. Stu walked up and whispered in my ear, “You good? You know this dude? I can tell him no.” “I’m fine, you don’t mind, do you?” I asked, genuinely concerned. “Not at all. Somebody has to stop you.” He smiled and kissed me on the cheek. I could see Black’s jaw tighten, so sexy. His movements were that of ownership without words. I tried to pull myself together and break. I focused in on the game, trying not to make eye contact.
Stu was sitting at the table snacking. He walked up to me and whispered he needed to go out to take a call. I touched his shoulder, letting him know I was fine. I shot my eyes to Black who was watching us intensely. As soon as Stu walked away, Black walked up to me. “Is that your man?” I was stuck. He wasn’t my man, but we were seeing each other. I didn’t want to downplay Stu because I did like him. But more so because I didn’t know what Black was capable of. “He is my date.” “Not what I asked you. Is...he...your...man?" he was standing so close; I could smell his breath. It was like sweet mint, but not like gum. Just a clean, fresh mouth. He was leaning against the table chalking while I leaned forward to make the shot. “No, um, he’s my friend.” I shot and missed. “Liar.” He said, cracked a smile, and walked to the other side of the table. He shot, hit, and shot again. He was walking back around the table, so I blurted out “I am not.” Sounding like a child, as I tried to redeem myself. I was a little upset. “No worries, it’s temporary", he said leaning down right past my face and shot the next ball in. He shot, I shot.
Stu came back as we had one ball a piece and it was my turn. I ran the last two shots and beat him. Black had lost interest in the game as he sized Stu up. “Eight ball corner pocket.” I shot. “Damn Eve, you’re on fire tonight babe.” Stu came and hugged me. Black looked like he had seen a ghost as he put the stick back and walked straight out the door. “I guess he’s a sore loser, he didn’t even say good game or nothing.” Stu said and racked the balls. I was sad he was gone, but smiling on the inside at his comment, ‘temporary’.
Stu and I ended the evening in the cab. He knew it wasn’t going any further than that. He never pressured me, and I appreciated that. I wasn’t even in my door good before Janet came running out. “Hey boo, how was it?” She followed me in, Marshall not far behind. We sat up for half the night, talking about what happened. They ended up sleeping over, binge watching shows and eating popcorn. They were my rocks, and I was happy to have them.
The alarm went off, so I hit the button and jumped up. It was an early day for me, as usual. I am usually up at 5, get my work out on, jump in the shower, and at the office by 7. I am the CEO, so I gotta set a good example right. Today I had a pretty light schedule, only a few meetings then free for the remainder of the day. My team was strong, so no micromanaging for me. I paid them well to ensure that.I knew starting out I didn’t want to be 'that guy'. In college, I worked for this little Rinky dink company for 'that guy'. You know the a-hole that has a badge, so he thinks he’s somebody? Yeah, nah my man, I am going to show you what a somebody looks like. I am from the hood, the boogie down Bronx, to be exact so that is a no-fly zone. Flexing on us is a no no. But I learned to hit them where it hurts, them pockets. He quickly learned not to mess with me, respect son, that’s all I ask. I didn’t need to be a tough guy to get my point across, but it didn’t hurt none that I could be.T
I pulled up to the building where the valet was waiting to take the cars. “Yo, Mr. Black. Tell me you saw that game?” Jason the valet said as I got out. “Damn, it must have been a good game, you the second person that asked me that.” We dapped up and I gave him my keys. “Awe you missed it? Nah, tell me you didn’t miss it? They were balling out yo!” He said and hit a move like he was shooting a basket. I didn’t take it as disrespect, that’s how we spoke here. He knew when and when not to. “Yeah, I missed it, but I will watch it tonight, I dvr'd it. Don’t scratch my ride.” I looked at him sternly and he knew play time was over. “Yes sir, Mr. Black, I got you.”I tipped him and walked to the door.“Good morning Mr. Black, how are you this fine morning?” “Great Mr. Johnson, how are you?” “Any day above ground is a good day.” Mr. Johnson was one of the best doormen and people I had ever met. He really took pride in his job and loved his family. “How’s the family? Tell Mrs. Johnson hello for
Yes son, why? What happened?” I laughed because she was over this woman thing. “Hear me out. I slammed into this woman today and she literally took my breath away. I felt feelings I have never felt before. It was from my core Mom; I could feel her in my spirit. It scared me a little. And now I can’t get her off my mind. I can’t work, I can’t think straight, am I tripping?” I laid it all out there to the one woman I trusted more than anyone in the world. “Okay son, take a deep breath.” I blew it out. “Okay, now what happened? And I need details.” I tried to pull myself together, she really had me tripping. “I went to the café to get lunch. When I walked in the door she jumped down and slammed into me. I held her for support and all hell broke loose. I was sweating, my heart skipped a beat, and a warm feeling came over me. She didn’t even say anything, but I could feel her speaking to my soul Momma, I could feel her.” I shook my head, listening to myself still unable to believe what wa
I went up to my office and shut it down. I still had some things to finish but I didn’t feel like doing anything, nothing else mattered. I needed to go. I called for my car, which was there when I got downstairs. I got in and headed home. I needed to sleep, and I needed to pray. I know they say God will meet you where you are, but I would not dare disrespect Him drunk. I would sleep some of this off, shower, then pray. I needed some direction, and I needed an answer. I ended up passing out.I woke up the next morning, to the sound of my phone going off. I scrambled around to find it. I tried to focus and saw that it was Stephanie was calling, I was late. I was my own boss, but I led by example, so being late was unacceptable. “Yeah?” I answered. “Hello…Adam. Are you alright? Do you know what time it is?” I barely had my eyes opened. “Nah, what time is it?” “8 am!” I jumped up. I had to get it together. I don’t even drink like that. This woman had me all messed up, I didn’t pray last n
I got to the bar just in time for my drink. The fellas had ordered a round, and I was happy. I needed this straight and fast. I knew me and if I didn’t calm down, I would be back at that restaurant. My pregame buzz was gone, so I took the shot straight to the head.The music was blasting, and I was feeling it. We headed to the dancefloor. I didn’t want to kill the vibe, so I danced to the music. We were standing off to the side but still dancing, and having a good time, until I saw her. This had to be someone’s sick idea of a joke. She was on the dancefloor with the same guy. They must’ve been on a date. Maybe that was her man, and if so, I had made a complete fool of myself. But my heart didn’t believe that. I could feel it; it was something more to it, to us. I watched as they danced, wishing it was me. I paid attention to her body movements, and his hands. The way they danced could tell the whole story.After the song was over, they went back to their table. He left, and she was si
Eve…I awakened to an empty apartment. I had no idea when, but Janet and Marshall left. I stretched and looked around for my phone. I had no clue what time it was. I do know I had a good time last night. Immediately the thoughts of all that happened came fluttering back. I smiled at the thought. I thought it was a dream, but I knew better. I never drank enough not to remember things that went on. I was definitely with Black last night. I definitely danced with him, and he definitely said that Stu was temporary. I smiled again, Mr. Black was talking heavy last night, and I was all in.I found my phone just in time to hear it ringing. Looking at the clock, I had slept until almost noon, wow. It was Mrs. Schaeffer, so I answered immediately. “Hello Mrs. Schaeffer, is something wrong?” “Hi Eve dear. No nothing is wrong but I do need you to do me a favor. I seemed to have left my phone on my desk. It is no worry for me to get it before Monday, but if it wouldn’t be too much trouble do you
He nestled down into my neck as he sang in my ear. I could hear his soul cry in his voice. So, I pulled him in tighter, letting him know he was safe with me. “Yes”, I kept saying to him, as I stroked the back of his head. He began kissing my neck and before I knew it the song had gone off and come back on as his face slid up to mine. He looked at my lips, asking for permission as his jaw clinched…so sexy. I looked at his lips, bit my lip and looked back into his eyes. He low moaned and I was spent. He gripped tighter as he brought his lips to mine. His tongue immediately invaded my mouth. It was like candy, as I tossed it around in my mouth. It was perfect. His hands ran through the curls in the back of my hair as he tugged softly. He licked down my neck and came back up to stare into my eyes.He began walking back to the couch, pulling me with him. He sat down and put his head into my stomach. It was like he was the one who couldn’t believe it as he shook his head from side to side.
I woke up a few hours later, refreshed. I looked at my phone to see what time it was. There were several text messages. I had slept like a rock because the chiming would usually wake me. One from Janet who was supposed to be coming over for the cooking class, which she cancelled. She was going out with Billy, figures. One was from Stu, asking was I good. He knew I was spending Saturday to myself as I always did. I felt bad, I would text him back later. I had two from an unknown number. The first one said, “I’m sorry.” The second one said “I miss you already.” Butterflies started to flutter in my stomach. It was him, I could feel it but I couldn’t respond, although I wanted to. All the feelings came back; and I was doing so well. I read them about six more times as I moved through the rest of my day.I got all my stuff together for this online class. I needed a distraction, and this was perfect. I turned my music on and grabbed my apron. We were making Chicken Marsala. I poured my w