The Defamation

I held her hand to stop her from moving then she looked back at me shocked, she held her chest and panicked, her body shook as she looked depressed suddenly. So I let her go but she kept staring at me in fear, I didn't know what was happening and how I was to stop it. Her back hit the door and she took the handle and ran out of the door not even bothering to look back or closing the door. 

I watched on surprised about her behavior and the reason for it, then it occurred to me that, maybe after the rape incident, she had gotten a fear of men. And I am a man to her even if I was her friend, she saw me as a man. My heart skipped a beat and I knew the matter wasn't something to joke with but I also didn't know how to get rid of it since she feared me. But then letting her go because of that didn't suit well with me, I wanted her for myself in the word and meaning forever and ever. And I wasn't ready to back down, I watched the door silently praying she would come and if she did,