CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE

"Oh my God, this is all my fault," I whisper, a sob erupting from my chest as I bury my face into his shoulder.

Lucas rubs my back slowly and tightens his arms around me as I sob quietly into his sweater.

"Shh you have to stay positive, Sophie. I saw him come in and I can tell you he wasn't in pain."

Was he truly not in pain? God, I hope that’s true. Even with the past day’s events I will never wish pain or hurt for Gavin.

He’s the one that brought me up when I couldn’t stand myself. He saved me. God, he loved me. I don’t think I’ll ever stop loving him.

I sniff, nodding to reassure him I’m okay and I take a deep breath as Lucas releases me and wipes my tears away.

"I'm okay, go. It’s OK, I’ll see you later. Thank you, Luke," I whisper, faking a smile. Kel leans forward, giving me a kiss on my forehead.

"I’ll be back soon, go see your man, Sophia."

She smiles warmly, hoping to lift my spirits and I wait until they turn the corner before wiping my cheeks and finding the strength to wa