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After I Died, My Family Lost Their Minds
After I Died, My Family Lost Their Minds
Author: Carbon Toast

Chapter 1

Author: Carbon Toast
I felt the floor drop out from under me, so I closed my eyes and waited quietly to die.

Then came a solid smack.

She'd lunged crooked, missed her footing, went down face-first, and rolled the whole flight.

Which is how I dodged Tessa Ashford's plan to shove me to my death.

I opened my eyes, looked at the empty space beside me, and shrugged.

Too bad. Still alive.

Tessa's sobbing tore up the stairwell.

I ignored it, turned around, and went looking for a good spot to tuck myself into and wait for the end in peace.

One loop of the second floor and I found it: the ventilation duct above the bathroom, its cover not quite shut.

Dark, narrow, wrapped in sheet metal.

A perfect drawer in a morgue.

I climbed in, folded my hands over my stomach, and closed my eyes, satisfied.

Downstairs, Tessa's crying had summoned the entire household.

"She said that as long as she was here there'd be no place for me in this family! And then she pushed me down the stairs on purpose!"

Mom, Dad, and my older brother Ryan came up the stairs in a fury, ready to confront me.

They tore through the rooms one by one. Finally Ryan kicked the bathroom door open.

A flashlight beam swung up into the duct.

And lit up me, lying flat and straight inside it.

The air went dead for a second.

Tessa's crying cut off like someone had stepped on a squeaky toy and then taken their foot off it.

Mom pointed up with a shaking finger. "You just said... she pushed you down the stairs?"

Tessa's face went white, then blotchy. She forgot to keep crying.

But she recovered fast, threw herself into Mom's arms, and wailed even harder.

"No wonder she dodged me when I tried to say hello.

"I wasn't even going to fall. I'd just gotten up and I heard something moving in the ceiling. I thought it was a ghost.

"I panicked, my foot slipped, and I went down. That's why I thought she'd pushed me."

She twisted her fingers into Mom's blouse. "Does Claire hate me? Was she playing ghost up there to scare me off?"

Ryan heard that and glared up at me like he wanted to put a hole through the metal.

"Claire! You've got a whole house and you'd rather hide in a vent like a rat?

"I think you crawled in there on purpose to scare Tessa and get her to fall down the stairs!"

I opened my eyes a little and gave them a hollow glance.

"Oh. Sorry. I didn't know lying here could scare her.

"I'll shift a bit further in and keep quiet. Would that be better?"

I scooted deeper. My back knocked the sheet metal with a dull boom.

That noise was what finally set Dad off.

He came up with a golf club from somewhere and swung it hard against the metal duct.

"Claire! Tessa's been in this house seventeen years and never had so much as a hair on her head harmed!

"You come home and the whole place is in an uproar!"

His face was thick with disgust.

"Are the Ashfords short a bed for you? Get out here. Now."

I didn't get out.

Even if I had, I wouldn't have known which room to go to.

Because they hadn't given me one.

In the end two of the security men hauled me out of the duct by force.

I came out coated in dust and got dumped on the living room floor.

Mom patted the trembling Tessa with one hand and looked down at me.

"Go get cleaned up. Pick any room in the house you like.

"But you are not — ever — to play ghost and frighten Tessa again."

To make sure I couldn't get back in, they had the grilles welded shut over every duct in the house.

Still covered head to toe in dust, I walked the second floor.

There were plenty of rooms.

A music room, a study, an art studio, a gym, a dressing room.

All Tessa's.

Even the little junk room at the far end of the hall. The maid rolled her eyes at me.

"That got turned into Tessa's yoga studio yesterday."

I nodded. Fair enough.

If there was no room in this house for the living, I'd find somewhere fit for burying the dead.

So I pushed open the door of the greenhouse out back.

Perfect — a few long empty planter boxes in the corner.

I picked the one with the softest soil and lay down in it.

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  • After I Died, My Family Lost Their Minds   Chapter 10

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  • After I Died, My Family Lost Their Minds   Chapter 9

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  • After I Died, My Family Lost Their Minds   Chapter 8

    My soul drifted into the air above them and watched the corridor below.My body was covered with a white sheet and wheeled toward the morgue.The surgeon's words went into Mom like a knife.She fainted and collapsed to the floor.Dad caught her in a panic and ended up sitting on the tile himself.He stared at his own hands. Then he started swinging his arms like a lunatic, slapping himself across the face over and over."I should have knocked on that door! Why didn't I knock on that door?"Ryan's legs gave out and he went down on his knees, his head buzzing."It's not possible. How could she be dead?"He rushed the gurney and yanked the sheet back.Underneath it was my face, drained of everything.He'd spent weeks telling me I wore a dead woman's face.Now that he was actually looking at one, he couldn't stop shaking."Dead? Just like that?"Into the dead silence came Tessa, tears on her cheeks, sniffling softly.She crouched down and reached out to help Dad and Ryan up

  • After I Died, My Family Lost Their Minds   Chapter 7

    "We can still save her."The doctor's words hit Mom like a shot of adrenaline, and everything she'd been holding together came apart.She let out a breath, sagged down beside the stretcher, and gasped for air."Save her. Please, I'm begging you, save her."They rushed me onto the helicopter and flew me to the hospital downtown.Outside the operating room, the air in the corridor was thick enough to choke on.The red light above the doors glared brightly.Ryan stood off to one side, face dark, the mud on his clothes still wet."Mom, you're being completely unfair. Tessa had a terrible shock tonight."Nobody's asked her a single question. You're all gathered here around Claire."He glanced at the doors, and the stubbornness hadn't gone out of his voice."I told you she couldn't die, didn't I? It's obviously an act."Who survives under that much stone with breath left in them? She found herself a safe pocket ahead of time, that's all. The whole thing's a performance to punish

  • After I Died, My Family Lost Their Minds   Chapter 6

    Ryan broke free from the bodyguards and ran to the stretcher.He grabbed a fistful of my clothes and shook me like a rag."Claire, get up! Open your eyes!"You're faking again, aren't you? I knew it — playing dead is your favorite thing in the world!"Your body's still warm. Get up. Right now."Behind him Tessa wiped her eyes and chimed in through her tears."Ryan's right. She's obviously faking. She's always been the best at finding somewhere to hide."And anyway, with all that noise, how could she not have run?"She must have padded something around herself first and made herself look like this on purpose, to frighten us into feeling guilty—"A sharp slap rang out and cut her off.It was Mom's hand.Not across Tessa's face. Across Ryan's.Mom steadied herself, swaying, her eyes bloodshot, and fixed them on her son.She pointed at the bloodied beacon still in my hand and screamed until her voice tore."She called for help! She kept pressing the emergency beacon for five

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