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After I Was Gone
After I Was Gone
Author: Carbonacid

Chapter 1

Author: Carbonacid
When I got the news that my application to join an overseas rescue team had been approved, my feelings were mixed—part relief, part sorrow.

The director informed me the team would be flying out in three days. But the day after tomorrow... that was my brother's birthday.

"Doctor," I asked, hesitating, "do we have to leave in exactly three days?"

I knew it was a difficult question to ask. But this might be the last birthday I ever got to spend with my brother.

"Bella," he replied, "the outbreak overseas is severe. As Doctors Without Borders, we must follow orders."

As a doctor, I knew I had a duty to carry out.

Another colleague added, gently, "Bella, if you're having a hard time letting go, then spend these three days with your family as much as you can."

Leaving the hospital, I couldn't help but think of everything that had happened recently.

My research—the project I'd spent so long working on—had finally shown results. I'd recorded everything carefully in my notebook.

That notebook was kept locked in my drawer. Hardly anyone touched it.

But Audrey—because my brother had shown me the smallest bit of concern—waited until I wasn't home, broke the lock, and destroyed it.

I lost control when I saw the torn pages scattered across the floor. I confronted her.

And right as I raised my voice, she collapsed onto the ground in exaggerated sobs, playing the helpless victim.

My brother rushed in at the sound of her crying. Without even asking what had happened, he scolded me in front of her.

He even said, "Bella, Audrey is family now. In this house, there's nothing she's not allowed to touch. If you can't accept her, then leave."

Ever since Audrey moved into our home, things between Bobby and me had been falling apart.

But the thought of leaving in just three days made all our old arguments seem small.

If I couldn't celebrate his birthday with him, then buying a gift in advance would be my way of saying goodbye.

I called him, hoping he'd agree to celebrate a day early.

When he picked up, I spoke softly, "Bobby... I'll be busy in three days. Would it be okay if I celebrated your birthday with you early?"

There was no response on the other end. My heart jumped to my throat.

"Bobby?"

I called out again, unsure. But it wasn't his voice that came back—it was Audrey's.

"Bella, who celebrates a birthday early? There's only one birthday a year. You can't spare time even for that? If you're too busy, I'll keep him company."

Before I could say anything, she hung up.

I clenched my phone in frustration. Maybe she was just being petty. Maybe Bobby hadn't even heard the call.

I tried to brush it off and focus on what I could still do.

I went to Raatz Mall and browsed the men's section, picking out a birthday gift for him.

Just as I stepped out, arms full of shopping bags, I ran into Audrey—arm in arm with Bobby.

"Bobby," she said sweetly, "I told you. Bella wouldn't apologize to me. She just snapped at me yesterday, and now here she is, pretending nothing happened, out buying gifts for some guy."

Bobby's brows furrowed as he saw the bags full of men's items.

"No, Bobby, these are—" I began to explain, but he cut me off before I could finish.

"Bella, didn't I tell you yesterday to apologize to Audrey? And this is what you're doing instead?"

I bit down hard on my lip, my fingernails digging into my palm.

"I just wanted to get your birthday gift in advance."

He gave a cold laugh at that.

"All these years, haven't I taught you to be kind to Aundrey? If you can't bring yourself to apologize, then don't bother showing up to my birthday party at all."

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  • After I Was Gone   Chapter 9

    Overwhelmed with rage and grief, Bobby coughed up a mouthful of blood."Audrey," he choked out, his voice shaking, "I treated you like my own sister, and you..."Audrey let out a cold snort and rolled her eyes at him."Like a real sister? Wasn't Bella your actual sister? And didn't you scold her so harshly that she ran away and died overseas? All these years, not once did you stand by her. If she hated you, could you blame her?"The words struck like a knife. Bobby swayed, nearly collapsing from the pain.He dropped to his knees before my honor medal and slapped himself, again and again."Bella… I was wrong. I failed you. I failed you..."With Audrey's confession and the evidence laid bare, the law had its course to follow.Adam took her to the police station, leaving Bobby alone in the cold silence, clutching the charred remains of my photo, steeped in remorse.Justice found its way to Audrey. Bobby resigned and hadn't left the house in weeks. At his request, Marie began cl

  • After I Was Gone   Chapter 8

    Audrey lost our parents' medals.That day, it was as if Bobby had lost his soul. He retraced every step he'd taken, searched every place he could think of, but they were nowhere.It was only then that he began to realize Audrey wasn't as fragile and pitiful as she appeared.Over the past six months, she'd ruled the household like a tyrant. She even tried to sell off my belongings from our house. If Marie hadn't told Bobby in time, everything I left behind might've been sold off too.That day, he snapped at her again.The sweet, obedient Audrey he used to know had turned into a selfish, arrogant brat.'Bobby, how I wish I could tell you—Audrey is a devil straight from hell. She didn't just bring about the deaths of her own parents; she dragged ours down with them,' my soul muttered sadly.Since I died, Bobby had been spiraling. Sometimes, when Adam visited, he would talk with him briefly.Audrey, unused to being ignored, started looking at my photo with venom in her eyes."Bell

  • After I Was Gone   Chapter 7

    It was such an irony that the one who indirectly caused my parents' deaths was now celebrating their love story.I saw a message from Bobby. He'd sent a private text: [Bella, Audrey and I have arrived in Cranburn. It's just as beautiful as the books say. It's a shame you didn't come.]But I was never part of his life to begin with. So what was there to regret?The next couple of weeks were marked by fierce fighting. Wounded people were everywhere. Several of my coworkers were bedridden with the spreading epidemic.The signal here was terrible. I hadn't received any messages from Bobby in days.Then today, a firebomb landed nearby. I wasn't fast enough—I took shrapnel to the leg.Lying in bed, all I felt was anxiety. I clutched my phone, waiting for a signal to flicker back to life.It wasn't until after midnight that the notification tone finally chimed.My screen lit up with dozens of missed calls—all from Bobby.Adam told me that Bobby had found out I joined the rescue team.

  • After I Was Gone   Chapter 6

    I didn't go to the hospital. Instead, I followed Adam to his office.He was supposed to deliver some documents to Bobby and me at our house today.Back then, a few of my father's old colleagues, along with Adam, had investigated the cause of the fire. Recently, they discovered something new.When my parents rushed to the seventh floor to save Audrey's family, the flames had already died down significantly. According to the rescue plan, they should've made it back safely.But the second explosion was triggered by the presence of toluene inside Audrey's home.From the charred remains preserved over the years, they deduced the source: nail polish. There was a lot of it."Bella," Adam said, "we talked to some of the survivors. They mentioned the family on the seventh floor—the mother used to work at a bar. The father would hit her and their daughter often. One survivor said she saw the little girl lock her parents inside the bedroom and knock over her mother's vanity table."The cos

  • After I Was Gone   Chapter 5

    My words had barely formed when Bobby cut me off. "That's enough. I don't want to hear any of your excuses. Apologize to Audrey. Now."My fingernails dug deep into my palms, the sharp sting of pain barely registering as blood stained the medals red."I didn't do anything wrong. I just wanted to take Mom and Dad's medals with me on this mission. It was Audrey who tried to take them from me."Bobby's eyes flicked to the drops of blood hitting the floor, his brows tightening. For a moment, I thought he might finally be on my side.But then Audrey spoke."Bobby, aren't we going to Cranburn? I just thought… since that's where Mom and Dad fell in love, I wanted to bring the medals to witness it too."Her voice was soft, her words carefully chosen. And just like that, whatever flicker of doubt Bobby had was gone."Bella, I don't think Audrey's wrong here. Today marks thirty years since Mom and Dad got together. Let her have the medals."I said nothing. The medals remained tight in my

  • After I Was Gone   Chapter 4

    I set down my fork and fled in a hurry. The happiness between the two of them felt like an arrow—cold and precise—aimed straight at me.When news came of our parents' deaths, Bobby had held me close and promised, "Bella, don't worry. I'll protect you for the rest of your life. I'll take Mom and Dad's place. I'll walk you down the aisle someday."But after Audrey came into our home, I became a girl without a family.I spent the night at the hospital and didn't return. Not a single message showed up on my phone—not a word of concern from Bobby. He didn't care.Before we left, the director reminded us to say goodbye to our families. If there were things we couldn't say out loud, we could write a farewell letter instead.After I wrapped up the paperwork at the hospital, I had to head back home to pack a few documents and clothes.In my room, I held my housekeeper, Marie—the woman who had raised me—and told her goodbye.She was the only one who knew I was leaving the country on a rescu

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