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Summer in Sicily is long and lazy, and I had nearly forgotten every person and every thing in that northern town.Then one day my father mentioned it in passing. "The Rizzi business has shut down completely."That was how I learned that under my father's pressure Matteo's father's business had stalled, that he was buried in debt, and that no bank would lend him another cent.He spent his days in bars, cursing his son for provoking the wrong people, and when he was done cursing he begged people to go to Sicily and speak for him.But nobody dared cross the Colombo family, and nobody dared carry the message.The relatives and friends who used to fawn over the Rizzis turned into strangers overnight.Matteo's mother made herself ill with rage and could not even cover the medical bills.I did not ask about any of it, and I did not give it any thought.That changed only when I saw Matteo again.That afternoon I was out shopping alone, and just as I came out of the mall I saw an old car parked
Matteo pulled twice and could not get free.He whipped his head around and met a face with no expression on it at all.My father had just rushed back and had not even had time to take off his coat.Two bodyguards stood a few paces behind him, silent, their eyes locked on Matteo and Capucine.Matteo opened his mouth, and before he got anything out, Capucine moved first.She took half a step back, ran her eyes over my father, and then she smiled, with the contempt of someone who thinks she has just worked it all out."No wonder. I couldn't understand where you suddenly got your backbone, Liana. So you really did find yourself a sugar daddy."She looked my father up and down and let out a deliberate little laugh. "He's old enough to be your father. You gave up every shred of self-respect just to live like this?"The air went still for a beat.Capucine practically flew off her feet. Half her cheek swelled up fast enough to watch.The corner of her mouth split open and blood ran down her ch
I thought that once the video died down everything would go quiet again.Then photos of me out shopping got posted online.Early the next morning, right after I got up, I heard a commotion outside the estate.I went to the window and saw Matteo at the iron gate, talking to the servant on duty, dark circles still under his eyes.Capucine stood behind him in a white dress, head slightly bowed, meek and well behaved.That was always how she looked in front of other people.My father was out, and I knew that if I did not go down and face them they would probably make a scene at the gate all day.I changed into a dress without hurrying, then went downstairs.The instant he saw me, Matteo froze like someone had hit pause on him, and he stood there blank for several seconds.His eyes went over me a few times before he spoke. "Liana, I finally found you. Come back with me."I raised an eyebrow.He took a step forward, his voice turning urgent. "I know you're still angry, so I brought Capucine
Blood is a strange thing. Twenty years on, I met my real father for the first time and felt not the slightest distance between us.I had assumed that a mafia boss people trembled at would carry a knife scar somewhere, or at least a cruel look.But when he stood in front of me, he was exactly the father I had drawn in my head a thousand times as a child.He put his arms around me carefully, his voice unsteady. "My good girl. You've suffered."The embrace was dry and warm and smelled faintly of cigars.As the car pulled out of town I turned and looked out the window.The streets and lampposts and shop signs I had lived among for twenty years slid backward frame by frame, farther and farther away.I do not know how long it was before the car stopped at an estate.My father walked behind me, quietly keeping me company while I looked over my new home.My room was not large, but every single thing in it had clearly been chosen with care.My favorite flowers were growing on the windowsill, an
When Matteo got home, Capucine was curled up on the couch, her eyes swollen like two walnuts.She looked up sharply at the sound of the door, and when she saw it was him her eyes reddened again. "Weren't you staying with her?"He took off his coat and hung it up, a trace of exhaustion in his voice. "She told me to come and check on you."Capucine froze, then buried her face in a cushion. "Go back and stay with her. There's nothing worth checking on with someone like me, everything I do is wrong anyway.""Enough," Matteo said, frowning, and went over to sit down beside her. "You know that isn't what I meant.""Then why did you yell at me before!" Capucine's head came up and the tears welled again, the picture of someone deeply wronged.Something in Matteo softened at the sight of her."I was panicking, wasn't I? She was having an attack, her face was turning blue. What if something had actually happened!""So she's the only one you care about, is that it?" Capucine glared at him through
When I woke up there was nothing in the room but the ticking of the machines.The door was ajar, and there were lowered voices out in the hallway."...she isn't awake yet." It was Matteo's voice. "The doctor says it was an acute asthma attack brought on by an allergy. They want to keep her under observation."His voice softened. "I didn't mean to snap at you earlier. In that situation... I was scared somebody was going to die."The other end said a long string of something I could not make out.Silence stretched for more than ten seconds.When he spoke again there was a tiredness in his voice I had never heard before."Capucine, can you be reasonable? If you hadn't kept turning me down back then, why would I ever have gone and told Liana how I felt?"I just... wanted to make you jealous. Then her mother got that sick, and if I'd ended it, what was she supposed to do on her own?"Something sweet and metallic rose in my throat, and I could not tell whether it was the aftertaste of the me







