* Zeina *
I woke up feeling the empty space beside me cold, silent, untouched. My hand instinctively reached across the bed, searching, hoping to find the familiar warmth of Alpha Robert still lingering beside me. All I could feel was the fading heat from where he'd once laid, and the subtle, masculine scent of him that clung to the pillow like a ghost refusing to leave. It was enough to make my heart ache. With a heavy sigh, I pushed the soft sheets off of me and sat up. The antique wall clock ticked steadily above the headboard, its delicate golden hands pointing precisely at three thirty in the morning. Too early for him to be gone. Far too early. My brow furrowed as a ripple of unease settled over me. "Honey?" I called out softly, my voice echoing eerily in the quiet room. It bounced back at me, unanswered. I tried again, a little louder this time, my eyes glancing toward the door of our en suite bathroom. Maybe he was just inside, freshening up. Maybe he'd had trouble sleeping. But again, silence. A growing pit of worry curled in my stomach. I stood and wrapped my robe around me, tying it at the waist with slow fingers. The floor felt cold beneath my bare feet as I made my way to the wide double doors that opened onto the balcony. I stepped outside, letting the crisp air bite into my skin, hoping to catch a glimpse of him anywhere, on the training grounds, perhaps pacing restlessly like he sometimes did. But my enhanced wolf sight revealed nothing. Only darkness and the peaceful stillness of the predawn morning. I returned inside, feeling restless and unsettled. The only sound in the room was the rhythmic tick-tock of the antique clock, its steady beat now sounding strangely ominous in the silence. I sat on the edge of the bed, waiting, hoping he'd return before the sun rose. But he never did. When the first golden rays of morning painted the sky, I decided to get ready for the day. A quick shower washed away the chill of the night but not the gnawing unease within me. The moment I stepped out, Donna was already there. "Good morning, Your Majesty?" she said, standing by the vanity with a polite smile. "Morning, Donna," I replied, forcing a smile that didn't quite reach my eyes. There was no point pretending with her, though. She'd been my attendant for years and could read me better than most. "Leave the room for now, Donna. There's somewhere I need us to go. And it can't wait." Her brows lifted slightly, but she nodded without question. I quickly changed into fitted leggings, a breathable sports shirt, a hooded jacket, and my most comfortable walking shoes clothes meant for movement, for answers. As I dried my hair and pulled it into a high ponytail, Donna called in another servant to tidy the room. "Where are we going, Your Majesty?" she asked once we stepped out of the Alpha House and toward the garage. I tossed her the keys to my white BMW, catching the brief glimmer of excitement in her eyes. She loved driving my cars, and I let her whenever possible. "To the prisoner's dungeons," I said, my voice low and firm. "There's something I need to check." She nodded, slipping into the driver's seat with ease as I climbed in beside her. My mind was racing. I'd been thinking since the moment I woke, going over everything again and again, trying to make sense of the growing distance between me and Robert. He wasn't like this, not before. He was always there. Always warm. Always mine. What changed? As we drove, the cold morning air rushed through the barely-cracked window. I inhaled deeply, hoping the fresh air might calm the storm inside me. Trees blurred past us, their leaves whispering secrets I couldn't quite hear. I prayed silently that my instincts were wrong. That what I feared wasn't true. "The dungeons are just past the training center, Your Majesty," Donna said after a few minutes. "We'll be there in about ten minutes." I nodded, too lost in thought to reply properly. As we passed the training grounds, a few warriors paused to bow their heads toward the car in respect. Others simply glanced our way with unreadable expressions. I tried not to overthink it. When we finally arrived, Donna parked in front of the old stone building that loomed like a shadow against the brightening sky. The guards at the entrance stood at attention, their eyes following us. "Is everything alright, Your Majesty?" Donna asked quietly, noticing my distracted expression. "I'm fine," I lied softly. "Just... focused." We stepped out, and the gravel crunched under our feet. I nodded to the guards who greeted me with respectful salutes. "Luna Zeina!" one of them called out. "Good morning!" "Morning," I replied, keeping my voice calm, though my chest felt tight. The air down here smelled of damp stone and old fear. I knew what lay within these walls. One guard hesitated, then stepped forward. "Luna, may I assist you? The prisoners can be... volatile. Some might even try to speak to you. I can accompany you for safety. Is there someone specific you'd like to see?" "Yes," I replied. "The prisoner rogue brought in by Alpha Robert yesterday. I want to see. I need to see what kind of wolves he got." The guard hesitated. His eyes dropped from mine, and I saw the flicker of something behind them, uncertainty, maybe guilt. He knew something. And that only made my unease grow stronger. "As you wish, Your Majesty," he said finally, bowing slightly. "Follow me." The air grew colder as we walked deeper into the dungeon, passing cells where rogues hissed and growled behind iron bars. Their gazes lingered on me, hungry, curious, mocking. "Damn savages," Donna muttered, glaring at them. "I'd rip their eyes out for the way they're looking at you." I gently touched her shoulder. "They can look all they want, Donna. That's all they can do." One of the guards murmured an apology. "Forgive them, Luna. They've never seen someone like you before, so powerful, so beautiful." I waved his words away. I wasn't here for flattery. I was here for truth. Finally, we stopped in front of a clean cell, far more maintained than the others. Inside sat a young woman no chains, no filth, just a single bed, a small table, a chair, and a bottle of water. She looked up the moment I stepped into view. "That's one of the prisoners, Your Majesty," the guard said quietly. "The rest of the rogues from this area are the prisoners that Alpha Robert brought in yesterday." Her eyes met mine, piercing, confident, aware. She stood slowly, walking forward with deliberate steps. I could see it clearly now, she was young, maybe twenty, with dark, raven hair and a figure that still held grace despite the rough prison garb. She was barefoot, but carried herself like a queen. "Hello there, Luna Zeina," she said smoothly. "We meet at last." The guard gave a respectful bow and retreated, leaving us alone. "What is your name, rogue?" I asked, my voice sharp but controlled. Yet even as I stood tall, something inside me trembled. There was something about her presence... something unnerving. She stepped closer to the bars, and as she did, a scent drifted toward me familiar. My blood turned to ice. No. It couldn't be. But it was. Robert's scent. Intertwined with hers. My breath caught in my throat. My heart cracked as the realization slammed into me. I turned to Donna, needing her support, her grounding presence. She looked at me, confused, sensing the shift in my aura but not yet understanding it. "I am Celine, Luna Zeina," the woman said, voice soft but firm. "And from this day onward, I suggest we start becoming friends. Alpha Robert and I... something happened between us last night. Perhaps it's too soon to say, but he plans on making me one of his mates." Her words struck like a dagger to my chest, sharp and merciless. I stared at her, disbelief and heartbreak crashing through me like waves. My hand flew to my chest as the pain overwhelmed me, and then.... "Your Majesty?!" Donna cried out in panic. Everything faded into blackness. And I collapsed, consumed by the void.* Zeina *Every day my body got a little stronger, but not in the way I needed. The bruises faded quicker now. My legs didn't shake as much after drills. My arms could take the weight of the blade without that deep, bone-deep ache setting in too soon. On paper, I was improving. But the truth was colder, my wolf was still gone.The hollow place inside me where she should have been remained silent, as if my bones had been emptied of something vital and filled instead with nothing. I tried not to think about it. Tried to convince myself that strength in this form was enough, that maybe I could fight like this forever. But the lie was fraying.Cerberus didn't see it, or maybe he did, and that's why he kept stopping me before I burned myself out. He thought I was impatient. I was terrified. Because if this was all I could be now... then I was no longer what I was born to be.The sparring left me breathless, but not in the satisfying way it used to. There was no shift to push me past the li
* Cerberus *I didn't move until her footsteps faded into the Alpha house. The pit felt bigger without her in it, colder somehow, the churned mud already drying into ridges and cracks under the noon sun.She thought she could wear herself down and still hold the line when it mattered. She thought that fire would carry her through everything. But fire burns out faster than it knows. I'd seen too many warriors push past that point, and the end was always the same, not glory, not victory. Just silence.The scent of iron lingered in the air, faint but sharp enough to find if you knew where to look. She'd pushed herself so hard the skin at her knuckles had split under the gloves. And she called that strength.I turned toward the rack of training weapons, running a hand over the cold steel of a short blade. Tempering wasn't about breaking something down, it was about pulling it back from the edge just before it snapped.That's what she didn't understand yet. Footsteps sounded on the porch a
* Cerberus *By the time I reached the Alpha house, the last of the frost was gone, and steam rose from the warriors' backs like smoke from dying embers. Zeina stood in the center, shoulders squared, blade still in hand, chest rising too fast for my liking.Too long. Too hard. The warriors drifted toward the mess hall, talking low, throwing her glances that were half respect, half something else. Archer was in Donna's arms, silver hair bright in the sun, little fingers clutching that wolf carving like it was a crown.I stepped down into the pit, boots sinking into the churned mud. "Enough," I said, voice carrying in the quiet.Zeina turned, defiance already sharpening in her eyes. "Training's over.""No," I corrected, closing the distance between us, "you're over. You're pushing past the point where your body's helping you. You think pain is proof you're getting stronger, it's not. It's proof you're tearing yourself apart before you've healed."Her jaw worked, but she said nothing. Th
* Zeina *The pit stank of blood and damp earth, the air sharp with the chill of morning. My arms ached from yesterday's battle, but there was no time to let the ache settle. Pain was part of the shaping, part of turning flesh into steel.Today, Donna stood off to the side, a thick blanket wrapped around her shoulders against the frost. Archer was in her arms, silver hair catching the dim light, eyes brighter than the sun dared to be this early. His carved wolf toy rested in one tiny hand, the other clutching the edge of Donna's cloak."Again," Beta Kael ordered, tossing me a weighted blade.I caught it, breath even, stance low. The warriors formed a loose circle, their attention fixed on every move I made. The black wolf from yesterday was caged now, chained and snarling in the holding pen near the ridge, but his shadow lingered over us.I lunged, pivoted, and blocked Beta Aldin's strike, the weight of the blade pulling at my shoulders. My ribs still protested each twist, but I didn'
* Zeina *Morning training came harder after a night like that. My body protested with every stretch, each bruise singing its own sharp song, but I forced myself to rise before the den fully stirred. The air smelled of pine and frost, my breath clouding as I jogged to the pit.Beta Kael and Beta Aldin were already there, standing with a circle of warriors. Their eyes followed me, no mockery this time, no pity, just something sharper. Respect, maybe."You're faster," Beta Kael said as I joined them, tossing me a weighted blade. His voice carried no embellishment, just fact."Still too slow for some enemies, Alpha." Beta Aldin added, his gaze narrowing. "But... you're different now."Different. I liked the sound of that better than weaker.We sparred until the ground was churned mud beneath our boots, until my arms felt like lead and the taste of iron lingered in my mouth. My reflexes were sharper; my strikes landed more often than they missed. Kael grunted his approval once, which for
* Zeina *The den was quiet when I found Archer, curled in his furs, his tiny breaths deep and even. His silver hair caught the low firelight, glinting like moonlit snow. I knelt beside him, brushing my fingers over the softness of his cheek, my heart clenching with that sharp, unbearable kind of love that makes you want to guard something with teeth and blood.My son. My heir. The one I'd given up my wolf for.They thought my silence at the war council meant weakness. They thought my absence from the battlefield meant fear. What they didn't know was that every choice I'd made, every sacrifice, was for this boy.But that didn't mean I would remain still. If I couldn't fight as the wolf anymore, then I would fight as the woman. My body could be forged into a weapon, just as deadly without claws. Strength wasn't only in fangs and fur, it was in discipline, precision, and the will to keep getting up after every blow.I rose quietly, leaving Archer under the guard of two sentinels who str