* Zeina *
"No!" The word ripped from my throat like a dying scream, raw and desperate. I shot up in bed, breath hitching violently, sweat slicking my skin. My lungs begged for air that refused to come fast enough. My heart pounded like war drums in my chest, frantic and hollow. My fists clenched the bedsheets so hard my knuckles turned white, and I stared into the dim room as if expecting the nightmare to still be there, still unfolding before my eyes. But it wasn't. Instead, the familiar scent of cedarwood and worn leather wrapped around me like a cruel embrace. The sheets were soft. The room was still. I was back in the master's bedroom. In his room. In our room. And yet, it no longer felt like mine. "Your Majesty?" The gentle voice pulled me back from the edge. I turned slowly to see Donna seated nearby, perched on the velvet-upholstered chair like a bird afraid to move. Her eyes were wide with concern, and her fingers twisted the hem of her blouse again and again like a child hiding a secret. Her kindness only deepened the ache in my chest. I couldn't speak yet. I couldn't breathe without tasting the memory. Celine. Even just thinking her name felt like a dagger being dragged down my spine. The she-wolf Robert had brought into our lives like some treasured guest. Like some gift. His gift to himself. The woman he'd chosen while I was still standing there still hoping, still loving, still holding on. The betrayal wasn't just fresh. It was bleeding. "I—" My voice cracked. I tried again. "Where is Robert?" Donna's lips pressed into a thin line. Her eyes softened with pity and it made me want to scream. Pity made everything worse. Pity meant I was right to feel broken. "He... he left after he brought you here, Your Majesty." She hesitated, eyes flicking downward. "And... the rogue she-wolf... she's staying in the guestroom. Next to the master's chambers." The words didn't register at first. When they did, I froze. Next to our room. That she wolf is here! "What!?" I gasped, every syllable laced with disbelief. Rage and hurt collided in my chest, tearing through me like a storm. My hands trembled at my sides, the heat of anger drowning out the cold pit of despair. "He moved her there after... after we left the dungeons," Donna said quietly. "I'm sorry, Your Majesty." "No," I whispered, shaking my head. "Don't apologize, Donna. You didn't betray me." I swung my legs off the bed and stood, ignoring the burning in my legs and the way my body protested. Pain lanced through my chest, but I welcomed it, it meant I was still alive. I was hurting. I was furious. But more than anything, I wasn't going to sit in this bed like some discarded thing while she crept further into the life that used to be mine. "I'm going to see her." Donna stood abruptly, alarm in her voice. "Please don't, Your Majesty. I don't like this. Nothing good will come from confronting her now." I looked at her, my voice shaking with passion. "I can't just lie here while she moves in. While she fills the spaces I created. I will not let her take this from me. If I have to fight her to the death I will." I stormed from the room, Donna's pleas fading behind me. The hallways of the Alpha House, once warm and familiar, now seemed foreign, hostile, even. The very air had changed, as if the walls themselves were mourning me. When I reached the guestroom door, I didn't knock to ask. I tapped, to warn. Then I pushed the door open. There she was. Sitting in front of a mirror, her back to me, a servant carefully combing her hair as if she were a princess instead of a parasite. The servant, one I knew well, looked up and froze, then dropped her gaze respectfully. "Luna Zeina," she said softly, bowing. "Good day." "Leave us." I didn't say her name. I wouldn't. The servant fled the room. Celine turned to me, rising to her full height. Taller than me. She made sure I noticed. "You're here, Luna Zeina," she said with a smile that didn't quite reach her eyes. "I'm so glad you're alright. We were all worried when you fainted in the dungeons." Her voice dripped with false sweetness, like poison laced with honey. I could see the satisfaction gleaming in her eyes beneath that mask of concern. She didn't care. She never did. "You don't belong here," I snapped. "You were a rogue yesterday. A prisoner. Today you sit in my home, in a room beside my bed, with servants brushing your hair like you're some honored guest. You think this is yours now?" "I don't think, Luna," she replied calmly, arms crossing over her chest. "I know. Robert brought me here because he wants me. He's taking me as his mate. You may still hold the title of Luna, but we both know titles mean nothing when the Alpha has already chosen someone else." She smiled again. That infuriating, serene smile. It pushed me past reason. Before I could stop myself, I strode across the room and slapped her. The sound cracked like a whip through the air. She gasped, her hand flying to her cheek as her eyes filled with sudden tears. But I didn't feel guilt. Not yet. I squared my stance, ready for her retaliation. But she didn't strike back. Instead, she whispered, trembling, "You hit me..." And then the door opened. "Darling!" Robert's voice, warm and low, for her. I turned, breath catching. "Robert?" He didn't look at me the way he used to. Not with tenderness. Not with longing. He looked at me like I was the problem. "She hit me," Celine said softly, turning to him with a look of wounded innocence. "I was only trying to speak kindly with her." "Zeina," Robert said sharply. "Why did you do that? Why are you acting this way? She came here in peace. I wanted you two to talk, to understand each other. We have to make this work." I stared at him, heart shattering with each word. "You want me to understand this?" I asked. "You want me to accept that you've brought another woman into our life, our home? That I'm supposed to sit quietly while she takes my place one room at a time?" He clenched his jaw, his voice cold. "I want peace. I want unity. And she's staying." I stepped back, numbness flooding my limbs. "And what about me, Robert?" My voice was barely a whisper. "Where do I stay?" He said nothing. And in that silence, I realized I had already been pushed out. Not from the house, but from his heart.* Zeina *Every day my body got a little stronger, but not in the way I needed. The bruises faded quicker now. My legs didn't shake as much after drills. My arms could take the weight of the blade without that deep, bone-deep ache setting in too soon. On paper, I was improving. But the truth was colder, my wolf was still gone.The hollow place inside me where she should have been remained silent, as if my bones had been emptied of something vital and filled instead with nothing. I tried not to think about it. Tried to convince myself that strength in this form was enough, that maybe I could fight like this forever. But the lie was fraying.Cerberus didn't see it, or maybe he did, and that's why he kept stopping me before I burned myself out. He thought I was impatient. I was terrified. Because if this was all I could be now... then I was no longer what I was born to be.The sparring left me breathless, but not in the satisfying way it used to. There was no shift to push me past the li
* Cerberus *I didn't move until her footsteps faded into the Alpha house. The pit felt bigger without her in it, colder somehow, the churned mud already drying into ridges and cracks under the noon sun.She thought she could wear herself down and still hold the line when it mattered. She thought that fire would carry her through everything. But fire burns out faster than it knows. I'd seen too many warriors push past that point, and the end was always the same, not glory, not victory. Just silence.The scent of iron lingered in the air, faint but sharp enough to find if you knew where to look. She'd pushed herself so hard the skin at her knuckles had split under the gloves. And she called that strength.I turned toward the rack of training weapons, running a hand over the cold steel of a short blade. Tempering wasn't about breaking something down, it was about pulling it back from the edge just before it snapped.That's what she didn't understand yet. Footsteps sounded on the porch a
* Cerberus *By the time I reached the Alpha house, the last of the frost was gone, and steam rose from the warriors' backs like smoke from dying embers. Zeina stood in the center, shoulders squared, blade still in hand, chest rising too fast for my liking.Too long. Too hard. The warriors drifted toward the mess hall, talking low, throwing her glances that were half respect, half something else. Archer was in Donna's arms, silver hair bright in the sun, little fingers clutching that wolf carving like it was a crown.I stepped down into the pit, boots sinking into the churned mud. "Enough," I said, voice carrying in the quiet.Zeina turned, defiance already sharpening in her eyes. "Training's over.""No," I corrected, closing the distance between us, "you're over. You're pushing past the point where your body's helping you. You think pain is proof you're getting stronger, it's not. It's proof you're tearing yourself apart before you've healed."Her jaw worked, but she said nothing. Th
* Zeina *The pit stank of blood and damp earth, the air sharp with the chill of morning. My arms ached from yesterday's battle, but there was no time to let the ache settle. Pain was part of the shaping, part of turning flesh into steel.Today, Donna stood off to the side, a thick blanket wrapped around her shoulders against the frost. Archer was in her arms, silver hair catching the dim light, eyes brighter than the sun dared to be this early. His carved wolf toy rested in one tiny hand, the other clutching the edge of Donna's cloak."Again," Beta Kael ordered, tossing me a weighted blade.I caught it, breath even, stance low. The warriors formed a loose circle, their attention fixed on every move I made. The black wolf from yesterday was caged now, chained and snarling in the holding pen near the ridge, but his shadow lingered over us.I lunged, pivoted, and blocked Beta Aldin's strike, the weight of the blade pulling at my shoulders. My ribs still protested each twist, but I didn'
* Zeina *Morning training came harder after a night like that. My body protested with every stretch, each bruise singing its own sharp song, but I forced myself to rise before the den fully stirred. The air smelled of pine and frost, my breath clouding as I jogged to the pit.Beta Kael and Beta Aldin were already there, standing with a circle of warriors. Their eyes followed me, no mockery this time, no pity, just something sharper. Respect, maybe."You're faster," Beta Kael said as I joined them, tossing me a weighted blade. His voice carried no embellishment, just fact."Still too slow for some enemies, Alpha." Beta Aldin added, his gaze narrowing. "But... you're different now."Different. I liked the sound of that better than weaker.We sparred until the ground was churned mud beneath our boots, until my arms felt like lead and the taste of iron lingered in my mouth. My reflexes were sharper; my strikes landed more often than they missed. Kael grunted his approval once, which for
* Zeina *The den was quiet when I found Archer, curled in his furs, his tiny breaths deep and even. His silver hair caught the low firelight, glinting like moonlit snow. I knelt beside him, brushing my fingers over the softness of his cheek, my heart clenching with that sharp, unbearable kind of love that makes you want to guard something with teeth and blood.My son. My heir. The one I'd given up my wolf for.They thought my silence at the war council meant weakness. They thought my absence from the battlefield meant fear. What they didn't know was that every choice I'd made, every sacrifice, was for this boy.But that didn't mean I would remain still. If I couldn't fight as the wolf anymore, then I would fight as the woman. My body could be forged into a weapon, just as deadly without claws. Strength wasn't only in fangs and fur, it was in discipline, precision, and the will to keep getting up after every blow.I rose quietly, leaving Archer under the guard of two sentinels who str