* Zeina *
"No!" The word ripped from my throat like a dying scream, raw and desperate. I shot up in bed, breath hitching violently, sweat slicking my skin. My lungs begged for air that refused to come fast enough. My heart pounded like war drums in my chest, frantic and hollow. My fists clenched the bedsheets so hard my knuckles turned white, and I stared into the dim room as if expecting the nightmare to still be there, still unfolding before my eyes. But it wasn't. Instead, the familiar scent of cedarwood and worn leather wrapped around me like a cruel embrace. The sheets were soft. The room was still. I was back in the master's bedroom. In his room. In our room. And yet, it no longer felt like mine. "Your Majesty?" The gentle voice pulled me back from the edge. I turned slowly to see Donna seated nearby, perched on the velvet-upholstered chair like a bird afraid to move. Her eyes were wide with concern, and her fingers twisted the hem of her blouse again and again like a child hiding a secret. Her kindness only deepened the ache in my chest. I couldn't speak yet. I couldn't breathe without tasting the memory. Celine. Even just thinking her name felt like a dagger being dragged down my spine. The she-wolf Robert had brought into our lives like some treasured guest. Like some gift. His gift to himself. The woman he'd chosen while I was still standing there still hoping, still loving, still holding on. The betrayal wasn't just fresh. It was bleeding. "I—" My voice cracked. I tried again. "Where is Robert?" Donna's lips pressed into a thin line. Her eyes softened with pity and it made me want to scream. Pity made everything worse. Pity meant I was right to feel broken. "He... he left after he brought you here, Your Majesty." She hesitated, eyes flicking downward. "And... the rogue she-wolf... she's staying in the guestroom. Next to the master's chambers." The words didn't register at first. When they did, I froze. Next to our room. That she wolf is here! "What!?" I gasped, every syllable laced with disbelief. Rage and hurt collided in my chest, tearing through me like a storm. My hands trembled at my sides, the heat of anger drowning out the cold pit of despair. "He moved her there after... after we left the dungeons," Donna said quietly. "I'm sorry, Your Majesty." "No," I whispered, shaking my head. "Don't apologize, Donna. You didn't betray me." I swung my legs off the bed and stood, ignoring the burning in my legs and the way my body protested. Pain lanced through my chest, but I welcomed it, it meant I was still alive. I was hurting. I was furious. But more than anything, I wasn't going to sit in this bed like some discarded thing while she crept further into the life that used to be mine. "I'm going to see her." Donna stood abruptly, alarm in her voice. "Please don't, Your Majesty. I don't like this. Nothing good will come from confronting her now." I looked at her, my voice shaking with passion. "I can't just lie here while she moves in. While she fills the spaces I created. I will not let her take this from me. If I have to fight her to the death I will." I stormed from the room, Donna's pleas fading behind me. The hallways of the Alpha House, once warm and familiar, now seemed foreign, hostile, even. The very air had changed, as if the walls themselves were mourning me. When I reached the guestroom door, I didn't knock to ask. I tapped, to warn. Then I pushed the door open. There she was. Sitting in front of a mirror, her back to me, a servant carefully combing her hair as if she were a princess instead of a parasite. The servant, one I knew well, looked up and froze, then dropped her gaze respectfully. "Luna Zeina," she said softly, bowing. "Good day." "Leave us." I didn't say her name. I wouldn't. The servant fled the room. Celine turned to me, rising to her full height. Taller than me. She made sure I noticed. "You're here, Luna Zeina," she said with a smile that didn't quite reach her eyes. "I'm so glad you're alright. We were all worried when you fainted in the dungeons." Her voice dripped with false sweetness, like poison laced with honey. I could see the satisfaction gleaming in her eyes beneath that mask of concern. She didn't care. She never did. "You don't belong here," I snapped. "You were a rogue yesterday. A prisoner. Today you sit in my home, in a room beside my bed, with servants brushing your hair like you're some honored guest. You think this is yours now?" "I don't think, Luna," she replied calmly, arms crossing over her chest. "I know. Robert brought me here because he wants me. He's taking me as his mate. You may still hold the title of Luna, but we both know titles mean nothing when the Alpha has already chosen someone else." She smiled again. That infuriating, serene smile. It pushed me past reason. Before I could stop myself, I strode across the room and slapped her. The sound cracked like a whip through the air. She gasped, her hand flying to her cheek as her eyes filled with sudden tears. But I didn't feel guilt. Not yet. I squared my stance, ready for her retaliation. But she didn't strike back. Instead, she whispered, trembling, "You hit me..." And then the door opened. "Darling!" Robert's voice, warm and low, for her. I turned, breath catching. "Robert?" He didn't look at me the way he used to. Not with tenderness. Not with longing. He looked at me like I was the problem. "She hit me," Celine said softly, turning to him with a look of wounded innocence. "I was only trying to speak kindly with her." "Zeina," Robert said sharply. "Why did you do that? Why are you acting this way? She came here in peace. I wanted you two to talk, to understand each other. We have to make this work." I stared at him, heart shattering with each word. "You want me to understand this?" I asked. "You want me to accept that you've brought another woman into our life, our home? That I'm supposed to sit quietly while she takes my place one room at a time?" He clenched his jaw, his voice cold. "I want peace. I want unity. And she's staying." I stepped back, numbness flooding my limbs. "And what about me, Robert?" My voice was barely a whisper. "Where do I stay?" He said nothing. And in that silence, I realized I had already been pushed out. Not from the house, but from his heart.* Cerberus *Our little boy's steps were too light for the weight he carried. That was the first thing I noticed as I led him into the yard. He padded barefoot across the dirt, shoulders hunched, eyes down, like prey. Like he wanted to hide the wolf clawing beneath his skin.I wouldn't allow it. Prey was devoured."Stand here," I told him, pointing to the circle scratched into the earth. Archer obeyed without question, his small feet scuffing the edge. His silver eyes flicked up to me, then to the pack warriors who lingered beyond the fence. They had gathered, curious. Concerned. Watching the Alpha's pup.He shrank under their gaze. I growled low in my chest, sharp enough that every head snapped away. No one would see weakness in him. Not today.I crouched, meeting his eyes head-on. "You listen to me, pup. The wolf inside you doesn't care if you're six or sixteen. He doesn't care if your bones are ready or not. He will tear you apart if you let him. So when he pushes, what do you do?"
* Zeina *It happened sooner than either of us wished. We had been patient. Ten days of breath and balance, of branches unbroken, of candle flames that held steady under his storm. Ten days where Archer's laughter returned, where the boy shone brighter than the wolf. But storms do not stay caged.It was the eleventh night. The moon rose swollen and silver, painting the yard in pale fire. Archer had fallen asleep between us, his small frame tucked safe against the furs. For once, he did not whimper in dreams. For once, I thought the night might be kind. Then it struck.His body arched suddenly, a violent spasm tearing through him. His eyes snapped open, molten gold bleeding over silver. A sound ripped from his throat, not boy, not wolf, but something broken between. His little hands curled into claws, nails splitting skin."Archer."My voice caught as I grabbed for him, but he thrashed, too strong, too wild.Cerberus was already moving, pinning him gently but firmly, his arms caging ou
* Zeina *The first lessons had to be gentle. He was only six, and though the wolf already burned in him, Archer was still a child, my child. I would not let the fire consume him before he learned how to wield it, even without my wolf.We took him into the training yard once the sun cleared the treetops. The air was cool, edged with dew, the earth soft beneath his bare feet. He clutched my hand as we walked, his tiny fingers sticky with nervous sweat, his eyes darting between me and his father. He didn't understand yet, not fully, but he trusted us. That was enough."Archer," I said, kneeling so I was level with him. His eyes, so bright, too bright, found mine instantly. "The wolf inside you is strong. Sometimes he'll want to run too fast, bite too hard. Do you know what happens if you let him?"He blinked at me, uncertain. Then he whispered, "I'll hurt people."The words cut me deeper than any blade. No child should carry such fear. I smoothed his hair back, forcing my voice steady.
* Cerberus *The hall still hummed with the echoes of their howls when Zeina led Archer down from the dais. She was fire, every line of her, burning bright enough to sear the doubt out of the pack, even if it left her scorched inside. I knew that look, chin high, shoulders squared, the shawl tight around her frame. To them, she was unshakable. To me, she was a woman holding back an ocean with her bare hands.Archer pressed close to her side, his little fingers clutched in hers. He'd stood through her speech braver than I thought his six-year-old bones could manage, but I felt his tremors when my hand brushed his back. The boy carried his wolf already like a storm in his chest, and storms were not meant for small bodies.I gathered him into my arms before Zeina could protest. He folded into me, head against my shoulder, the way he always had when the world grew too large. His heartbeat stuttered against my chest, fast, fragile, but he was still steady. Still alive. I kissed the top of
* Zeina *The words still rang in the chamber long after silence had settled. Beta Aldin's vow, Beta Kael's sharp acceptance, they should have been enough to steady me. And yet, beneath the weight of their trust, my hands ached to tremble. I clasped them tighter in the folds of my shawl, willing the fire to stay visible, even when the embers beneath felt close to ash.Kael's voice cut through the quiet again, low, measured. "Then we will begin at once. The boy cannot train as the others do. He will need guidance that few can give, and secrecy. If word spreads too far, Alpha, others may come seeking to test his strength before it can hold."I did not miss the warning beneath his words. Rivals. Enemies. Even supposed allies who might think to fracture what we had built. My son's howl had not just carried through the night, it had carried through borders."Then we make his training sacred," I answered, my voice clipped with resolve. "A fire kept at the heart of this pack. No one beyond t
* Zeina *The words lingered in me long after Archer drifted back into that fragile morning doze. Mama... you don't have a wolf. So simple. So pure. And yet it hollowed me out in places I thought had long scarred over.I smoothed my hand over his small back, feeling the faint tremors still running through him, echoes of a body too young to carry the burden of instincts awakening too soon. His heartbeat fluttered against me, quick, uncertain, but steady, alive.Alive because he had fought. Alive because he was mine.I lifted my gaze, meeting Cerberus's eyes across our son's dark curls. The man who carried me when I staggered, who bore the weight of my silence as though it were his own. And yet, I saw the storm in him too. The way his jaw was locked, his wolf bristling just beneath the surface, as if daring fate to come closer, daring the gods themselves to test him again.I wanted to tell him I was strong enough. That his vow, his endless carrying of me, wasn't what bound me here. That