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Peanuts.
Where the fuck are my peanuts?
I groan looking around the huge space around me only to feel that huge gash of nausea again and rush as fast as i can to Kyle's bathroom, puking out the last chunk of vomit i have left in my system in the toilet with another exaggerated groan.
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