All I Want [EXTENDED VERSION]

 Since childhood, we have been programmed to think that a happy ending is when the princess would marry the love of her life and live happily ever after.  While growing up, I have been fond of watching cartoons, Disney movies with happy ever after. Even seeing my parents loving each other extremely day by day. How my father would kiss my mother's lips everyday and say words of adoration and love. How he would shower her with hugs, gifts and his time.  Even my uncles and aunts showed me how lovely it is to love and be love.   I have been into crushes since the day I entered school. Too early for a kid who's primary obligation is to pay attention to the teacher, study and move to the next chapter.  "Mama, crush ko po si Justice po." "Bakit baby?" " Na help niya po ako kanina mag-color!" She laug

The weeks flew in a rush. I am now preparing for a runway fashion show with a famous brand. But I have to of course, watch my body figure. After preparing for a workout, I headed to my personal gym, my home gym. I first had pilates. I have complete materials here. I don't need and instructor since I am already doing it for years.  I did wheel pose, dancer's pose and etc.  Then, I did a dance party workout from Madfit. I do my own dance workout but I am not satisfied with them. I also don't release endorphins since I don't enjoy it.  I did five dance party workout videos for an hour and a half. My whole body is releasing sweat. My workout clothes is wet and I feel like drinking a gallon of water. After, I had myself prepare a "healthy" breakfast. An avocado toast with sunny side up egg and tomatoes as toppings plus Sriracha chili hot sauce with coffee. 

Sa takot ko, I didn't reply to his dm. The news about Kade and I dating has spread like wild fire.It was everywhere.  "Girl, you didn't tell me you're dating Kade pala." "Nasa Maldives ka na pero nakaabot pa sa'yo yan?" I sputtered.  " Duh, social media atsaka you two are the hottest thing right now. Imagine, yung dalawang pinaka-attractive na tao sa buong mundo, dating. That is so lit!" She squealed.  " Stop it, Reiv. Your my best friend tapos you're bullying me. I told you, I thought it was my dummy account!" " You're so tanga naman kasi. What happened next ba? Did he dm-ed you?" " Yes. " I whispered.  Then I heard her squeals from the other line.  " What did you reply?"  "Uh, nothing. Dapat ba meron?" Suddenly, she just hanged up. 

Chapter VIAwkward silence.I avoid looking at his eyes again and brought up a topic.“I-It’s getting dark. I think we should go home.”“Right.” He drove me home and I wasn’t able to say good bye nor good night because I was so embarrassed!I just finished my skin care routine when I decided to open my phone and it was bombarded with messages and notifications.I clicked one and it was an article published about Kade and I.Kade Doyle and Isla de Catalina, our ideal couple!April 14, 20**Singer Kade Doyle and supermodel Isla de Catalina had been spotted on a famous restaurant sporting a matching look plus photos of their perfect sunrise kiss at the beach was captured by a fan.It was weeks ago when Miss Isla accidentally posted a picture of her television where one of Kade’s music video is playing. ‘I love your music so much, love!&rsq

Chapter VIII‘Good luck for tonight, baby. @NotIslaRae’It was really sweet for him to tweet something like that. I am currently preparing for a fashion show by Bailey Sabrina Gutierrez clothing line. She is basically Michael’s stepsister. We were called that day because Miss Bailey wanted me to be on her fashion show. He even showed me the designs for her latest collection and I just fell in love so I said yes.And now I am here, preparing to take over the stage.Kade, my boyfriend will also be here as an audience at the front row.I’m kind of nervous. It’s a big event.Rare Beauty is a well-known clothing line, locally and internationally. Every fashion show is sold out and the most awaited brand every year to launch their fashion show. They set trends and styles. And this year, they also extended their business to cosmetics.With the release of new designs of clothes, they would also be releasing the c