LOGINThe day before the spacecraft launch, I am anonymously reported for concealing a mental illness and lose my qualification to board. After being confined in a psychiatric hospital for three years, my husband, Simon Bergman, who is now a decorated figure in the aerospace field, personally brings me home. "I had no choice but to send you there. I even applied to be demoted just to bring you back. Let's just live our lives well from now on," Simon says. Burdened by guilt for affecting his career, I spend the rest of my life carefully taking care of him and busying myself in the kitchen as a dutiful wife. But before I die, my daughter finds the letter accusing me of having a mental condition—it is written in my husband's own hand. She also discovers decades of correspondence between him and a deceased war buddy's widow named Charmaine Marlowe. In those letters, he writes that to fulfill his buddy's dying wish to take care of Charmaine, he fabricates a false mental illness record and inserts it into my astronaut application. As a result, I was sent to the psychiatric hospital, and my position was taken by her. The glass shatters, and the sharp fragments pierce me, like they are stabbing into my heart. I was supposed to be the one to go to space. But my husband sacrificed my chance so that another woman could have it! I die in despair. When I open my eyes again, I am back on the day of the astronaut selection for the manned spacecraft launch. This time, when Simon offers to help submit my application, I refuse to let him.
View MoreI said, "I just want you to see that I am the first to fly into space. Even though you tried many times to take away what was rightfully mine, I still made it here. Simon, I want you to spend the rest of your life regretting your choice of Charmaine."With that, the countdown to the launch began. I donned my spacesuit and turned toward the spacecraft without a moment's hesitation. My team and I held each other's hands as the final five seconds of the countdown echoed sharply in my ears.The spacecraft launched. I closed my eyes and felt myself surpass the speed of light. When I opened them again, we were in orbit, and the vast expanse of the universe stretched endlessly before me. Every planet moved steadily along its path. The scale was beyond anything I could have imagined.Five days later, we returned safely to Earth. The entire country erupted in excitement, celebrating the historic success of the mission. My unit granted me a full year of leave to rest, and my superior awarded
"What puzzles me is that Charmaine's behavior never gave her away. How did you know she might target this mission?" Commander Wright asked, scrutinizing me closely.I crossed my arms. My mind was filled with memories from my previous life, of the news I had heard in the psychiatric hospital about Charmaine and Simon going to space together.I remembered it all clearly. When a manned spacecraft launched again five years later, a foreign flag appeared in orbit. That flag had never appeared before.I suspected that when Charmaine failed to sabotage the mission, she had left that mark to signal her country's presence. However, I couldn't tell Commander Wright that. Reincarnation sounded absurd, and admitting it could have sent me straight back to the psychiatric hospital.I let out a steady breath and smiled faintly. "Sir, a woman's intuition is powerful, especially when she's been betrayed."Commander Wright chuckled, seemingly satisfied with my answer. "You're boarding tomorrow. Are
Simon kept his head lowered, unable to meet my eyes. A sense of unease gnawed at him, and he shifted restlessly. "When did you find out?"I answered calmly, "A long time ago. Simon, you probably didn't notice, but whenever you lied to me, you were softer than usual. Every time you tried to console me, it was because of Charmaine."He hadn't realized it—and neither had I in my past life. I gave a faint, self-mocking smile at how blind I had been. Love and indifference were always obvious, yet I had failed to see them.I added, "Your feelings for Charmaine changed a long time ago, Simon. That's why I want a divorce."With that, I picked up the signed papers and walked away.Simon's face twisted with desperation and anger as he jumped to his feet, shouting after me, "No, that's not it! I've always felt guilty toward her because her husband died on my account! Jean, you can blame and hate me. I admit I was at fault, but Charmaine is completely innocent! For the sake of all we've share
Matthew's first reaction was to swing at me in anger. "Jean! How dare you accuse Charmaine of something like this! When Desmond died, we all saw how devastated she was. They cared for each other so much. How could she have caused her own husband's death? Desmond died in the line of duty. What does that have to do with her?"I caught his wrist and let out a sharp laugh. "This is the station, not your home. You can't just lock me up whenever you feel like it. Don't believe me? Before Desmond died, he received a classified message. You know that, right? Do you know who sent it?"I met his eyes coldly. Panic flickered across Matthew's face for a moment. His lips trembled as he muttered, "Impossible… That's absolutely impossible…"He jerked his hand free and rushed out of the station. He was most likely heading straight for the interrogation department.After I was released from prison in my previous life, I was assigned to work in the archives for a while. That was where I saw Desmond'






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