Fuck my life

SARAH

I can’t sleep.

I toss and turn in bed, crying my eyes out at regular intervals, until it’s daylight.

It burns. It really does. But I spend the most of my time telling myself it’s best for me. It’s best for all of us.

This was a mistake in the first place.

That one night was never meant to happen. I have too much shit going on in my life to have feelings for three men who will never feel anything for me.

I don’t hate myself that much.

Do I?

True to Ronan’s words, the driver is downstairs by exactly 8:30am. I am told the jet would be ready to leave by 9am, and it’s a twenty minutes drive to the airport.

Malachi and Jaxon only come to my room to help me take my luggage down the stairs, to the doorstep. They don’t say a single word, and neither do I.

I watch in silence as the driver puts my bags into the car, and when he’s done, I turn to Malachi.

“Thank you,” I try to speak knowing my tears are choking me.

“For everything.”

He takes his hands out of the pockets of his b