SARAH
Jaxon, for one, looks a lot more mature. He was 23 the last time I saw him. That was six years ago, a few days before my wedding. They had offered to throw me a bridal shower as a wedding gift which I refused. They were—and are still known to be sex gods. Since I had a crush on them, there was no way I was letting them throw my bridal shower.
As I continue to stare at them, Jaxon leans to whisper something into Malachi’s ear. Their eyes remain fixed on me. Malachi’s lips thin into a smirk as he speaks to Ronan. Ronan’s eyes narrow on me, and I swallow hard and look away.
My heartbeat increases rapidly, and I find myself panting. I place my hand on my chest and take in deep breaths to steady myself. The club suddenly became two times hotter, and sweat had formed a pool between my legs.
It was like Aaron said. I was 21 years the last time I saw them. I was hot then. What did they think of me now? Do they share in Aaron’s sentiment? Do I look like a prude now?
Gosh. I suddenly feel like an imposter in a hot red dress. I look down at my purse on the table and prepare myself to pick it up and leave. There’s no point. Aaron is right. I’m a pathetic prude loser. I’ve spent all this time at work, trying to build a name for myself that was separate from that of my brother’s that I let myself go.
Just as I stand to leave, a waiter approaches me.
“Excuse me, ma’am.”
I fight back my tears as I feign a smile while looking at him.
“Yes?”
“Uhmm, your attention is needed on table thirteen. Our esteemed guests there have requested that you join them.”
What? Really? Did someone really notice me? Could it be…?
No.
“Where is table thirteen?” I ask, and he points in the one direction I pray he wouldn’t.
“Over there, ma’am.” He points.
I know what I’m going to see. Yet, I tilt my neck in the direction of his hand and find the HawkThorne brothers staring at me. Of all the women in the club, why does it have to be me?
I swallow hard, terrified I would embarrass myself. They are the second most important people in my brother’s life after me. It wouldn’t hurt to say hi, right?
I thank the waiter and walk towards them. The way their eyes wander from my face, to my chest, and linger on my cleavage all at the same time makes me squirm. Do they like what they see?
The closer I get to them, the more overwhelming their aura becomes. They conquer space, the scent of their colognes threaten to overpower oxygen as well as everything else around them. No one dares order for a table close to theirs. Everyone who wants to be someone in Durmont knows better than to get on their bad side.
By the time I stand in front of them, I lose the ability to speak until Jaxon starts.
“Sarah,” he says out loud. His eyes drop to the flesh of my thighs. My cheeks heat up in embarrassment. They are shamelessly checking me out. I can’t remember the last time a man looked at me like that.
“It’s been so long. You look amazing.” He continues, and I smile.
“Well, thank you.”
“Where’s your little husband?” Ronan's baritone seeps into my ears. That voice was the object of my many fantasies as a teenager. It had only gotten six times deeper and hotter.
I purse my lips to let out some air. It’s becoming really hot in my insides.
“He’s not here with me tonight. I’m here on my own.”
Malachi’s right brow raises.
“Should you be? This is a club, and you look smoking hot.” He takes a sip of his drink.
“Yes, Sarah. People might be trying to fuck you.” Ronan concludes.
Something about the way he says “fuck” makes me want to be bent over their table and taken by him…or them. There had been rumors when I was younger that they liked to fuck the same woman at the same time. It was a thing for them. I find myself wondering how much of it is true.
I clear my throat before I attempt to speak. Malachi and Jaxon exchange smiles when they see how flushed I am. Ronan’s face remained straight. It isn’t unlike him. He’s the oldest of them after all. How old is he now? Thirty-six?
“Well, maybe I am.” The words spill out of my mouth before I get the chance to take them back.
Malachi’s grey eyes turn a bright silver as they gleam. Jaxon only smiles, while Ronan leans further into his seat.
“Do you mean that, Sarah?” He asks. I drop my gaze from his face to the floor.
“Don’t take your eyes off me.” He orders, and I obey without thinking twice.
“He asked you a question, Sarah. Are you trying to get fucked?”
I can’t find it in me to answer. They know I’m married. What will they think of me if I say yes? I’ll be well within my rights too. It’s an open marriage after all. What if they ask why? How do I tell them my husband decided to open our marriage because he was no longer attracted to me?
“You can trust us.” Jaxon adds.
“We’re in no position to judge you.”
I look up at him and nod.
“Words, Sarah. Use your words.” Malachi says.
“Yes.” I blurt out.
“Yes. I came here to get fucked. I mean, I’m in an open marriage. He has the right to fuck anyone he wants, and I have the right to fuck anyone I want. So…why are you guys smiling like that?”
“We never did give you a wedding gift, did we?” Malachi asks, and I shiver under the cold of his stare.
“N…no. Why?”
I can feel my heart about to leap from my chest.
“Sarah Wellspring, would you like to be fucked by us?”
My eyes widen.
“Like all three of you?”
“We never have it any other way.”
The rumors are definitely true then. Gosh! They all want me, but should they? I mean, I’m their best friend’s little sister and I’m not supposed to be hot, right?
“If you’re wondering why…” Malachi says as he rises to his feet. I watch in silence as he covers the distance between us. He towers above me. He’s nothing less than a foot and 2 inches taller than me, and I’m 5’6.
His right hand encircles my waist and rests on the small of my back. Heat floods my stomach immediately. I swallow hard and push my chest towards him just a little bit, causing him to stare down at my breasts.
“We’ve always wondered what you’ll feel like.”
“Sound like,” Ronan adds as he rises.
“Taste like,” Jaxon concludes.
Before I know it, I’m surrounded by the three of them.
Hot. Powerful. Amazingly sexy.
If the HawkThorne brothers want to fuck me, who am I to say no? This is my chance to prove to myself that I’m not the problem. I’m not the reason Aaron cheats repeatedly. I am an amazing sexy woman about to fuck three sexy men.
So, I manage a smile.
“Yes. I want to.”
“What do you want to do, little Sarah?”
“I want to be fucked,” I whimper. The heat between my legs slowly weakens my knees.
“By the three of you.”
The next thing I know, I’m in a dark red room in the VVIP session of the club. My red dress has fallen to my knees, and I am naked except for my heel sandals.
My nipples are painfully erect as they all look at me. Their dark eyes take their sweet time ravaging my body.
Fuck. They haven’t even touched me yet, but I’m already so wet.
“Come,” Ronan orders, stretching his right hand towards me. I step out of my dress and walk towards him. He orders me to sit beside him and I do.
Malachi and Jaxon kneel before me, while Ronan who’s seated beside me spreads my legs apart. I swallow hard.
Is this really happening? I’m nervous, eager, and so fucking turned on at the same time.
Their greedy eyes rest on my pussy, and Malachi sucks in a deep breath
.
“Tell us, Sarah. Do you want us at once, or one after the other?”
“At once.” I whimper.
“I want all three of you at once.”
TRIGGER WARNING: VOYEURISMRONAN I am determined to totally ruin her tonight. Our pretty little kitten. Sarah casts a wary look on Lena’s outstretched hand. I see her gulp hard—the ball in her throat moves in a swift motion—and she takes her eyes away from Lena, shifting her gaze to me. Poor, poor baby. My lips curl into a smirk as I return her gaze with an equal intensity. I’m daring her, and she knows it. She had a lot of things to say about being a naughty girl in the car, I want to push her to her fucking limits. Her confusion makes way for a strong sense of stubbornness and defiance. She places her hand in Lena’s, gaze still fixed on me. Slowly, Lena leads her away from us into the crowd. I keep my eyes on my little kitten. She looks like a lamb being led to slaughter. A sexy little red-haired lamb I want to slaughter…in bed, of course. I watch her his sway as she walks carefully in her stiletto heels. My eyes travel down the skin of her long, smooth legs. For a second, I
SARAH His statement is like a warning my body recognizes all too well.Goosebumps rise to the surface of my skin despite the coat on me. We stop at the entrance and Jaxon murmurs the password into the bouncer’s ears. Next thing, we are asked to drop our phones into a small box, and the keys are handed over to Jaxon. A male bouncer searches the guys, while a female checks my body for any recording devices—in their words. Is this a party or a secret cult? I find the answer to my question once we reach the end of the long corridor, and a new room opens in front of us. Dark with nothing but red neon lights stationed at very…thoughtful spots. The music blasting from the speakers is loud and sensual with rather provoking lyrics. I WANNA PUT YOU IN SEVEN POSITIONS FOR SEVENTY MINUTES…My mind wanders to the events on the airplane, all the ways the brothers fucked me while I was blindfolded with my hands tied. I shake the thought from my head and focus on the sight in front of me. The
SARAH “I do not know, brother, but I can tell you one thing for sure,” Malachi turns to the backseat and smiles at Jaxon who has his face covered with his right hand as though he’s embarrassed.“Jaxon’s friend is really into some freaky shit.” Malachi and Ronan laugh, while I turn to look at Jaxon. I can’t help but remember how firmly Lisa…Lorna…Livia…whatever the fuck her name was hugged him when she saw him. “We’re not friends, alright? I haven’t seen her in years. We took some classes in college together, that’s all.”Does she know that? I almost blurt the question out, but I force myself to stay quiet. I just want to enjoy my last night of freedom before I face the real world tomorrow. Yes. You read that right. Tomorrow. Don’t get me wrong, this has been nothing short of amazing. A dream, if I’m being honest. But the call from Aaron’s lawyer reminded me of exactly what this is: a fantasy. A fairytale. And like all fairytales, this one has to come to an ending. Ronan arches a
SARAH The brothers must see my face because instantly they’re all speaking at once.“You don’t have to answer,” Malachi says gently.“Kitten,” Ronan adds with his right hand circling my back, pulling me closer to him. “You came here to get away from all that.”“You can let it go to voicemail,” Jaxon finishes.But I can’t. I can’t ignore it. My gut is twisting. With everything that’s happened…I just don’t want to. “It might be from work,” I say, plastering the most painful smile I can muster.“I haven’t really had time to check in with all that’s been happening. They could need me. I have a company to run, remember?”The brothers exchange a knowing look. They know, I know they know, and they know I know they know. It’s not work. Luke would have emailed or called me if it was so important. I swipe to answer. “Hello?”A woman’s voice responds from the other end of the line. “Mrs Wellspring?” I grit my teeth at the title “Mrs.” Not for long now. Not for long. “This is Maddison W
SARAHI can’t stop smiling.Like, actually can’t. My cheeks hurt. My lips are trembling, and my thighs?Well, don’t ask. But if you do, I’ll tell you I feel like I’ve just returned from some battle, victorious and sore in all the best ways.I mean, I wish someone had told me sooner how naughtily good forbidden sex feels like. I would have definitely started it younger. Jaxon’s hand is wrapped firmly around mine as we walk barefoot back to the VIP lounge. “Wipe that smirk off your face, would you?” Jaxon taunts me as he grips my hand a little bit tighter with his own smirk wide on his face. “What? I can’t smile anymore?” “You can, you can. My bad.” He adds, and I shake my head, looking away from him.By the time we’re very close to the VIP section, he leans into me, and his lips brush the skin above my left ear. “Be cool, alright?”Mentally, I roll my eyes. Be cool, he says.I just had one of the naughtiest make-out sessions of my entire life in a public beach, pressed against
JAXONIt’s the first time I’ve had her to myself. It’s the first time I’ve had enough time to do everything I desire to do to her. And I intend to make the best of it. When she’s finally still and panting heavily—obviously trying to catch her breath, I pull back just enough to kiss her thigh. “You might just be mine,” I whisper against her skin.She’s still trembling when I press a soft kiss to the inside of her knee.For the first time in a while, I raise my head to look up at her. She’s blushing through her ragged breaths, glowing with sweat and something that looks a lot like satisfaction. “Someone’s really happy.” I tease, licking the bit of her juices left on my tongue. She playfully rolls her eyes, and I place her legs on the ground before I rise to my feet. Once I’m up, I brush the sand off my knees, but my eyes never leave her. I watch as she blinks up at me like she’s forgotten what planet we’re on. Yeah. My tongue normally has that effect on people. I reach for her