~Kezziah
Sermon woke me the next morning, appearing at the door, but not passing the threshold.
The expression on her face told me something isn’t right. She seems wary, peering into my room as if someone, or something, would jump out and attack her. It takes my groggy, waking mind a few moments to piece together why she might be anxious about stepping into this room.
Time.
I’m not sure what it means to me if she saw what happened last night. The memory seems to dip in and out of my conscious, but what I do remember, are those pierci
~KezziahI can’t predict what is going to happen tonight.Three days has past from Cian’s proposal. He will keep me safe, and in return, I will attend this party on his arm tonight. I’m not particularly fond of the idea, and I’m unsure of what will happen as a consequence, but I need this. If he keeps me safe, I can escape, find freedom, and Avia. I can finally right everything.“I picked out your outfit for tonight,” Cian tells me, turning around with a dress in hand. “Since you don’t exactly have the resources to get yourself one.”
~KezziahI’m not sure what this revelation should mean to me.Part of me immediately feels sorry for the oblivious girl out there who doesn’t know who the two mates arguing over her. One, a powerful immortal who belongs to a group of sins who want nothing more but for this world to burn. And an Alpha, who runs a Pack created of secrets, and what I’ve gathered, a sort of protection against the immortals.Having either of them as my mate would be too much for me. So to know there is someone would there perhaps about to realise who their mates are, I can feel nothing but sympathy.
~KezziahI’m staring at a stunned man.The door behind me shudders closed, a silence following after. I had to come here. After what Cian revealed to me, it’s evident I have no other choice. No one else has offered to help me at all, and as much as I’m trying to figure this out myself, it seems unrealistic that I’ll succeed.Alden slowly rises from where he was sitting, eyeing me like I’m a foreign creature who crawled into his office. I don’t move from my stance. I can’t change my mind on this.“What…” he breaks off. “Are you sure?”
~KezziahI have no idea what to say.Alden is staring at me as if I have committed a crime. Maybe I have to. It wasn’t like I had a choice what was done to me by Time. The marking...The everything. How the bond between us works, I’m not sure. However, when he touched me, I felt nothing. No sparks, no feeling other then angry and hatred.“He’s not my mate,” I say carefully. I believe that, within me. I believe there is someone out there who is, but it’s not Time.I’m not sure why Alden looks so offended by this notion. Perhaps he is surprised he
~KezziahThe more time passed, the more days seemed to entwine into each other.It would be breakfast, lunch and dinner seeing Amilia, Etta and Melena. There was always knew gossip to be had. Whether it be another patient reacting badly to the medication, or someone caught sneaking off in the late hours of the night to be with their assigned guard. Etta seems to find these stories the most mesmerising, being the hopeless romantic that she is.Recently, I common trend had been patients graduating. A strange ceremony takes place where the girls are released from their holdings after their bond has been removed. Clearly Alden
~KezziahHis demands left me without any room to argue.If the Alpha wants something from you, he’s going to get it. No doubt about that. And as much as I’m skeptical about going with him elsewhere, I have been wanting to get out of this place for awhile. Who knows where he wants to take me, but all I know is tomorrow morning, I’ll be leaving this place for I don’t know how long.In the morning, Sermon came to collect me. I’ve never seen her look so pale. I would be mortified if I found out the Alpha was leaving the building along with one of the patients.
~KezziahThe drive was long, but I was too anxious to sleep.Alden seemed consumed in his own world the entire drive. Eyes trained ahead, foot never releasing from the pedal. I just stared out the window, enjoying the taste of freedom, trying to figure out where we are headed. Somewhere cold it seems. Alden’s car has optimal heating, but I can see the way the lush grassy meadows turn to dry tundra.The mountains dusted with snow that once lined the horizon came closer with every mile, until we were driving up the winding roads. Snow lining the road seemed to get thicker the more we climbed, until the roads were icy and mist craw
~KezziahHolding my gasp in, I stumble out the room.No, I must have been seeing things. There is no way Alden is branded by Time. No way at all. As much as it makes sense, I don’t want to believe it. It is why Alden has such a vengeance against Time, and why he wants to find the cure for the branding so desperately.Falling onto my bed, I stare up at the ceiling, trying to make sense of what I saw. I have a million questions I want to berate Alden with, but I doubt he will answer them. Especially considering I walked in on him just after he showered. Somehow I don’t think the reception to that will be very pleasant.