Mag-log inANNELISE POV
Lying to my mother was where I drew the line, but I couldn’t do nothing, I was helpless. My fate was in his hands and I wasn’t sure I wanted to die or feel any sort of pain.
The emotional trauma was enough.
The chill night air blew, dispersing my hair in all directions and obstructing my eyes as I leaned on the railing of the balcony.
How was it so easy to fool my mother? My mom has always had a strange instinct when something wasn’t right, how did he get her to be so ignorant about my whereabout?
I felt more trapped than ever.
I looked around the huge compound, there were men patrolling the mansion, I assumed they were body guards.
I hissed and tucked the tiny strands of my hair obstructing my view behind my ears.
The realization that I was literally the only human in this part of the world weighed in my heart, I wasn’t safe… I didn’t feel safe at all.
I felt his presence behind me, he didn’t need to speak, his strong cologne announced him.
He gently walked towards me and curled his arm around my waist, placing his hand on my lower belly making me stiffen, he was too close, his hand placement felt too intimate even without him feeling my bare skin.
He pulled me in, covering the space between us as he leaned over burying his face against my neck and sniffing my scent.
My toes curled at that gesture, I didn’t understand how I felt. I wanted to be disgusted, I wanted to push him away, but I couldn’t move, the feeling was new, no man has ever touched me in such manner before.
He brushed his lips on my neck, planting a soft kiss on it as I let out a subconscious moan. I was disappointed in myself, I hated my body for reacting to his touch.
“Next time you walk out on me, I would punish you so hard you would beg me to stop and I wouldn’t.” He whispered a warning in my ear, making me shiver at the strictness of his tone. “Be warned, Sweetness.” He muttered softly and kissed my neck.
My breath was unsteady, I was losing control of myself from how close he was to me.
I shut my eyes, letting myself feel his every touch. I had let my guard down for a monster and had decided to live in the moment.
He slowly pulled away from me and I opened my eyes to meet his gaze.
“Sweetness, haven’t you been touched before?” He asked as I stared at him for a moment and slowly nodded.
I lowered my head in embarrassment but he gently cupped my face and raised my eyes. “You’re my gift from the moon goddess.” He whispered, I didn’t understand what he meant by that, but I stayed quiet gazing at his golden eyes, bright and pretty as ever.
Slowly he leaned in, the realization of what he was about to do made my heart race in a weird way, but I didn’t push him away.
My heart was pounding like it was about to explode out my chest, my feet were cold.
I wanted to push him away, but I was too carried away to care anymore.
His lips gently pressed on mine and my heart stopped beating for a second, I didn’t want him to stop and he didn’t stop anyways.
Our lips intertwined for what felt like eternity and he suddenly pulled away.
“Go to bed, Sweetness. See you tomorrow.” He uttered and walked away without giving me a chance to speak.
I was embarrassed and disappointed in my whole existence.
“What just happened?” I whispered to myself in utter disbelief.
My fingers hovered around my lips, I could still feel the softness of his lips, my lips were a bit swollen from the intensity of the kiss.
This was the best kiss I ever had, the last time I had a kiss was in high school, and it sure was a waste of time.
Cassius kissed me like he wanted me, like his life depended on me. The way he cuddled me while eating my lips up felt like he wanted to live in my skin.
I liked every bit of it, I wanted more of that intimacy, but it was him! The monster that kidnapped me, an emotionally unavailable murderer… A werewolf!?
I hated myself for reacting to his actions, for wanting him even more.
But I couldn’t let him have such power over me, he has taken control of my freedom, I shouldn’t let him control my libido.
I haven’t been with a man sexually before, my first can’t be an inhuman monstrous creature.
I rolled my hair up in a messy bun and walked back to the room.
I haven’t stepped outside since last night, few hours earlier made it 24 hours of me being a glorified prisoner.
A cage princess, as it seems…
I fell on the bed, staring at the ceiling, different thoughts clouding my mind.
He had called me a gift given to him by a moon goddess, I didn’t understand what he meant by that, and I was a bit curious.
What the hell could he possibly want from me, what do I possibly have to offer him?
He is obviously very wealthy, he could get any girl he wanted. I am not even on his league, what use am I?
***
I was woken up the next morning by the noises from multiple voices, I lazily opened my eyes to find two ladies standing next to the door, one with a book and the other speaking to her in whispers… loud whispers.
“Ahem…” I cleared my throat dramatically to alert them that I was awake.
“Good morning… Miss… Uhmm Ma’am” They greeted with a slight bow that caught me off guard, they were confused on what to call me.
“Hi, good morning, My name is Anne… Annelise, nice to meet ya.” I politely greeted as they bowed again.
I didn’t fancy that, they looked like they were my age mates or prolly a bit older.
“Good morning, Miss Anne”
“Good morning, Miss Annelise”
They both greeted as I nodded.
“I have been instructed by Alpha Cassius to get your choice of room decoration, we want to transform your room to your own style.” The lady with the book said as I raised my brows in surprise.
“Oh? Okay, sure.” I replied.
“And I’m here to clean your room.” The other lady said as I took the book, it was a decor magazine with lots of options.
I was confused on what to choose, I didn’t know my style. Never had such thoughts.
Cassius had given me a chance to make my little cage look better, I wasn’t going to throw away an opportunity because I hated him.
“This, this is pretty.” I replied, pointing at a picture page.
“Perfect option ma’am, this is a coquette style.” She said and closed the page. “I will go report back…” She added and left.
The other lady had already started cleaning the room so I took the opportunity to leave my room and tour the rest of the house.
I stepped out of my room to meet a long empty hallway with multiple doors, a sudden wave of nervousness hit me. This was a whole mansion, and I knew no one here… Well, except my captor.
I walked a bit further and found a stairway, there was a lady mopping the stairs, once she noticed me she curtsied respectfully, I didn’t like that gesture but I nodded and started walking down the stairs.
“Ma’am, Alpha Cassius has an elevator, and I think you’re permitted to use it, the stair way is too long for you… And, I think Alpha Cassius instructed that you shouldn’t leave this floor without a maid or a guard.” She informed as I furrowed my brows.
What the hell? He’s restricting my movement too!?
“What’s going on here?” His loud masculine voice reverberated in my ears, making me almost flinch out of my skin.
How didn’t we hear him coming!? Is he also a ghost?
CASSIUS VALE POVThe cold night air kissed my skin as I leaned back on the lounge chair, my body still warm from Annelise.The pool water behind us shimmered under the soft lights, reflecting the stars above like the sky had melted into the earth.Paris was loud in the distance... Music, laughter, fireworks testing the night before midnight.But here, in this part of the house, it was just us.Just me and my girl.Just me and the woman that had somehow turned me into a man that looked forward to peace.Annelise lay on the lounge chair beside mine with a blanket lazily wrapped around her body, her curls messy, her cheeks flushed, and her lips still a little swollen from the things I had done to her by the poolside not long ago.My eyes drifted over her face and my chest tightened in a way I would never admit out loud.“What?” she asked with a small smile once she noticed my eyes on her, her voice still slightly breathless.I smirked. “You look like I ruined your bones.”She rolled her
ANNELISE POVThe next morning made every feeling I had too real.I sat in the passenger seat with both my hands pressed against my belly even though there was nothing to feel yet. Nothing had changed physically, but everything had changed neurologically.I was pregnant.Pregnant.Every time that word crossed my mind, my chest tightened.Cassius drove with one hand on the steering wheel and the other resting on my thigh.What if I wasn’t ready?What if I was going to be a terrible mother?What if school became impossible?What if I lost myself?I turned to the window and watched the cold Paris morning blur past. Christmas decorations hung from lamp posts, little wreaths and red ribbons everywhere, and people walked around looking festive and alive.Meanwhile, I felt like I was floating outside my own body.“Sweetness.” Cassius’ voice broke into my thoughts. “Stop thinking too much.”I turned to him. “How do I stop thinking too much when I might be carrying a whole baby inside me?”His
CASSIUS VALE POVThe ride back home was too quiet… heavy.Annelise sat by the passenger seat, staring outside the window while the Christmas lights from the streets reflected on her face.She looked beautiful, soft… fragile and completely somewhere else.I kept stealing glances at her while driving, trying to read her expression, trying to catch what exactly had shifted in her mood since this morning.But she was doing that thing she does when she is overwhelmed.She was shutting down.She wasn’t speaking unless I asked a direct question.She wasn’t smiling the way she usually did when we passed something silly on the road.She wasn’t humming to the Christmas songs playing low in the car.She was just there…And it was starting to piss me off, because I didn’t know what was happening in her head, and I hate not knowing things.I hate not being in control.My hand tightened on the steering wheel.Was she rethinking us?That was the first ugly thought that crossed my mind and once it en
ANNELISE POVA month had passed so quickly now it was December, and Paris looked like Santa had thrown up on every single street in the most expensive way possible.Everywhere was red, green, gold, glitter, lights, fake snow, giant Christmas trees, wreaths, bows, and enough holiday music to make a person lose their mind.The city was beautiful though.Very beautiful.And somehow, I couldn’t enjoy any of it.I stood in front of my bathroom mirror, staring at my phone screen with my period tracker app opened.Late.Five days late.My stomach twisted so hard that I had to grip the edge of the sink.“No…” I whispered to myself, my voice shaky. “No, no, no…”I shut my eyes and inhaled deeply.Maybe it was stress.Maybe my body was just acting up.Maybe I was overthinking.But deep down, I already knew something was wrong.Or maybe not wrong.Just… life changing.I swallowed hard and looked at my reflection again.I looked normal.Completely normal.No one would know that my heart had been
As Anne was led carefully into the Condo by Cassius, her brain couldn’t process what she had heard about Sloan. A few days ago, she saw him in her school and he was perfectly healthy.It didn’t make sense to her how things would abruptly go wrong to the extent of him needing a home.She sat on a couch and Cassius sat across from her, staring into her face and waiting for her to snap out of her thoughts.“But… but, Sloan was young and healthy as far as I know. It…” She whispered loud enough for Cassius to hear as she stood up from the couch. “It doesn’t make sense that he suddenly needs special care?”Cassius sighed loudly and stood up too as he approached Annelise.“Right?” She asked looking into his eyes like she was searching for the truth.“I don’t think you should worry yourself with this, let’s not let another man’s problem ruin our first night together after all the drama.” Cassius said as he gently stroked her curls.“I… I know, but as much as I get that you hate Sloan, he was
ANNELISE POVI stood still in the middle of the art room, my fingers still resting on the edge of the easel as I stared at everything around me. The room was too intentional, too thoughtful, too me. The soft cream walls, the natural light pouring in from the tall windows, the organized shelves waiting to be cluttered with paint and brushes and half-finished ideas. He had thought of me while building this, while keeping this, while waiting for the right time to show me.I turned slowly to look at him.Cassius stood a few steps behind me, his gaze fixed on my face like he was trying to read my reaction and prepare himself for disappointment at the same time. His hands were tucked into his pockets but I could tell by the tightness of his jaw that he was nervous.The thought almost made me smile.“Say something, Sweetness…” he murmured, voice low and careful.I blinked back the tears gathering in my eyes and looked around one more time before my gaze returned to him. “You did all this… fo







