Chapter Three
5 Years Later
/-Isla-/
“You need to come back, Isla. The Luna is seriously ill. The Doctors don't think she would be able to make it to the next moon,” Elsie's voice rang desperately in my ears. “You need to see her, Isla. Please… you'll never forgive yourself if she dies without you seeing her.”
I knew she was right.
After leaving home years ago, I cut all communication with everyone. Except Elsie, of course. Even though Roman was the one who hurt me, I secretly resented everyone, including my mother for not stopping him. It just hurt so much at that time and my naive sixteen-year-old self didn't care if she knew about my feelings or not.
I hated myself for punishing her for something she knew nothing about but leaving was the only way to get over him. All I had to do was push on till my eighteenth birthday.
When I clocked eighteen, I was excited. I thought I would find the mate that would finally take my mind off Roman for good but I was wrong. The goddess only granted me a wolf, Arla, but I never found my mate.
I was even more heartbroken and devastated. All the pain I thought was buried inside, resurfaced again and I felt miserable. Then he came along.
“Hey baby, are you okay?” His hand slipped over mine and I wore a plastic smile, turning to the curly-haired blond beside me.
“Is Carlos there?” Elsie asked and I sighed.
“Elsie…”
Carlos took the phone from me and put it on speaker.
“I'm here, Elsie,” he answered.
“She needs to come home, Carl. Please convince her. Her mother is critically ill and needs her. She can't just keep holding on to the past…”
“Alright, alright!” I cut her short before she would say anything that would ruin my relationship. “I'll return tomorrow, is that okay?”
“Yes! Yes please… this is great news, I'll inform everyone!” She squealed in excitement and hung up.
Carlos glanced at me with a worried expression. “Are you okay?”
“I'm fine, Carlos. I'm just worried about my mother, that's all,” I told him. He pulled me closer to himself and kissed my forehead.
“She is going to be fine, baby. I'm sure she would be more than happy to see you,” he said and I relaxed in his arms.
I wish he knew it was not as easy as he said it. That my mother was not the only person I was worried about.
But I couldn't tell him that. Carlos was the one who picked up the broken pieces of my heart. He was there for me even when I tried so hard to push him away.
This was our second year together and even though a part of me knew I would never love him, I cared deeply for him and I promised myself I would never hurt him.
“I know we agreed not to talk about your past but is there a particular reason you have avoided home for so long?” He asked.
“No,” I answered curtly and pulled away from him. “We should start packing.”
He didn't push further and that was one of the reasons I liked him. He didn't press me to say things I didn't want to say. It was no use opening old wounds. I have moved on already.
The next day, I was on a plane heading back to the very place I ran away from years ago.
I couldn't believe I was coming back. Five years away from this place yet it felt like nothing had changed.
My thoughts shifted to him and I shut my eyes.
‘Don’t you dare think about him, Isla. You're not here for him! You're here for your sick mother!’ Arla, my wolf scolded.
We arrived at the pack house and I was immediately surrounded.
“Princess, you're back!”
“It's been five years!”
“You've grown even more beautiful.”
“The Luna has missed you!”
I smiled and greeted as many people as I could while pushing my way through the crowd. It was suffocating and I was starting to feel claustrophobic when the guards came to my rescue.
“Isla, you made it!!!” Elsie ran into me, suffocating me with a hug. It's been so long I didn't realize how much I've missed this.
“Come with me!”
A huge feast had already been arranged to celebrate my return. Elsie really outdid herself this time. Not that I could complain.
Everyone was here.
Everyone except him. But I didn't care. I hope he remained absent until I saw my mother and left.
The royal horn was suddenly blown, announcing the presence of the royals.
“Your pack is so cool,” Carlos whispered beside me. “In my pack, nobody likes the royal family. They are all afraid and trembling and when I officially became Beta, I was automatically feared as well.”
“Your Alpha must be ruthless then,” I told him and he chuckled lightly.
“Perhaps.”
“Honourable people of Crescent Moon Pack, we present to you the Alpha and Luna of Crescent Moon. Alpha Roman Kane and Luna Manda Cane.”
The minute he stepped into the hall, my breath hitched. His powerful aura took over the room and the temperature seemed to drop by a few degrees.
My palms suddenly became sweaty as I shivered slightly. He was even more dashing than the last time I remembered. His silver-streaked hair was longer, his facials looked like they were chiseled into shape. Sharp and prominent.
Those piercings. The ones that made him look dangerously attractive were still there and the tattoos… oh goddess! My knees felt like jelly.
A wave of shame hit me as I realised that I was still hopelessly in love with this man. Five years and a boyfriend were not enough to break me out of his claws.
Manda, on the other hand, looked every bit as smug as she did the last time. I rolled my eyes, because whether I admitted it or not, I still didn't like her.
“We also present, Luna Zelda Kane!” Cheers erupted as they called for my mother. But there was something emotional about the way they clapped and screamed good wishes.
Then I saw her and my heart sank further. She was in a wheelchair, barely able to sit.
I rushed over to her without realising it.
“Mother!” I sobbed, falling to my knees. I threw my arms around her, letting my tears fall. “Please forgive me, mom. I am so sorry…”
“Isla…” her voice came out weak and barely audible. “Is this really you?”
“Yes… yes… it's me, mother,” I pulled away so she could see my face properly. A weak smile crossed her once beautiful features as she brushed the tears off my cheeks.
“How long has it been?” Her eyes watered. “I… I thought you would never come back…”
“How could I not?” I sniffled. “I'm sorry.”
I hugged her again and the whole palace was silently watching.
“What happened to you? How did it get this bad?” I asked. I didn't need to look too much to know she was poisoned. Her veins were visibly black, highlighting the spread.
She couldn't heal naturally like the rest of us because her blood was poisoned and it was killing her slowly.
“Wolfsbane,” she answered. “I took out the arrow without thinking and the poison spread rapidly. It's a miracle I am still alive.”
More tears fell from my cheek.
“We have been searching everywhere for you. Your uncle, especially,” she told me and I looked up at Roman before my brain even processed it.
Those seafoam eyes flickered briefly at me, taking in every inch of my appearance and I forced my eyes away from him, painfully aware of the way my skin burned from the intensity of his gaze.
Did he really look for me?
“I am here now, mother. You don't need to search anymore,” I assured her. There was no way I could leave her in this state.
I would stay with her even if it meant confronting my supposed “dead” feelings for my uncle.
“Let's have dinner, there is so much we need to catch up on.”
I made it through the feast, filling my mother with all my academic prowess. While she told me how proud of me she was, Roman sat there silently, listening. Manda, of course, was all over him and it was hard to keep my irritation off my face so I avoided looking at her all together.
“Mom, I have someone very important to introduce to you,” I told her.
“Really? Who is it?” She sounded excited and it made me happy.
I grabbed Carlos' hand and his cheeks coloured slightly.
“This is Carlos Hamilton. Beta of SilverMoon pack. He is my boyfriend,” I informed her.
My mother gasped. “Oh goddess! This is good news indeed!”
For some reason, my eyes shifted to Alpha Roman who I assumed was going to have his stoic face on but I was wrong.
There was sheer amusement in his eyes as if I had just told the biggest joke of the century. My fists clenched as my face morphed into a glare.
“Is something funny, Uncle?” I spat the words as if they burned me.
He didn't bother to answer me. Instead, he just stood up and left the table.
“What is wrong with him?” I exasperated and Carlos placed a hand over mine.
“You need to calm down, baby. I'm sure he meant no harm,” my mother said softly.
I let myself relax for her sake. I didn't need his stupid validation anyways. He could have it up his ass for all I care!
“It's really good to have you back, Isla, even though you left unexpectedly,” Manda said.
“Yeah,” i said dryly, hoping she would pick the hint that I didn't want to talk to her.
“So, how's college?” She asked and I sighed. Didn't I already narrate all that?
“Fine.”
She finally took the hint and kept quiet.
Later that evening, I decided to take a walk after Carlos settled in the guest room. At first, it was nothing unusual but then I picked up a sweet scent of pines and apples.
“Mate!” Arla leaped and my entire body froze.
No! No! No! This cannot be happening to me.
How could I suddenly have a mate when my boyfriend was here?
Chapter Four /-Isla-/This had to be a cruel joke. I turned eighteen and waited eagerly for my mate but Arla didn't pick him up and now, two years later when I already found myself a charming boyfriend, I was suddenly mated?‘Let’s go, Isla, we're going to lose him if you keep whining,’ Arla cried impatiently. Whining? She was the one whining!I followed the scent and Arla's excitement pushed me into a run. I went through the courtyard and finally found myself in the garden. There was no one there but the scent was incredibly strong and overwhelming. He was here somewhere!“Looking for someone, little one?” My entire body stiffened as the rich silky tone filtered into my ears. 'Mate!’ Arla leaped again but I didn't turn around.This had to be a cruel joke. The man who rejected me five years ago was now my mate? The goddess had to be pranking me!He took a step forward and I could feel his presence engulf me. The air was thick with his pheromones and I found myself melting. “You
Chapter Five/-Isla-/I belong to him?This had to be the biggest joke of the century. Who the hell did he think he was?“I don't think you heard me right,” my eyes narrowed as I stepped closer, ignoring the prickle in my skin from his closeness. “I said I reject you!” “Your rejection is void unless I accept it,” those seafoam eyes locked with mine, “and I will never accept it.” My fists clenched hard. I wanted to punch him so badly. Why was he so intent on making my life miserable?“So what do you expect me to do now? Hold on to a married man because he's what? My mate?” I huffed. “Listen carefully, Alpha. I, Isla Dysai Kane, am my own person and will never ever belong to you!” I poked him hard in the chest. “I'm going back to my boyfriend. You can choke on the stupid bond for all I care!” He didn't stop me as I walked away and I was grateful. The last thing I wanted him to see was the unshed tears in my eyes. Because then he would know that no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't
Chapter Six/-Isla-/Carlos had this look on his face that made me uneasy. Since I woke up this morning, he has been looking at me weirdly. “Carl, is there something you want to tell me? You've been staring at me weird since I woke up,” I said. “You don't know?” He asked and I stared at him with a puzzled expression. “You seriously don't remember anything that happened last night?”I tried to think but nothing was coming to my head. “Since you don't remember, forget it,” he said, heading to the bathroom. I ran after it. “Would you just talk to me? If I did something wrong, tell me!” I groaned. “Stop these childish games.” “Childish?” His gaze darkened. “You were whimpering his name all night in your sleep and I'm childish for getting upset?” At first, his words didn't make sense to me then realization crashed on me. Last night, when it felt like I was in some kind of haze, lying next to Roman, it was really… Carlos?Oh Goddess! What the fuck is wrong with you, Isla? In the firs
Chapter Seven /-Isla-/“What's going on?” Manda asked, noticing the glares Roman and I passed each other.“I wonder too. What's wrong, Alpha?” I asked, keeping my eyes on him. I was treading on dangerous grounds but who fucking cares?I won't let him control my life!The tension at the table was sharp enough to. Cut through anything. Everyone looked between Roman and me, but we didn't take our eyes off each other. “Good morning, everyone. Sorry I'm late, I was really out of it last night,” Elsie showed up out of the blue, breaking the awkward silence. “Isla!” She dropped on the seat next to me and draped her arms around me, blissfully unaware of what she walked into. “I'm so sorry we couldn't talk last night. I thought you might want to spend more time with the Luna,” she said and I smiled. “Thank you, Elsie. For bringing me back,” I said softly and she pulled me into a tight hug.“I've missed you soooooo much! We have a lot to catch on about…” she paused, glancing at Carlos with
Chapter Eight /-Isla-/She was crazy. She'd lost her fucking mind going after him like that but nothing I said could stop her. She was Elsie and she'd do whatever the fuck she wanted no matter what I said. Carlos returned with the gift and was surprised to see just me. “Where did she go?” He asked, setting in on the spot where she was sitting. “I don't know. Probably to grab something,” I shrugged. I couldn't possibly tell him that my best friend was going to fight my uncle because of me. Carlos took his seat beside me. “So…” he said, voice low, eyes dragging over me like he was reading a dirty thought. “Looks like it’s just the two of us now.”I willed myself to stay still. Not to move from him like I always did when he became filthy or suggestive. I already pissed him off this morning. I wanted to make up for that. “Well do…” I smiled. “Do you want me to show you around? I could give you a tour of the pack. I can even show you some of my favourite places when I was a kid.”
Chapter NineA mix of kisses and goosebumps /-Isla-/“You asked to see me, Mom,” I said, sitting by her bedside. I tried not to look her in the eyes because I was certain she would see through me. I was already fighting hard to keep the tears stinging my eyes at bay. If anyone interrogated me, I might as well burst into tears. “Yes, I did,” she said weakly. “I wanted us to discuss your father's company which is currently under your uncle's control. I spoke to him…” she paused suddenly, letting out a violent cough. “Are you okay, mom?” I asked, scrambling off the bed to grab a bottle of water for her. I picked one out from the fridge and uncapped it quickly. I poured it quickly into the glass and handed it to her. She emptied the glass and relief washed through me when I saw that she was okay. “Are you okay, Isla?’ she asked me. “Your eyes…”“I should be the one asking if you're okay, Mom. We were talking about the company and you said…” I tried to change the subject but she cut
Chapter Ten A little trick /-Isla-/I panicked immediately I realised what I had done. I opened my mouth to apologise but nothing came out. I was gaping like a fish. Those blue eyes looked like they had been stabbed over and over in the chest. To make it worse, my mouth wasn't cooperating. Instead, my hands were clasped together in silent plea. “I should start packing,” he stood up and walked to his wardrobe without sparing me a second glance. What is wrong with me?!“Carlos…” I finally managed to speak. “I'm sorry, please… I didn't mean to react like that . I just…” I couldn't find the right words to say. “You just what?” He faced me, allowing the wardrobe slam close behind him. “Go ahead and explain, I'm waiting!” “I'm sorry…” I apologised, feeling the tears stung in my eyes. “I don't know why…”“Well I do!” He said coldly. “You are still hung over that Roman guy. Whatever he did to you has you wrapped around his fucking finger that you can think of anything else or being wi
Chapter ElevenA punishment for a prize/-Isla-/“I don't understand. What the hell is going on here and why have you been here all day, Elsie?” I asked, barely able to keep my anger at bay. “I was searching everywhere for you!”Elsie let out a sigh as she got up from her seat. “Let's talk outside, Isla. Please?” “No, we are going to talk right here! In front of him! He told me you were being tortured for disrespecting him and he would double your punishment every second Carlos stays here,” I yelled. Her eyes widened in shock and she stared accusingly at Roman.“All I had to do was win, you didn't say it had to be the right way,’’ he shrugged. I wanted to rip my head out in confusion. They were both confusing me! “Isla, I came here to have a word with Roman, as you know. I told him to leave you alone that you had a boyfriend who would kill for you and he said if he actually wanted you to send Carlos away within the next few hours, you would. Of course I didn't believe him so I told
Chapter Twenty Three A second chance /-Isla-/It was pointless, yet I don't even know why I try.After he gave me that answer, he coldly dismissed me. Asking me to get back to work like none of it ever happened. It hurt. A lot more than I wanted to admit but there was nothing I could do. No form of reverse psychology would ever make him change his mind. I was stuck with him whether I liked it or not. I was too exhausted to try to searched for Garry after work, to apologise for what happened earlier. I guess that would have to wait until tomorrow. I just wanted to go home now and sleep it off. Thankfully, Mrs Lang didn't hoard me with work to do at home so I walked out of the building the same way I came. The driver was already waiting for me.“Greetings, your highness,” he bowed Andi nodded in acknowledgement. I entered the car and let my body fall against the leather seat. My phone rang at that moment and I wanted to ignore it but something just told me to check. I picked it
Chapter twenty two What We Feel/-Isla-/“Can I at least tell him I'm leaving?” I asked Roman. “No,” he said plainly. “But it will be rude to…”“He was employed to work not to go on dates. You don't owe him anything,” Roman said plainly. “For moon's sake, it is just lunch! Not a date!” I groaned. “I am just trying to show some courtesy.”He didn't argue with me any further. He simply grabbed my hand and pulled me along with him back to the office. I could feel the dozens of eyes on us and I just wanted to disappear. Why was this man bent in making my life difficult? Wasn't it hard enough already? He didn't stop until we were both in his private elevator. “What are you doing, Roman?” I demanded. “Did you see the way everyone was staring at us?” “So fucking what?” He suddenly advanced towards me and I moved backwards. The predatory look in his eyes made my legs feel like jelly. “Why…why are you coming so close to me?” I stuttered out as I backed away from him. “Don't… don't com
Chapter Twenty-OneA new friend/-Isla-/Lunch break came sooner than expected and even then, I was happy to go. Ksit a few hours here and it already felt like I was working for an eternity. “You can take a break now,” Mrs Lang told me. “Get yourself something to eat.” I didn't even try to play the perfect employee and stay back like she did to finish my work. I was off my seat and grabbing my purse. I could feel her judgement gaze on me even though she was the one who I should go for my break. I walked out of the room, relieved to be out of her sight and headed downstairs. As I stepped out of the elevator, I met someone. A blond with soft blue eyes just outside the elevator. “Hello,” he smiled at me. “Hello,” I responded politely. “You're new here, right?” He asked and I nodded. “I'm Garry, you?” I couldn't help wondering if he didn't actually know who I was. I mean everyone knew members of the royal bloodline right?“Isla,” I responded, taking his hand. “There's a restaura
Chapter Twenty Not So subtle/-Isla-/“You can't just do this,” I blurted. “It wasn't my fault!” “Whose fault is it then?” Mrs Lang asked. “Mine?” “Some lady walked in here and just poured your coffee all the documents. I didn't do anything to her. Goddess knows that i don't even know her name!” I said. She didn't look even a tad hit convinced. “Your little amateur lies will not save you from this. Stop wasting your breath and leave. I warned you about this before hand, didn't I?” She reminded me. “I don't give second chances so don't bother begging.” A tear rolled down my cheeks. I was frustrated and didn't bother explaining myself further. I just packed up and walkd out of the office. I wiped my tears furiously as I walked down the hall. Less than two hours I arrived here and I was already leaving permanently. I bumped hard into someone and staggered back. Before I could fall, a strong pair of arms wrapped around my waist. “Isla,” that familiar baritone drew my attention to
Chapter Nineteen Frustration isn't cute /-Isla-/I woke up later than I expected. I was exhausted out of my mind but I needed to go to work. It was my first day and I couldn't afford to make a bad impression on my first day. I didn't even know what kind of person Mrs Lang would be. It was 8:30 when I arrived at the company. I was dressed in the pantsuit I wanted to wear yesterday. Thankfully, my injuries were already gone and I couldn't feel the pain anymore. Arla healed up in my sleep. I headed to the second floor where Mrs Lang's office was located, clutching tightly to my internship letter.I was supposed to be an employee but of course, Roman just had to prove himself. I let out a sigh and knocked twice. “Come in,” came an immediate response, and I entered. Mrs. Lang sat behind a massive, sleek black desk, her sharp eyes assessing me the moment I stepped through the door. She didn’t smile. No, that would have been too much. Instead, her expression was hard, her posture str
Chapter Eighteen Call on me/-Isla-/One minute I was almost certain that he'd lost control and the next, he moved away from me like I was hot iron. “I'm sorry,” he apologized. “I shouldn't come off on you like that.” I was gobsmacked. Never in my wildest dreams had I imagined that Roman would apologize to me. Yet his dstance gave my brain the much needed space to process everything. “I'll get you something to wear. Don't move,” he said and walked away.I couldn't even if I wanted to. This man clearly had no idea about the depth of the effect he had on me. As I stared at his retreating figure, I couldn't help but wonder how a man who had been so dismissive of me in the past was now so… seductive and possessive. Was it because of the matebond? I certainly hoped not. I wouldn't be able to survive any more of this torture. I waited there for him, seizing the opportunity to regain my composure and allow my body to return to normal. In less than ten minutes, he was back in a dress
Chapter Seventeen A very rough night /-Isla-/I didn't have the time to fully process what she said because the wolf on top of us was gradually overpowering us.There was no escape route either because we were enclosed in a circle of spectating wolves. Just when I thought it was over for us, something flashed through the circle and knocked him off me. “Mate!” Arla leapt in joy. “He came!” Arla sat up despite the pain, and together, we watched the huge grey wolf crush the other's neck in a matter of seconds.It tossed the corpse aside, and the rest of the wolves tried backing away, but they weren't so lucky. The speed and accuracy at which the Alpha wolf used to sink his canines into their necks was almost unimaginable. He dropped the last limp body, and that was when Arla's pain and weakness suddenly descended on me. Like it had been on hold because of the fight. I shifted back to human form and the injuries I saw on my skin were all unbelievable. Arla was too weak to heal me n
Chapter Sixteen Mine alone /-Manda-/“Roman please…” I whined, trying to miss him but he peeled my hands away from him as though I disgusted him. I didn't understand it. Outside, he acted like the lovely caring husband, he let me kiss him, but him, wrap my arms around him but inside, he treated me like I was garbage who didn't deserve to share the same space with him.I made another attempt to touch him and he shot me a disgusted look. “Get your filthy hands off me,” his icy tone made me flinch. “Why… why do you keep doing this to me?” I cried. “Am I not good enough for you? It is bad enough that this is an open marriage but can't I atleast kiss you away from the prying eyes of people?”There was no form of emotion in those seafoam eyes as he looked at me. It felt.like everything I said didn't make any sense to him. “I had an agreement, Manda. I made this an open marriage so you wouldn't bother me about things like this. The only thing I can offer you is the Luna position and re
Chapter Fifteen A distress call/-Isla-/“The chicken has too much spice in it,” Manda dropped her fifth complaint. “Could have reduced the quantity of spices a little bit. It could cause serious stomach problems.” The food in my mouth suddenly tasted like ashes. Everyone else, including Roman complimented the dish on their first spoonful but all Manda has done since she started eating was complain about one thing or the other. Nothing was good enough for her. I was trying my best to stay calm, even when Arla was practically growling inside me. Elsie was constantly rubbing my lap to keep me calm but Manda wouldn't just stop. She was pushing every single button, baiting me to disrespect her before everyone. “You know, now that the soup is a little cold, it tastes even more…”“If you're not hungry, you could just leave the table,” My mother finally came to the rescue. “My ears are bleeding from all your complains.” “Mother,” Manda pouted with her fake innocence. “I do want to eat,