LOGINChapter Three
5 Years Later
/-Isla-/
“You need to come back, Isla. The Luna is seriously ill. The Doctors don't think she would be able to make it to the next moon,” Elsie's voice rang desperately in my ears. “You need to see her, Isla. Please… you'll never forgive yourself if she dies without you seeing her.”
I knew she was right.
After leaving home years ago, I cut all communication with everyone. Except Elsie, of course. Even though Roman was the one who hurt me, I secretly resented everyone, including my mother for not stopping him. It just hurt so much at that time and my naive sixteen-year-old self didn't care if she knew about my feelings or not.
I hated myself for punishing her for something she knew nothing about but leaving was the only way to get over him. All I had to do was push on till my eighteenth birthday.
When I clocked eighteen, I was excited. I thought I would find the mate that would finally take my mind off Roman for good but I was wrong. The goddess only granted me a wolf, Arla, but I never found my mate.
I was even more heartbroken and devastated. All the pain I thought was buried inside, resurfaced again and I felt miserable. Then he came along.
“Hey baby, are you okay?” His hand slipped over mine and I wore a plastic smile, turning to the curly-haired blond beside me.
“Is Carlos there?” Elsie asked and I sighed.
“Elsie…”
Carlos took the phone from me and put it on speaker.
“I'm here, Elsie,” he answered.
“She needs to come home, Carl. Please convince her. Her mother is critically ill and needs her. She can't just keep holding on to the past…”
“Alright, alright!” I cut her short before she would say anything that would ruin my relationship. “I'll return tomorrow, is that okay?”
“Yes! Yes please… this is great news, I'll inform everyone!” She squealed in excitement and hung up.
Carlos glanced at me with a worried expression. “Are you okay?”
“I'm fine, Carlos. I'm just worried about my mother, that's all,” I told him. He pulled me closer to himself and kissed my forehead.
“She is going to be fine, baby. I'm sure she would be more than happy to see you,” he said and I relaxed in his arms.
I wish he knew it was not as easy as he said it. That my mother was not the only person I was worried about.
But I couldn't tell him that. Carlos was the one who picked up the broken pieces of my heart. He was there for me even when I tried so hard to push him away.
This was our second year together and even though a part of me knew I would never love him, I cared deeply for him and I promised myself I would never hurt him.
“I know we agreed not to talk about your past but is there a particular reason you have avoided home for so long?” He asked.
“No,” I answered curtly and pulled away from him. “We should start packing.”
He didn't push further and that was one of the reasons I liked him. He didn't press me to say things I didn't want to say. It was no use opening old wounds. I have moved on already.
The next day, I was on a plane heading back to the very place I ran away from years ago.
I couldn't believe I was coming back. Five years away from this place yet it felt like nothing had changed.
My thoughts shifted to him and I shut my eyes.
‘Don’t you dare think about him, Isla. You're not here for him! You're here for your sick mother!’ Arla, my wolf scolded.
We arrived at the pack house and I was immediately surrounded.
“Princess, you're back!”
“It's been five years!”
“You've grown even more beautiful.”
“The Luna has missed you!”
I smiled and greeted as many people as I could while pushing my way through the crowd. It was suffocating and I was starting to feel claustrophobic when the guards came to my rescue.
“Isla, you made it!!!” Elsie ran into me, suffocating me with a hug. It's been so long I didn't realize how much I've missed this.
“Come with me!”
A huge feast had already been arranged to celebrate my return. Elsie really outdid herself this time. Not that I could complain.
Everyone was here.
Everyone except him. But I didn't care. I hope he remained absent until I saw my mother and left.
The royal horn was suddenly blown, announcing the presence of the royals.
“Your pack is so cool,” Carlos whispered beside me. “In my pack, nobody likes the royal family. They are all afraid and trembling and when I officially became Beta, I was automatically feared as well.”
“Your Alpha must be ruthless then,” I told him and he chuckled lightly.
“Perhaps.”
“Honourable people of Crescent Moon Pack, we present to you the Alpha and Luna of Crescent Moon. Alpha Roman Kane and Luna Manda Cane.”
The minute he stepped into the hall, my breath hitched. His powerful aura took over the room and the temperature seemed to drop by a few degrees.
My palms suddenly became sweaty as I shivered slightly. He was even more dashing than the last time I remembered. His silver-streaked hair was longer, his facials looked like they were chiseled into shape. Sharp and prominent.
Those piercings. The ones that made him look dangerously attractive were still there and the tattoos… oh goddess! My knees felt like jelly.
A wave of shame hit me as I realised that I was still hopelessly in love with this man. Five years and a boyfriend were not enough to break me out of his claws.
Manda, on the other hand, looked every bit as smug as she did the last time. I rolled my eyes, because whether I admitted it or not, I still didn't like her.
“We also present, Luna Zelda Kane!” Cheers erupted as they called for my mother. But there was something emotional about the way they clapped and screamed good wishes.
Then I saw her and my heart sank further. She was in a wheelchair, barely able to sit.
I rushed over to her without realising it.
“Mother!” I sobbed, falling to my knees. I threw my arms around her, letting my tears fall. “Please forgive me, mom. I am so sorry…”
“Isla…” her voice came out weak and barely audible. “Is this really you?”
“Yes… yes… it's me, mother,” I pulled away so she could see my face properly. A weak smile crossed her once beautiful features as she brushed the tears off my cheeks.
“How long has it been?” Her eyes watered. “I… I thought you would never come back…”
“How could I not?” I sniffled. “I'm sorry.”
I hugged her again and the whole palace was silently watching.
“What happened to you? How did it get this bad?” I asked. I didn't need to look too much to know she was poisoned. Her veins were visibly black, highlighting the spread.
She couldn't heal naturally like the rest of us because her blood was poisoned and it was killing her slowly.
“Wolfsbane,” she answered. “I took out the arrow without thinking and the poison spread rapidly. It's a miracle I am still alive.”
More tears fell from my cheek.
“We have been searching everywhere for you. Your uncle, especially,” she told me and I looked up at Roman before my brain even processed it.
Those seafoam eyes flickered briefly at me, taking in every inch of my appearance and I forced my eyes away from him, painfully aware of the way my skin burned from the intensity of his gaze.
Did he really look for me?
“I am here now, mother. You don't need to search anymore,” I assured her. There was no way I could leave her in this state.
I would stay with her even if it meant confronting my supposed “dead” feelings for my uncle.
“Let's have dinner, there is so much we need to catch up on.”
I made it through the feast, filling my mother with all my academic prowess. While she told me how proud of me she was, Roman sat there silently, listening. Manda, of course, was all over him and it was hard to keep my irritation off my face so I avoided looking at her all together.
“Mom, I have someone very important to introduce to you,” I told her.
“Really? Who is it?” She sounded excited and it made me happy.
I grabbed Carlos' hand and his cheeks coloured slightly.
“This is Carlos Hamilton. Beta of SilverMoon pack. He is my boyfriend,” I informed her.
My mother gasped. “Oh goddess! This is good news indeed!”
For some reason, my eyes shifted to Alpha Roman who I assumed was going to have his stoic face on but I was wrong.
There was sheer amusement in his eyes as if I had just told the biggest joke of the century. My fists clenched as my face morphed into a glare.
“Is something funny, Uncle?” I spat the words as if they burned me.
He didn't bother to answer me. Instead, he just stood up and left the table.
“What is wrong with him?” I exasperated and Carlos placed a hand over mine.
“You need to calm down, baby. I'm sure he meant no harm,” my mother said softly.
I let myself relax for her sake. I didn't need his stupid validation anyways. He could have it up his ass for all I care!
“It's really good to have you back, Isla, even though you left unexpectedly,” Manda said.
“Yeah,” i said dryly, hoping she would pick the hint that I didn't want to talk to her.
“So, how's college?” She asked and I sighed. Didn't I already narrate all that?
“Fine.”
She finally took the hint and kept quiet.
Later that evening, I decided to take a walk after Carlos settled in the guest room. At first, it was nothing unusual but then I picked up a sweet scent of pines and apples.
“Mate!” Arla leaped and my entire body froze.
No! No! No! This cannot be happening to me.
How could I suddenly have a mate when my boyfriend was here?
~ISLA~It was finally the day Roman was taking us home.My mind was elsewhere buzzing with nerves, excitement, and that strange, overwhelming flutter that came whenever I was near him.Even though he told me that he had settled everything in the pack and they were waiting eagerly for me to return, I was still so nervous. "You don't have to be so nervous. We can stay here if you want," Roman assured me with a smile. "And rule over your pack from here? Wise thoughts, Alpha," I taunted and he laughed heartily.Aaron appeared suddenly, stepping toward Elsie with a grin that seemed almost conspiratorial. “Hey,” he said lightly, “why don’t you ride with me? Give them some privacy.”Elsie blinked at him, then blushed. "Just you and I?" She still had a massive crush on him and she was doing a terrible job hiding it. "Yes, you and I," he chuckled. "I'm sure you don't want to be listening to all of this." "I guess we can leave, if it's not a bother," Elsie meekly said, a little nervously.
~ISLA~The next morning, I woke up feeling quite sore from the night before.It was the first thing I noticed, the dull ache in my body, the warmth of last night still clinging to me.I opened my eyes fully and saw Roman lying beside me, propped slightly on one arm, watching me. His gaze softened the instant my eyes fluttered open, and suddenly I was painfully aware of everything, how close he was, how exposed I felt, how tangled my emotions still were.I felt flushed immediately.Heat crept up my neck, across my cheeks, settling deep in my chest. I looked away, suddenly shy, suddenly unsure of what this morning meant after everything that had happened between us.I pushed myself up, clearing my throat. “I… I’m going to have my bath,” I muttered, already swinging my legs off the bed, desperate for space, for cold water.I barely made it two steps.His hand wrapped gently but firmly around my wrist, tugging me back. I stumbled, landing against the mattress again as my heart jumped.“W
ISLA The minute his fingers made contact with my skin, a shiver ran through my skin. His lips pressed gently against mine, a slow kiss. Teasing, testing, but soon, the gentleness faded away. . My hands instinctively went to his chest as heat coursed through me. Every nerve in my body was screaming for more, and I felt myself melting against him. Even though I was a little anxious moments ago, every form of hesitation faded away as our bodies collided. He jacked me up, my legs instantly wrapping around him without breaking the kiss. The world narrowed to the heat between us, to the way his breath hitched when I tightened my hold, to the faint tremor I felt beneath his steady hands. His forehead rested against mine for a heartbeat, as h broke off the kiss briefly. Our lips were still touching, giving us both a chance to breathe, to reconsider. But his eyes, dark, intent, searching, told me everything he didn't say. It felt like he was bare before me. “Isla,” he murmured. The
~ISLA~ Roman was the first to pull back. “I’m sorry,” he said immediately, his voice low and strained. “I shouldn’t have done that.” Before I could even process them, he took another step back. Then another. Putting distance between us, like he was forcing himself to remember some invisible line he wasn’t allowed to cross. “I won’t cross your boundaries again,” he added quietly. “I promise.” And then he turned. Just like that, he walked away, his long strides carrying him out of my reach, out of my space, out of whatever fragile moment had just shattered between us. “Roman…” I started, but the word died in my throat. He didn’t look back. I stood there alone in the parking lot, my heart racing, my lips still tingling, my emotions a tangled mess I couldn’t begin to sort through. I didn’t even stop to think about it. I just drove, hands tight on the steering wheel, heart pounding, emotions tangled and messy and loud in my chest. By the time I got to back to the peach house, I w
~Isla~ It had been one whole week. Seven long, dragging days, and I was moody as hell. I noticed it in the smallest things first, the way I snapped at nothing, the way my patience wore thin faster than usual, the way everything felt dull and heavy no matter how hard I tried to shake it off. I told myself it was work stress, exhaustion, anything but the truth. It was the damn gifts. They were gone like they never existed and it was all in my head. No flowers waiting for me. No notes at all. None of those thoughtful gifts to brighten up my day. Nothing. And I hated how much I noticed. I kept catching myself glancing at my car when I closed from work, half-expecting to see something on the hood, something tucked carefully where only I would notice it. Every time there was nothing, my chest tightened just a little more. Had he really given up this time? The thought should have relieved me. It was exactly what I had told him to d. But instead of peace, all it brought was this stra
ROMAN After she was long gone, after her car had disappeared completely from sight, I finally stepped out of mine. The temperature felt colder than it should have as I crossed the short distance and bent down. The flower I gave her lay there on the ground, just as she had thrown it out. I picked it up slowly, wondering why she sent out a single rose from the entire bouquet. That was when I noticed the folded paper wrapped around it. A letter. For me. An unexpected warmth spread through my chest. For a brief moment, I just stood there, staring at it. Nervousness crept in, unfamiliar and unwelcome, mixing strangely with excitement. as I tried to guess the possible contents of the paper. Was this her finally giving me a chance? Did I finally get he forgiveness? Maybe not but the thought of starting things over with her made my heart race. I unfolded the paper carefully, my breath held without me even realizing it, my mind already racing ahead. For just a second, I let myself
Chapter Twenty EightI want you/-Isla-/I tried not to think about everything even though it kept popping in my head. Carlos, on the other hand, was really focusing on getting Roman by his side. I could only watch him his efforts because he wouldn't even listen to me. Elsie, came in later after h
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Chapter Sixteen Mine alone /-Manda-/“Roman please…” I whined, trying to miss him but he peeled my hands away from him as though I disgusted him. I didn't understand it. Outside, he acted like the lovely caring husband, he let me kiss him, but him, wrap my arms around him but inside, he treated
Chapter Twenty Three A second chance /-Isla-/It was pointless, yet I don't even know why I try.After he gave me that answer, he coldly dismissed me. Asking me to get back to work like none of it ever happened. It hurt. A lot more than I wanted to admit but there was nothing I could do. No form







