It was a taboo… An attraction that should have been forbidden from the start. But he was gorgeous, sinfully attractive and insanely seductive. How was she supposed to resist him when those eyes made her skin burn? How was she supposed to walk away when his presence intoxicated her like a drug? Silver-streaked hair, full sleeve tattoos, piercings above those slashed brows and those mesmerizing seafoam eyes that made her whimper with every glance, Roman was her biggest fantasy. A forbidden fruit she couldn't even look at, unless… He offered her a taste. Even at that, there were so many ways this could go wrong… especially when he was married to another.
Lihat lebih banyakChapter One
/-Isla-/
Alpha Roman Kane.
I have never wanted any man as much as I wanted him. Never craved the touch of any man as much as I craved him.
I wanted him to pin me to the wall, push up my skirt and fuck the daylights out of me.
I wanted him to hate seeing me with other men as much as I hated seeing him with other women. Burn with the same jealousy I did when others looked at him. When I couldn't call him my man.
My need for him was like a cancer, spreading through my body. Corrupting and eating me alive until I slowly lost myself.
I stared at my reflection in the glass, sucking in a deep breath. Today marked the sixteenth year of my existence. I was practically an adult, who was old enough to take responsibility for my feelings.
I had to have Alpha Roman to myself. I just had to.
"Isla. Seriously. Stop staring."
Elsie’s voice came as she nudged my elbow, her brows pulled together in that worried way of hers.
"I’m not staring," I mumbled, but my eyes drifted back anyway.
Roman stood near the fence, talking to a few of the older werewolves. His arms were crossed over his chest as he listened to them talk. Suddenly, his mouth pulled into this small, distracted smile.
That handsome smile that made my legs grow weak all the time.
"You’re staring so hard, it’s a miracle you haven’t set him on fire yet," Elsie frowned at me. “You shouldn’t be looking at your stepuncle like that.”
I forced my eyes away, heat creeping up my neck. "It’s not like that."
Elsie shot me a look. "Come on, Isla. I know you’ve been mooning over him since forever. And it’s not right! That man is your father’s stepbrother. I honestly don't think this is love, Isla. You probably feel attached to him because he has been there for you and your mother since your father died three years ago. You are still young anyway. You don't need a man twice your age…”
“Elsie…”
“Give it two years,” she cut me short. “You'll turn eighteen, find your mate and everything else would be in the past! You're an Alpha princess, Isla. Many wolves will be dying to have you!”
“I know what I want, Elsie and I'm going to get it!”
Seeing that there was nothing that could change my mind at this point, she gave up.
We returned our attention to the party which was all glitter and laughter. Wolves from neighboring packs had come to celebrate my sixteenth birthday but Roman had suddenly disappeared from sight.
My mother, Zelda, soon walked up to us, beaming with pride. “I’ve been looking everywhere for you, Isla. You look beautiful, sweetheart.”
“Thanks, Mom.” I kissed her cheek and then looked around. “Have you seen Roman?”
Her expression flickered and then she tilted her head. “He’s out back. He said he needed some air.”
“Okay.”
She narrowed her eyes a little, like she was trying to read something in my face. “Isla…”
“Yeah?”
“I’ve always told you. Be careful,” she said simply. “With Roman.”
“Mom…” I drawled.
“I’m just looking out for you,” she said, choosing her words carefully. “He’s been good to us, but I know men like him don’t do anything without a reason.”
“I’ll be fine, Mom.”
Was she seriously warning me against the love of my life?
I laughed and walked away. Elsie followed closely as we went out the back door and stepped into the balcony.
My entire being stiffened when I was greeted by the most unpleasant sight. My heart shattered to a million pieces and the tears began to form rapidly.
He was doing it again. Kissing another random woman. On my birthday! I balled my fists tight as I burned with jealousy.
“Isla, let's just go. He's busy,” Elsie whispered but I ignored her and stepped forward.
“Alpha,” I called and they pulled away from each other. Roman’s mesmerizing seafoam eyes rested on me. He dismissed the woman immediately and walked to me.
“Hey there, my little fairy,” he stopped in front of me and pinched my nose teasingly. I pushed his hand away.
He was treating me like a kid again and I hated it.
“What's wrong? You seem upset,” his eyes softened with worry as he looked at me. I glanced at Elsie who immediately turned away and exited the balcony.
“Who was she?” I couldn't contain my jealousy any further. “The lady you were kissing.”
“Oh, that,” he chuckled. “Aren't you nosy, little one?”
“Stop. Calling. Me. That.” I seethed. “I'm sixteen! I'm practically an adult.”
Amusement flickered in his eyes.
“Of course,” he snorted. “That was Manda, a friend of mine.”
My chest tightened. “Your mate?”
“No, she's just someone I like to share a bed with. She makes me feel good,” he answered, then cursed. “Fuck, your mother's going to kill me if she heard me tell you that.”
“You don't need her,” I blurted, feeling my cheeks heat up. “Manda, I mean. I… I…” I trailed off, careful not to reveal my feelings.
“Isla?” Elsie called behind me. “Your mom’s looking for you.”
I knew that was her way to get me out of there and I just rolled with it because I could feel the tears of heartbreak stinging my eyes.
I let Elsie pull me away and tug me toward the party, but my chest still felt tight. I sat through the party but my mind couldn’t stop thinking about what I’d witnessed. And before it was over, I got out of there.
I climbed the stairs two at a time and didn’t stop until I was back in my room, shutting the door quietly behind me.
My chest felt hollow. Anger, jealousy and everything I was feeling sat heavy in my ribs as I closed my eyes, leaning my head back against the door.
That’s when I heard the flipping of a book and I instantly looked up, my eyes wide. I immediately saw a figure standing by the window and I recognized him to be my stepuncle.
“Roman?” I called in a small voice, pushing myself off the door and taking slow steps towards him. What was he doing in my room and what was that book in his hand?
My eyes grew wide as I glanced at my bed and to my horror, my diary wasn’t there.
Oh, no!
I rushed towards him, trying to snatch the book from him but he held it up higher so that I wouldn’t reach it.
"Don’t," I said, my chest tight with panic. "Please. Roman, give it back."
He ignored me and turned to another page, his expression unreadable.
My diary was the only place safe enough to bleed out the raw truth. No one could know exactly how, at sixteen, I was already drowning in feelings too big for my age and far too twisted to admit. Like a stupid little girl, I let my heart spill on those pages, thinking they were safe and now the object of my affections was reading them.
“Roman…” I whispered, unsure whether I wanted to beg him not to see it or to tell him to leave. But it was too late.
He’d read everything.
Everything I had been too terrified to say out loud.
His jaw clenched.
I opened my mouth, but no words came. Heat rushed to my face as shame curled in my stomach.
“I didn’t mean to invade your privacy,” he said, voice calm but there was something else in them. Pity? “I found it by accident.”
“Is this true?”
I wanted to die.
Tears burned the back of my eyes. I couldn't deny it. Dammit, I couldn't even get a word out.
He exhaled slowly, deducing the answer from my silence, “Isla… you’re young. I think you've got it all wrong. This is just admiration, attachment. It’ll pass, trust me. You don't want me the way you think you do.”
“It’s not just admiration!” I choked out. “I’m not stupid. I know what I want. It’s real. I…”
He held up a hand. “Enough.”
I flinched at the finality in his voice. He wasn’t yelling, but it hurt all the same.
His gaze softened, but his tone remained firm. “I care about you, Isla. More than you know. But this? It can never happen. We're practically family. So I'll do you a favour and pretend this never happened.”
“No, you can't…”
“From now on, we are going to stay away from each other. That should give you time to sort yourself out. Please understand.”
Tears slipped down my cheeks as he walked out of the room.
Chapter Twenty Three A second chance /-Isla-/It was pointless, yet I don't even know why I try.After he gave me that answer, he coldly dismissed me. Asking me to get back to work like none of it ever happened. It hurt. A lot more than I wanted to admit but there was nothing I could do. No form of reverse psychology would ever make him change his mind. I was stuck with him whether I liked it or not. I was too exhausted to try to searched for Garry after work, to apologise for what happened earlier. I guess that would have to wait until tomorrow. I just wanted to go home now and sleep it off. Thankfully, Mrs Lang didn't hoard me with work to do at home so I walked out of the building the same way I came. The driver was already waiting for me.“Greetings, your highness,” he bowed Andi nodded in acknowledgement. I entered the car and let my body fall against the leather seat. My phone rang at that moment and I wanted to ignore it but something just told me to check. I picked it
Chapter twenty two What We Feel/-Isla-/“Can I at least tell him I'm leaving?” I asked Roman. “No,” he said plainly. “But it will be rude to…”“He was employed to work not to go on dates. You don't owe him anything,” Roman said plainly. “For moon's sake, it is just lunch! Not a date!” I groaned. “I am just trying to show some courtesy.”He didn't argue with me any further. He simply grabbed my hand and pulled me along with him back to the office. I could feel the dozens of eyes on us and I just wanted to disappear. Why was this man bent in making my life difficult? Wasn't it hard enough already? He didn't stop until we were both in his private elevator. “What are you doing, Roman?” I demanded. “Did you see the way everyone was staring at us?” “So fucking what?” He suddenly advanced towards me and I moved backwards. The predatory look in his eyes made my legs feel like jelly. “Why…why are you coming so close to me?” I stuttered out as I backed away from him. “Don't… don't com
Chapter Twenty-OneA new friend/-Isla-/Lunch break came sooner than expected and even then, I was happy to go. Ksit a few hours here and it already felt like I was working for an eternity. “You can take a break now,” Mrs Lang told me. “Get yourself something to eat.” I didn't even try to play the perfect employee and stay back like she did to finish my work. I was off my seat and grabbing my purse. I could feel her judgement gaze on me even though she was the one who I should go for my break. I walked out of the room, relieved to be out of her sight and headed downstairs. As I stepped out of the elevator, I met someone. A blond with soft blue eyes just outside the elevator. “Hello,” he smiled at me. “Hello,” I responded politely. “You're new here, right?” He asked and I nodded. “I'm Garry, you?” I couldn't help wondering if he didn't actually know who I was. I mean everyone knew members of the royal bloodline right?“Isla,” I responded, taking his hand. “There's a restaura
Chapter Twenty Not So subtle/-Isla-/“You can't just do this,” I blurted. “It wasn't my fault!” “Whose fault is it then?” Mrs Lang asked. “Mine?” “Some lady walked in here and just poured your coffee all the documents. I didn't do anything to her. Goddess knows that i don't even know her name!” I said. She didn't look even a tad hit convinced. “Your little amateur lies will not save you from this. Stop wasting your breath and leave. I warned you about this before hand, didn't I?” She reminded me. “I don't give second chances so don't bother begging.” A tear rolled down my cheeks. I was frustrated and didn't bother explaining myself further. I just packed up and walkd out of the office. I wiped my tears furiously as I walked down the hall. Less than two hours I arrived here and I was already leaving permanently. I bumped hard into someone and staggered back. Before I could fall, a strong pair of arms wrapped around my waist. “Isla,” that familiar baritone drew my attention to
Chapter Nineteen Frustration isn't cute /-Isla-/I woke up later than I expected. I was exhausted out of my mind but I needed to go to work. It was my first day and I couldn't afford to make a bad impression on my first day. I didn't even know what kind of person Mrs Lang would be. It was 8:30 when I arrived at the company. I was dressed in the pantsuit I wanted to wear yesterday. Thankfully, my injuries were already gone and I couldn't feel the pain anymore. Arla healed up in my sleep. I headed to the second floor where Mrs Lang's office was located, clutching tightly to my internship letter.I was supposed to be an employee but of course, Roman just had to prove himself. I let out a sigh and knocked twice. “Come in,” came an immediate response, and I entered. Mrs. Lang sat behind a massive, sleek black desk, her sharp eyes assessing me the moment I stepped through the door. She didn’t smile. No, that would have been too much. Instead, her expression was hard, her posture str
Chapter Eighteen Call on me/-Isla-/One minute I was almost certain that he'd lost control and the next, he moved away from me like I was hot iron. “I'm sorry,” he apologized. “I shouldn't come off on you like that.” I was gobsmacked. Never in my wildest dreams had I imagined that Roman would apologize to me. Yet his dstance gave my brain the much needed space to process everything. “I'll get you something to wear. Don't move,” he said and walked away.I couldn't even if I wanted to. This man clearly had no idea about the depth of the effect he had on me. As I stared at his retreating figure, I couldn't help but wonder how a man who had been so dismissive of me in the past was now so… seductive and possessive. Was it because of the matebond? I certainly hoped not. I wouldn't be able to survive any more of this torture. I waited there for him, seizing the opportunity to regain my composure and allow my body to return to normal. In less than ten minutes, he was back in a dress
Chapter Seventeen A very rough night /-Isla-/I didn't have the time to fully process what she said because the wolf on top of us was gradually overpowering us.There was no escape route either because we were enclosed in a circle of spectating wolves. Just when I thought it was over for us, something flashed through the circle and knocked him off me. “Mate!” Arla leapt in joy. “He came!” Arla sat up despite the pain, and together, we watched the huge grey wolf crush the other's neck in a matter of seconds.It tossed the corpse aside, and the rest of the wolves tried backing away, but they weren't so lucky. The speed and accuracy at which the Alpha wolf used to sink his canines into their necks was almost unimaginable. He dropped the last limp body, and that was when Arla's pain and weakness suddenly descended on me. Like it had been on hold because of the fight. I shifted back to human form and the injuries I saw on my skin were all unbelievable. Arla was too weak to heal me n
Chapter Sixteen Mine alone /-Manda-/“Roman please…” I whined, trying to miss him but he peeled my hands away from him as though I disgusted him. I didn't understand it. Outside, he acted like the lovely caring husband, he let me kiss him, but him, wrap my arms around him but inside, he treated me like I was garbage who didn't deserve to share the same space with him.I made another attempt to touch him and he shot me a disgusted look. “Get your filthy hands off me,” his icy tone made me flinch. “Why… why do you keep doing this to me?” I cried. “Am I not good enough for you? It is bad enough that this is an open marriage but can't I atleast kiss you away from the prying eyes of people?”There was no form of emotion in those seafoam eyes as he looked at me. It felt.like everything I said didn't make any sense to him. “I had an agreement, Manda. I made this an open marriage so you wouldn't bother me about things like this. The only thing I can offer you is the Luna position and re
Chapter Fifteen A distress call/-Isla-/“The chicken has too much spice in it,” Manda dropped her fifth complaint. “Could have reduced the quantity of spices a little bit. It could cause serious stomach problems.” The food in my mouth suddenly tasted like ashes. Everyone else, including Roman complimented the dish on their first spoonful but all Manda has done since she started eating was complain about one thing or the other. Nothing was good enough for her. I was trying my best to stay calm, even when Arla was practically growling inside me. Elsie was constantly rubbing my lap to keep me calm but Manda wouldn't just stop. She was pushing every single button, baiting me to disrespect her before everyone. “You know, now that the soup is a little cold, it tastes even more…”“If you're not hungry, you could just leave the table,” My mother finally came to the rescue. “My ears are bleeding from all your complains.” “Mother,” Manda pouted with her fake innocence. “I do want to eat,
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