LOGINIt was a taboo… An attraction that should have been forbidden from the start. But he was gorgeous, sinfully attractive and insanely seductive. How was she supposed to resist him when those eyes made her skin burn? How was she supposed to walk away when his presence intoxicated her like a drug? Silver-streaked hair, full sleeve tattoos, piercings above those slashed brows and those mesmerizing seafoam eyes that made her whimper with every glance, Roman was her biggest fantasy. A forbidden fruit she couldn't even look at, unless… He offered her a taste. Even at that, there were so many ways this could go wrong… especially when he was married to another.
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/-Isla-/
Alpha Roman Kane.
I have never wanted any man as much as I wanted him. Never craved the touch of any man as much as I craved him.
I wanted him to pin me to the wall, push up my skirt and fuck the daylights out of me.
I wanted him to hate seeing me with other men as much as I hated seeing him with other women. Burn with the same jealousy I did when others looked at him. When I couldn't call him my man.
My need for him was like a cancer, spreading through my body. Corrupting and eating me alive until I slowly lost myself.
I stared at my reflection in the glass, sucking in a deep breath. Today marked the sixteenth year of my existence. I was practically an adult, who was old enough to take responsibility for my feelings.
I had to have Alpha Roman to myself. I just had to.
"Isla. Seriously. Stop staring."
Elsie’s voice came as she nudged my elbow, her brows pulled together in that worried way of hers.
"I’m not staring," I mumbled, but my eyes drifted back anyway.
Roman stood near the fence, talking to a few of the older werewolves. His arms were crossed over his chest as he listened to them talk. Suddenly, his mouth pulled into this small, distracted smile.
That handsome smile that made my legs grow weak all the time.
"You’re staring so hard, it’s a miracle you haven’t set him on fire yet," Elsie frowned at me. “You shouldn’t be looking at your stepuncle like that.”
I forced my eyes away, heat creeping up my neck. "It’s not like that."
Elsie shot me a look. "Come on, Isla. I know you’ve been mooning over him since forever. And it’s not right! That man is your father’s stepbrother. I honestly don't think this is love, Isla. You probably feel attached to him because he has been there for you and your mother since your father died three years ago. You are still young anyway. You don't need a man twice your age…”
“Elsie…”
“Give it two years,” she cut me short. “You'll turn eighteen, find your mate and everything else would be in the past! You're an Alpha princess, Isla. Many wolves will be dying to have you!”
“I know what I want, Elsie and I'm going to get it!”
Seeing that there was nothing that could change my mind at this point, she gave up.
We returned our attention to the party which was all glitter and laughter. Wolves from neighboring packs had come to celebrate my sixteenth birthday but Roman had suddenly disappeared from sight.
My mother, Zelda, soon walked up to us, beaming with pride. “I’ve been looking everywhere for you, Isla. You look beautiful, sweetheart.”
“Thanks, Mom.” I kissed her cheek and then looked around. “Have you seen Roman?”
Her expression flickered and then she tilted her head. “He’s out back. He said he needed some air.”
“Okay.”
She narrowed her eyes a little, like she was trying to read something in my face. “Isla…”
“Yeah?”
“I’ve always told you. Be careful,” she said simply. “With Roman.”
“Mom…” I drawled.
“I’m just looking out for you,” she said, choosing her words carefully. “He’s been good to us, but I know men like him don’t do anything without a reason.”
“I’ll be fine, Mom.”
Was she seriously warning me against the love of my life?
I laughed and walked away. Elsie followed closely as we went out the back door and stepped into the balcony.
My entire being stiffened when I was greeted by the most unpleasant sight. My heart shattered to a million pieces and the tears began to form rapidly.
He was doing it again. Kissing another random woman. On my birthday! I balled my fists tight as I burned with jealousy.
“Isla, let's just go. He's busy,” Elsie whispered but I ignored her and stepped forward.
“Alpha,” I called and they pulled away from each other. Roman’s mesmerizing seafoam eyes rested on me. He dismissed the woman immediately and walked to me.
“Hey there, my little fairy,” he stopped in front of me and pinched my nose teasingly. I pushed his hand away.
He was treating me like a kid again and I hated it.
“What's wrong? You seem upset,” his eyes softened with worry as he looked at me. I glanced at Elsie who immediately turned away and exited the balcony.
“Who was she?” I couldn't contain my jealousy any further. “The lady you were kissing.”
“Oh, that,” he chuckled. “Aren't you nosy, little one?”
“Stop. Calling. Me. That.” I seethed. “I'm sixteen! I'm practically an adult.”
Amusement flickered in his eyes.
“Of course,” he snorted. “That was Manda, a friend of mine.”
My chest tightened. “Your mate?”
“No, she's just someone I like to share a bed with. She makes me feel good,” he answered, then cursed. “Fuck, your mother's going to kill me if she heard me tell you that.”
“You don't need her,” I blurted, feeling my cheeks heat up. “Manda, I mean. I… I…” I trailed off, careful not to reveal my feelings.
“Isla?” Elsie called behind me. “Your mom’s looking for you.”
I knew that was her way to get me out of there and I just rolled with it because I could feel the tears of heartbreak stinging my eyes.
I let Elsie pull me away and tug me toward the party, but my chest still felt tight. I sat through the party but my mind couldn’t stop thinking about what I’d witnessed. And before it was over, I got out of there.
I climbed the stairs two at a time and didn’t stop until I was back in my room, shutting the door quietly behind me.
My chest felt hollow. Anger, jealousy and everything I was feeling sat heavy in my ribs as I closed my eyes, leaning my head back against the door.
That’s when I heard the flipping of a book and I instantly looked up, my eyes wide. I immediately saw a figure standing by the window and I recognized him to be my stepuncle.
“Roman?” I called in a small voice, pushing myself off the door and taking slow steps towards him. What was he doing in my room and what was that book in his hand?
My eyes grew wide as I glanced at my bed and to my horror, my diary wasn’t there.
Oh, no!
I rushed towards him, trying to snatch the book from him but he held it up higher so that I wouldn’t reach it.
"Don’t," I said, my chest tight with panic. "Please. Roman, give it back."
He ignored me and turned to another page, his expression unreadable.
My diary was the only place safe enough to bleed out the raw truth. No one could know exactly how, at sixteen, I was already drowning in feelings too big for my age and far too twisted to admit. Like a stupid little girl, I let my heart spill on those pages, thinking they were safe and now the object of my affections was reading them.
“Roman…” I whispered, unsure whether I wanted to beg him not to see it or to tell him to leave. But it was too late.
He’d read everything.
Everything I had been too terrified to say out loud.
His jaw clenched.
I opened my mouth, but no words came. Heat rushed to my face as shame curled in my stomach.
“I didn’t mean to invade your privacy,” he said, voice calm but there was something else in them. Pity? “I found it by accident.”
“Is this true?”
I wanted to die.
Tears burned the back of my eyes. I couldn't deny it. Dammit, I couldn't even get a word out.
He exhaled slowly, deducing the answer from my silence, “Isla… you’re young. I think you've got it all wrong. This is just admiration, attachment. It’ll pass, trust me. You don't want me the way you think you do.”
“It’s not just admiration!” I choked out. “I’m not stupid. I know what I want. It’s real. I…”
He held up a hand. “Enough.”
I flinched at the finality in his voice. He wasn’t yelling, but it hurt all the same.
His gaze softened, but his tone remained firm. “I care about you, Isla. More than you know. But this? It can never happen. We're practically family. So I'll do you a favour and pretend this never happened.”
“No, you can't…”
“From now on, we are going to stay away from each other. That should give you time to sort yourself out. Please understand.”
Tears slipped down my cheeks as he walked out of the room.
/-Isla-/My heartbeat was a thunderous roar in my chest as the servant approached with trembling hands, carrying a small, worn-out video cassette tape.I wanted to scream. To cry. To run.But I stood there frozen, my feet rooted to the floor, as Allen inserted the tape into the player at the center of the room. A large magical screen glowed to life behind the elders' seats, and the room fell into a breathless silence.Then, the static buzzed. The screen flickered.And my father's face appeared.He looked younger. Sharper. Like a teenager. There was no warmth in his eyes. He sat at a desk with a glass of wine in his hand, his other hand lazily twirling a dagger. I didn't recognize the man I was looking at. This wasn't the father who tucked me into bed. This man was cold. Calculating.He looked straight into the camera and smirked.“So this is it, huh? I get to watch my face all day and that's it? Quite lame for an expensive gift. What do I do with you?” he huffed. I figured this was pr
/-Manda-/“Luna.” I turned from her retreating figure to him. His head was still bowed. “I think you are misunderstanding the situation. She meant no harm and I… I would never do anything to betray you…”“Oh really?” I scoffed. “You really think I care what you do? I was only trying to save her from you. You should be ashamed of yourself. You have a mate and yet you are looking towards another woman!” Call me a hypocrite or whatever but who cares? Aaron was my mate! It's not my fault that I happen to have a husband I love very much.He should always wait until I am able to get my husband back from that homewrecker that claims to be his mate.He raised his head slowly and I saw the hurt dancing in his eyes. “I'm sorry.”“What were you even thinking? If you have nothing to do, just stand at my freaking door so I can reach you whenever I want!” I said. “It's just that… last night you…”“Last night I slept with my husband, so what?” I retorted and I could see the raw pain in those haz
/-Isla-/ “With all due respect sir, is this a joke?” I asked. “You barely even know me. I only started working for you yesterday and you want me to be your fiance?” Not to mention the fact that I hate his guts! Who goes around making such offers to complete strangers? It doesn't make any sense. “I don't need to know you and you should have no interest in knowing me either. This is business. You need the money, I need a fiance. It's a win-win. Besides, it's just six months and you'll be walking away with millions. We don't ever have to see other again,” he said. I squinted my eyes at him, barely trying to conceal my suspicion. It just seemed very fishy to me. “Why me?” I asked. “Because you're pretty much the only woman in this entire city who isn't trying to get in my bed,” he answered. A laugh escaped me at the cocky response. He must really think he's all that. I mean sure, he did have a handsome face. Raven black hair with beautiful turquoise eyes and sharp features,
/-Isla-/“You've been so jumpy, Isla. Are you alright?” Elsie asked me. I shook my head. How could I feel alright when all I could were eyes everywhere I went?Like someone was freaking watching me. I wasn't sure how to explain it to Elsie. It didn't even make sense saying I had a panic attack because I felt like someone was watching my every move. “I don't know. I just feel anxious,” I told her. “I guess I'm not yet used to being around so many people.” “I see…” she mumbled, leaning back against the bed frame with furrowed brows. Studying me. Her eyes suddenly brightened, a flint of mischief sparkling in them. Goddess, what is this girl thinking about now?“I know how to fix it!” She was off the bed and by my side at an alarming speed I barely caught. My breath hitched as her hands wrapped around me in a death grip. “We should go to Fratana.”“What is that?” I asked, keeping my eyes on the grin that spread across her face. This was a little too suspicious, wasn't it?“It's a club,
/-Isla-/ We were headed to see his lawyer now so I could sign the contract. After forcing me to pick a dress, it took him another two hours to actually agree on what I wanted to wear. A lot of debate and a hundred insults later, he finally agreed to the white flair dress I picked. The sleeves were so tight that I had to adjust every five minutes. The unsympathetic jerk, of course, insisted that it was either that or nothing at all. I wouldn't have listened to him at all if there were better choices. We finally arrived at the firm and I got out of the car. “You're supposed to wait for me to get the door. How terrible are you at acting?” He complained. “I hope I'm getting ear treatment every month with how much you're nagging,” I retorted and he shot me a thick glare. He stomped past me and I huffed. “I wonder who's the uncouth actor now. You don't know you're supposed to take my hand as we walk in? Like a couple?” He turned around with a blazing look and I smirked inw
ISLA “Don't touch me.” His hand froze mid-air. His gaze dropped slowly and he retracted his hand. He closed the balm and dropped it on the bed. “Will you at least promise to use it?” His flickered back to my face. In their depths, I could see the guilt swirling. A scoff fell off my lips. “If this is your attempt to erase your guilt, then I'll tell you it's pathetic,” I spat. “I will never forgive you for what you did to me.” “My feelings don't really matter, Isla,” he sighed, turning away from me. I stared at his back, contemplating asking him to look me in the face and say whatever he had to say. “I'm not trying to erase what I did. I see it every time I look at you. I know it's going to haunt me forever…” The words made my stomach twist so hard that I almost couldn't breathe. “I just don't want you to look at yourself that way,” he said and my heart squeezed. My stomach clenched. I shook my head rapidly feeling the familiar sting in my eyes. I couldn't let him get to m






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