It was a taboo… An attraction that should have been forbidden from the start. But he was gorgeous, sinfully attractive and insanely seductive. How was she supposed to resist him when those eyes made her skin burn? How was she supposed to walk away when his presence intoxicated her like a drug? Silver-streaked hair, full sleeve tattoos, piercings above those slashed brows and those mesmerizing seafoam eyes that made her whimper with every glance, Roman was her biggest fantasy. A forbidden fruit she couldn't even look at, unless… He offered her a taste. Even at that, there were so many ways this could go wrong… especially when he was married to another.
もっと見るChapter One
/-Isla-/
Alpha Roman Kane.
I have never wanted any man as much as I wanted him. Never craved the touch of any man as much as I craved him.
I wanted him to pin me to the wall, push up my skirt and fuck the daylights out of me.
I wanted him to hate seeing me with other men as much as I hated seeing him with other women. Burn with the same jealousy I did when others looked at him. When I couldn't call him my man.
My need for him was like a cancer, spreading through my body. Corrupting and eating me alive until I slowly lost myself.
I stared at my reflection in the glass, sucking in a deep breath. Today marked the sixteenth year of my existence. I was practically an adult, who was old enough to take responsibility for my feelings.
I had to have Alpha Roman to myself. I just had to.
"Isla. Seriously. Stop staring."
Elsie’s voice came as she nudged my elbow, her brows pulled together in that worried way of hers.
"I’m not staring," I mumbled, but my eyes drifted back anyway.
Roman stood near the fence, talking to a few of the older werewolves. His arms were crossed over his chest as he listened to them talk. Suddenly, his mouth pulled into this small, distracted smile.
That handsome smile that made my legs grow weak all the time.
"You’re staring so hard, it’s a miracle you haven’t set him on fire yet," Elsie frowned at me. “You shouldn’t be looking at your stepuncle like that.”
I forced my eyes away, heat creeping up my neck. "It’s not like that."
Elsie shot me a look. "Come on, Isla. I know you’ve been mooning over him since forever. And it’s not right! That man is your father’s stepbrother. I honestly don't think this is love, Isla. You probably feel attached to him because he has been there for you and your mother since your father died three years ago. You are still young anyway. You don't need a man twice your age…”
“Elsie…”
“Give it two years,” she cut me short. “You'll turn eighteen, find your mate and everything else would be in the past! You're an Alpha princess, Isla. Many wolves will be dying to have you!”
“I know what I want, Elsie and I'm going to get it!”
Seeing that there was nothing that could change my mind at this point, she gave up.
We returned our attention to the party which was all glitter and laughter. Wolves from neighboring packs had come to celebrate my sixteenth birthday but Roman had suddenly disappeared from sight.
My mother, Zelda, soon walked up to us, beaming with pride. “I’ve been looking everywhere for you, Isla. You look beautiful, sweetheart.”
“Thanks, Mom.” I kissed her cheek and then looked around. “Have you seen Roman?”
Her expression flickered and then she tilted her head. “He’s out back. He said he needed some air.”
“Okay.”
She narrowed her eyes a little, like she was trying to read something in my face. “Isla…”
“Yeah?”
“I’ve always told you. Be careful,” she said simply. “With Roman.”
“Mom…” I drawled.
“I’m just looking out for you,” she said, choosing her words carefully. “He’s been good to us, but I know men like him don’t do anything without a reason.”
“I’ll be fine, Mom.”
Was she seriously warning me against the love of my life?
I laughed and walked away. Elsie followed closely as we went out the back door and stepped into the balcony.
My entire being stiffened when I was greeted by the most unpleasant sight. My heart shattered to a million pieces and the tears began to form rapidly.
He was doing it again. Kissing another random woman. On my birthday! I balled my fists tight as I burned with jealousy.
“Isla, let's just go. He's busy,” Elsie whispered but I ignored her and stepped forward.
“Alpha,” I called and they pulled away from each other. Roman’s mesmerizing seafoam eyes rested on me. He dismissed the woman immediately and walked to me.
“Hey there, my little fairy,” he stopped in front of me and pinched my nose teasingly. I pushed his hand away.
He was treating me like a kid again and I hated it.
“What's wrong? You seem upset,” his eyes softened with worry as he looked at me. I glanced at Elsie who immediately turned away and exited the balcony.
“Who was she?” I couldn't contain my jealousy any further. “The lady you were kissing.”
“Oh, that,” he chuckled. “Aren't you nosy, little one?”
“Stop. Calling. Me. That.” I seethed. “I'm sixteen! I'm practically an adult.”
Amusement flickered in his eyes.
“Of course,” he snorted. “That was Manda, a friend of mine.”
My chest tightened. “Your mate?”
“No, she's just someone I like to share a bed with. She makes me feel good,” he answered, then cursed. “Fuck, your mother's going to kill me if she heard me tell you that.”
“You don't need her,” I blurted, feeling my cheeks heat up. “Manda, I mean. I… I…” I trailed off, careful not to reveal my feelings.
“Isla?” Elsie called behind me. “Your mom’s looking for you.”
I knew that was her way to get me out of there and I just rolled with it because I could feel the tears of heartbreak stinging my eyes.
I let Elsie pull me away and tug me toward the party, but my chest still felt tight. I sat through the party but my mind couldn’t stop thinking about what I’d witnessed. And before it was over, I got out of there.
I climbed the stairs two at a time and didn’t stop until I was back in my room, shutting the door quietly behind me.
My chest felt hollow. Anger, jealousy and everything I was feeling sat heavy in my ribs as I closed my eyes, leaning my head back against the door.
That’s when I heard the flipping of a book and I instantly looked up, my eyes wide. I immediately saw a figure standing by the window and I recognized him to be my stepuncle.
“Roman?” I called in a small voice, pushing myself off the door and taking slow steps towards him. What was he doing in my room and what was that book in his hand?
My eyes grew wide as I glanced at my bed and to my horror, my diary wasn’t there.
Oh, no!
I rushed towards him, trying to snatch the book from him but he held it up higher so that I wouldn’t reach it.
"Don’t," I said, my chest tight with panic. "Please. Roman, give it back."
He ignored me and turned to another page, his expression unreadable.
My diary was the only place safe enough to bleed out the raw truth. No one could know exactly how, at sixteen, I was already drowning in feelings too big for my age and far too twisted to admit. Like a stupid little girl, I let my heart spill on those pages, thinking they were safe and now the object of my affections was reading them.
“Roman…” I whispered, unsure whether I wanted to beg him not to see it or to tell him to leave. But it was too late.
He’d read everything.
Everything I had been too terrified to say out loud.
His jaw clenched.
I opened my mouth, but no words came. Heat rushed to my face as shame curled in my stomach.
“I didn’t mean to invade your privacy,” he said, voice calm but there was something else in them. Pity? “I found it by accident.”
“Is this true?”
I wanted to die.
Tears burned the back of my eyes. I couldn't deny it. Dammit, I couldn't even get a word out.
He exhaled slowly, deducing the answer from my silence, “Isla… you’re young. I think you've got it all wrong. This is just admiration, attachment. It’ll pass, trust me. You don't want me the way you think you do.”
“It’s not just admiration!” I choked out. “I’m not stupid. I know what I want. It’s real. I…”
He held up a hand. “Enough.”
I flinched at the finality in his voice. He wasn’t yelling, but it hurt all the same.
His gaze softened, but his tone remained firm. “I care about you, Isla. More than you know. But this? It can never happen. We're practically family. So I'll do you a favour and pretend this never happened.”
“No, you can't…”
“From now on, we are going to stay away from each other. That should give you time to sort yourself out. Please understand.”
Tears slipped down my cheeks as he walked out of the room.
Chapter 72Blood /-Isla-/I froze.My breath lodged itself in my throat as Allen’s words echoed like a death sentence in the cold, damp room. “I want to watch them ruin her.”Every inch of my body trembled. Arla whimpered inside me, too weak to rise, too broken to fight. I had never felt so alone, so utterly helpless.The men stared at me, some grinning like rabid dogs on the brink of a feast, others silently assessing me like a slab of meat. My skin crawled beneath their gaze, shame and terror already scraping at me like jagged claws.“Don’t touch me,” I whispered, the words trembling as they left my mouth. “Please…”One of them stepped forward. I could smell the stench of whiskey and blood on him. My stomach churned. I tried to push the chair backwards since I couldn't move but I only succeeded in tipping it over and I fell along with it.Laughter erupted in the room and I was jacked up with the chair. “Where do you think you are going, princess?” He asked with a laugh. My stomach
Chapter 71I Want To Watch /-Isla-/He wouldn't tell me, no matter how much I pestered him to. Liana had him hold on because she needed to take an important call. Which I very much suspected was from her accomplice, Manda. Allen remained in position, glaring at me with hate I didn't quite understand.He called me his in-law, but while I went through all my possible relatives in my head, there was just no one that was possible linked to him. Except Roman. My mother for one was an only child so there are no aunties from her side. My father had only one sibling and that was Roman, his step brother. And he was married to Manda now, so where the hell did this Allen guy come from? Liana was Manda's older sister and if Allen's supposed sister was death then there was no chance it would be her.It was so complicated and confusing. But what terrified me the most was this bucket of acid in front of me. I couldn't even imagine the excruciating pain that came with that. Even if it didn't ki
Chapter 70Rage/-Manda-/“Luna.” I turned from her retreating figure to him. His head was still bowed. “I think you are misunderstanding the situation. She meant no harm and I… I would never do anything to betray you…”“Oh really?” I scoffed. “You really think I care what you do? I was only trying to save her from you. You should be ashamed of yourself. You have a mate and yet you are looking towards another woman!” Call me a hypocrite or whatever but who cares? Aaron was my mate! It's not my fault that I happen to have a husband I love very much.He should always wait until I am able to get my husband back from that homewrecker that claims to be his mate.He raised his head slowly and I saw the hurt dancing in his eyes. “I'm sorry.”“What were you even thinking? If you have nothing to do, just stand at my freaking door so I can reach you whenever I want!” I said. “It's just that… last night you…”“Last night I slept with my husband, so what?” I retorted and I could see the raw p
Chapter 69Jealousy /-Manda-/“What's the current situation?” I asked Liana over the phone. After Roman threatened me to take those pills, I knew I couldn't just sit back anymore and wait. I had to do something or that brat was going to kick me out of my home. Aaron has done enough already and if I keep using him with how close he is to the Alpha, Roman might just discover the truth one day. And I couldn't afford that So I had to use Liana but even then, i had to make sure that even if she got caught, the possibility of me being involved was zero to one. She loved me so much that she would never put me in harm's way even if she got caught. That was why I was keeping out of Riley's sight. “We have her in our custody but I don't know how long before Roman finds out. Allen might not care about all this, he is after Roman's brother-in-law, but I don't think Roman holds me in the same regard. It would have been best if we just stuck to my plan,” she said. “You know it wasn't good en
Chapter 68Who Are You?/-Isla-/I didn't know what they were going to do to me. I didn't even know if she was acting on her own or Manda was involved in this somehow. I mean, look at it. There was no way Liana could have known that Roman was planning to divorce Manda until she was told. Even if that were true, it would be stupid to conclude Manda was involved unless she showed up here. That aside, I didn't like the venomous look in Liana's eyes. Hell, I didn't want to experience anything that she had planned for me. The mere thought of it sent shivers down my spine. “What do you want to do with me?” I asked. “And what makes you so confident that you will get away with this when you release me? Are you trying to use me as leverage? Or is there some blackmail…”“Stop trying to figure me out and worry about yourself,” she cut me short.“Let the girl be, Liana. She is bold enough to actually believe that she will be released.”I couldn't utter a word out of shock. My heart was hittin
Chapter 67The Captor /-Isla-/I couldn't tell where I was. My hands and feet were bound and struggling was practically useless. I would only end up hurting myself.My heart was pounding in my ears as I tried to see through the dark material. I couldn't, of course. I was panicking inside. 'I told you to let me get Roman while we still had the chance. How on earth are we going to get out of this now?’ Arla complained.“Are you seriously blaming me now?” I seethed. 'I am not blaming you. I am just pointing out how we could have avoided this situation. All you had to do was listen,’ she huffed. “Seriously? You were in pain last night. We were both in pain! And you expect me to just forgive him like that? Are you serious?” I fired at her. 'Look, Isla, I am not trying to invalidate your feelings, but no matter how hurt or angry I am at my mate, the fact remains that I can't just cut him off like you can. I will always forgive him more easily because it isn't just words between us. It'
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