Mag-log inNAYA’s POV
I laid down quietly in the dungeon like a forgotten prisoner, thinking about how quickly my life had changed. One minute I was the betas daughter, living my life surrounded by friends and the next minute I watched them all die, and now, I was a prisoner, chained in a cell at my mates pack.
"You could have just killed me, goddess. You could have simply left me to bleed out, run mad, and die! Why me? Why? What have I ever done to deserve this, really?"
The whimpering sound of the dying baby still haunted me, the way the light slowly left his eyes as the rogue sank his teeth into him... the image hurt me more than my present position.
I promised to protect him, I promised to keep him safe, all I did was take him away from dying honourable by his mother's side and instead I fed him to a rogue!
"Stupid girl!! Stupid, stupid girl!!!" I whispered to myself as I let the first tear I've been holding back slip from my eyes.
"... You should have left him there! You should have let him to be with his mother. Instead, you made promises you couldn't keep. You lied to him. You lied... you didn't protect him. "
At this point, the single tear had become a full torrent of tears. I didn’t even realize I was sobbing until I couldn’t breathe. I tried to take a deep breath, but then I raised up my head only to see someone at the door, leaning like they had all day to be there.
From the long white hair and black leather trousers, I knew it was not Alpha Kade or the little girl from earlier, but I knew it was a female.
"Finally. I sincerely thought you were going to bawl all day long. I've been here for a while, you know, " the lady said, still leaning on the wall of my cell.
Something about her tone did not sit well with me. I could not place it, but I knew I did not like her, and from the deep growl my wolf released, I realised my wolf did not like her too.
"Who are you?" I asked, sucking in mucus from my dripping nose and trying to stabilize my breathing.
"You've been here for several days and haven't heard about me? I need to improve on my PR now, shouldn't I?" She said, each word dripping with pure condescending.I did not respond. I just stared at her like she was a rambling child, and I was waiting for her to find her words. Two can play at this game. I may be in chains, but I would not be looked down on.
She scoffed at my deadpan look and responded, "I am Morgana, daughter of the former Alpha of this pack. And let me tell you this, beta's daughter to beta's daughter... I don't know what slimy plans you have for my Alpha, but I will not let you drag him down to the mud with you."
"Excuse me?" I said, flabbergasted.
"I know you may be feeling special, thinking about how you're the only spoil he has ever brought back from war, I just want to make things easier for you, don't hold on to that. You'll only get hurt. If you want, I can even help you escape and go somewhere else to live your life... don't build castles in the air about my alpha. I heard you even had a child, pity he died"The mention of the poor baby sent rage straight to my head, pulling me out of my quiet, docile state.
"You have no right to talk about him like that. Beta's daughter to beta's daughter, you can talk about anything but..."
"But your dead child? If you want me to stop, you just have to leave quietly. The Alpha wouldn't even notice if you went missing. Dont bother hanging around here because of a weak bond he doesn't even acknowledge. He doesn't care. That's how insignificant you are to him. I'm just offering to help" she said as she walked towards me and stood firmly in front of my bed.
She had bright green eyes, the one that would have been pretty to look at if it did not carry so much bile and ugly hatred in them.
"Do you think I want to be here?Do you think I care about a useless mate bond? Do you think they could ever pay me enough to leave my pack and stay in this bloodthirsty place?" The rage I felt was bubbling, feeling me up with all the bad memories I had tried to push aside, my father’s dead, and the feeling of his pack link snapping till it fell silent, the blood of my pack members that soaked the ground we used to gather around to play...
"Look here, beta's daughter, I would rather die than be here, within this walls, a constant reminder of what your Alpha took from me." I said, venom leaking into every word.
"Great. It is settled then. You will be accepting my help. I don't want your crooked hands all over my alpha, either. Its a win-win situation." With those final words, she pulled, put a key from the leather trousers she was wearing, and picked up the heavy padlock that was connected to the chains on my ankle.
With a snap, she clicked and freed the chains from the padlock and then proceeded to freeing the shakles on my feet.
"There. Don't say I never did something good for you in the future. You may go, and never let me catch your weak, dilapidated body around my pack or Alpha, understood?"
I was too shocked to respond to her insult. I just kept staring at my free legs. They were red bruises around where the shakles had been, but I was free. Morgana must have gotten tired of standing in the room, because she walked out of the cell, leaving the doors open.
I stared at my feet, and then at the door over and over and over trying to understand if this was real. When I finally convinced myself I was real and I had a true chance to escape this horrible place, I jumped from the bed and bolted out of the large, open door. Leaving her mate behind.
Naya’s POVI couldn’t move, I mean, I could, physically, but my fucking legs had decided they weren’t going to listen. My chest felt so tight, my lungs heavy, and my heart was doing this wild, stuttering thing that made every breath feel like I was dragging it through water. The bond… the bond wasn’t just pulling away from Kade. It was dragging me like a chain toward the border, toward the trees, toward something that felt… alive, patient, and knowing.I swallowed hard, I tried again to meet Kade’s eyes, but every time I lifted my gaze, my stomach twisted, my hands went clammy, and the pull from the bond tugged harder, like it was dragging me toward something my brain didn’t want me to see. Something I couldn’t understand.Kade noticed it immediately. His eyes narrowed down, not with angry, not worried, not confused, not the Kade I had learned to read. This was deeper, it was Sharper, and Older.“Stay close to me,” he said, quiet but firm. The way he always said it when he meant it,
Naya’s POVThe dawn was super quiet, like it was plotting something. I hadn't slept, but I was stuck, you know? Not like I was scared... more like I was holding my breath. What if I looked up and he was there? What would happen if I really saw him? Then the first light crept over the balcony, this soft, gold glow that felt kinda magical... and my chest just tightened.He was already there, not speaking, just standing a few steps behind me. I could feel him…There was this low hum, like he was holding back, waiting... and it was so fucking comforting. I hated that I liked it. I hated wanting it.“You’re awake early,” I said, my voice steadier than I felt.He didn’t flinch, and he rarely did. “I don’t sleep much,” he said.I didn’t care to ask why, I didn’t want the answer to sound like an excuse, Instead, I turned fully to him, letting my back straighten, letting my shoulders show what they could. “I want to walk,” I said.I was stating it. No demands, no begging. Just... stating it a
Chapter 20— Naya’s POVThe bread felt heavy in my hand, heavier than it should have, as if every bite was a test I wasn’t sure I could pass. My fingers trembled, and I tried to force them still, forcing my focus on the taste, the texture, the simple act of eating. I was alive, but it didn’t feel like enough. My stomach twisted, knotted in ways I couldn’t name. Every chew reminded me of the chaos that had brought me here, the screams that haunted my sleep, the fire that never really left my memory.Then I felt him, not looming, not demanding, Just… there. Sitting patiently and quiet on the floor, close enough that I could feel the warmth radiating from him without even turning my head. My chest tightened, and my fingers shook again, though this time it wasn’t just the food. I hated that it calmed me, I hated that it made my heart beat slower in relief, instead of faster in fear.I wanted to pull away, to curl into myself and pretend like the room was empty, but I didn’t, I couldn’t, ma
Kade’s POVThe morning after Dorian’s ridiculous performance, I woke up before the sun.Old habits they say, never dies, Or maybe I just didn’t want to risk opening my eyes and finding her gone. The pack stirred faintly beyond my door. Guards rotated shifts. Metal clashed in the distance from the training grounds. Life moved the way it always did, as if nothing had changed, but everything had.She was still here.That thought alone did something ugly and tight to my chest.When I stepped out of my room, Naya was already standing by the balcony doors. Dawn spilled over her shoulders, turning her into something almost unreal. Gold in her hair, soft light across her skin, too soft for this place, too soft for me.She didn’t flinch when she sensed me behind her, that nearly undid me.“You’re awake early,” she said, not turning around.Her voice wasn’t sharp, no venom, no edge, Just… normal.“I don’t sleep much,” I answered.Understatement of the fucking century.She hummed lightly, like
Kade’s POV I stayed on the floor beside Naya, letting her take slow, shaky bites of her food while her breathing stabilized. The evening sun, through the window cast long lines across the stone floor. I watched as her hand trembled slightly as she held the bread, but she was eating. That alone made my chest ache with relief. I wasn’t expecting anyone else. Not yet, I needed the quiet peace that we were enjoying to last forever, but then the door swung open. "Naya, you're finishing this food even if I have to fight you, do you hear me?” Dorian said before the door was even fully opened. His voice carried too much damn cheer and glee for this late hour. He stepped in with a tray of eggs, fruit, and more of that ridiculous herbal tea he liked so much and had been forcing Naya to consume. Naya froze, eyes widening as he strolled in. My jaw tightened in anticipation. I hadn’t spoken, hadn’t moved from my spot on the floor, just letting her slowly adjust to my presence without cringing
"I should have died with them,” I whispered before I could swallow it back.The words fell heavy between us.His answer came immediately with a growl.“No.”I laughed bitterly. “You don’t get to decide that.”“Correct,” he said. “But I’ll still say it.”My hands curled into fists. Tears slid from my eyes, further humiliating.“Kade... I can't continue like this... I hear them,” I said. “When it’s quiet. When I try to sleep. When I breathe too slowly. They’re still there, and when I hear them, I hate you even more... I feel the bond, I do... But I can't bring myself to go with the flow of the bond because I hate you so much for making me like this... You ruined me... You ruined everything!!!”His jaw tightened not with anger like I expected, but with restraint.“I know, I understand... I do,” he said.“You don’t know.”“I know what survivor’s guilt smells like,” he answered softly. “It smells like you right now. And honestly, as much as I thought I was doing the right thing by invadin







